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Title: Lost Horizon
Author: Hilton, James (1900-1954)
Date of first publication: 1933
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   London: Macmillan, 1936
   [The Cottage Library]
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LOST HORIZON

by James Hilton





PROLOGUE


Cigars had burned low, and we were beginning to sample the
disillusionment that usually afflicts old school friends who meet again
as men and find themselves with less in common than they used to think.
Rutherford wrote novels; Wyland was one of the Embassy secretaries; he
had just given us dinner at Tempelhof--not very cheerfully, I fancied,
but with the equanimity which a diplomat must always keep on tap for
such occasions. It seemed likely that nothing but the fact of being
three celibate Englishmen in a foreign capital could have brought us
together, and I had already reached the conclusion that the slight touch
of priggishness which I remembered in Wyland Tertius had not diminished
with years and an M.V.O. Rutherford I liked better; he had ripened well
out of the skinny, precocious infant whom I had once alternately bullied
and patronised. The probability that he was making much more money and
having a more interesting life than either of us, gave Wyland and me our
only shared emotion--a touch of envy.

The evening, however, was far from dull. We had a good view of the big
Luft-Hansa machines as they arrived at the aerodrome from all parts of
Central Europe, and towards dusk, when arc-flares were lighted, the
scene took on a rich, theatrical brilliance. One of the planes was
English, and its pilot, in full flying-kit, strolled past our table and
saluted Wyland, who did not at first recognise him. When he did so there
were introductions all round, and the stranger was invited to join us.
He was a pleasant, jolly youth named Sanders. Wyland made some
apologetic remark about the difficulty of identifying people when they
were all dressed up in Sibleys and flying-helmets; at which Sanders
laughed and answered: "Oh, rather, I know that well enough. Don't forget
I was at Baskul." Wyland laughed also, but less spontaneously, and the
conversation then took other directions.

Sanders made an attractive addition to our small company, and we all
drank a great deal of beer together. About ten o'clock Wyland left us
for a moment to speak to someone at a table nearby, and Rutherford, into
the sudden hiatus of talk, remarked: "Oh, by the way, you mentioned
Baskul just now. I know the place slightly. What was it you were
referring to that happened there?"

Sanders smiled rather shyly. "Oh, just a bit of excitement we had once
when I was in the Service." But he was a youth who could not long
refrain from being confidential. "Fact is, an Afghan or an Afridi or
somebody ran off with one of our buses, and there was the very devil to
pay afterwards, as you can imagine. Most impudent thing I ever heard of.
The blighter waylaid the pilot, knocked him out, pinched his kit, and
climbed into the cockpit without a soul spotting him. Gave the mechanics
the proper signals, too, and was up and away in fine style. The trouble
was, he never came back."

Rutherford looked interested. "When did this happen?"

"Oh--must have been about a year ago. May 'thirty-one. We were
evacuating civilians from Baskul to Peshawur owing to the
revolution--perhaps you remember the business. The place was in a bit of
an upset, or I don't suppose the thing could have happened. Still, it
_did_ happen--and it goes some way to show that clothes make the man,
doesn't it?"

Rutherford was still interested. "I should have thought you'd have had
more than one fellow in charge of a plane on an occasion like that?"

"We did, on all the ordinary troop-carriers, but this machine was a
special one, built for some maharajah originally--quite a stunt kind of
outfit. The Indian Survey people had been using it for high-altitude
flights in Kashmir."

"And you say it never reached Peshawur?"

"Never reached there, and never came down anywhere else, so far as we
could discover. That was the queer part about it. Of course, if the
fellow was a tribesman he might have made for the hills, thinking to
hold the passengers to ransom. I suppose they all got killed, somehow.
There are heaps of places on the frontier where you might crash and not
be heard of afterwards."

"Yes, I know the sort of country. How many passengers were there?"

"Four, I think. Three men and some woman missionary."

"Was one of the men, by any chance, named Conway?"

Sanders looked surprised. "Why yes, as a matter of fact. 'Glory'
Conway--did you know him?"

"He and I were at the same school," said Rutherford a little
self-consciously, for it was true enough, yet a remark which he was
aware did not suit him.

"He was a jolly fine chap, by all accounts of what he did at Baskul,"
went on Sanders.

Rutherford nodded. "Yes, undoubtedly... but how extraordinary...
extraordinary..." He appeared to collect himself after a spell of
mind-wandering. Then he said: "It was never in the papers, or I think I
should have read about it. How was that?"

Sanders looked suddenly rather uncomfortable, and even, I imagined, was
on the point of blushing. "To tell you the truth," he replied, "I seem
to have let out more than I should have. Or perhaps it doesn't matter
now--it must be stale news in every mess, let alone in the bazaars. It
was hushed up, you see--I mean, about the way the thing happened.
Wouldn't have sounded well. The Government people merely gave out that
one of their machines was missing, and mentioned the names. Sort of
thing that didn't attract an awful lot of attention among outsiders."

At this point Wyland rejoined us, and Sanders turned to him
half-apologetically. "I say, Wyland, these chaps have been talking about
'Glory' Conway. I'm afraid I spilled the Baskul yarn--I hope you don't
think it matters?"

Wyland was severely silent for a moment. It was plain that he was
reconciling the claims of compatriot courtesy and official rectitude. "I
can't help feeling," he said at length, "that it's a pity to make a mere
anecdote of it. I always thought you air fellows were put on your honour
not to tell tales out of school." Having thus snubbed the youth, he
turned, rather more graciously, to Rutherford. "Of course, it's all
right in your case, but I'm sure you realise that it's sometimes
necessary for events up on the Frontier to be shrouded in a little
mystery."

"On the other hand," replied Rutherford dryly, "one has a curious itch
to know the truth."

"It was never concealed from anyone who had any real reason for wanting
to know it. I was at Peshawur at the time, and I can assure you of that.
Did you know Conway well--since school-days, I mean?"

"Just a little at Oxford, and a few chance meetings since. Did _you_
come across him much?"

"At Angora, when I was stationed there, we met once or twice."

"Did you like him?"

"I thought he was clever, but rather slack."

Rutherford smiled. "He was certainly clever. He had a most exciting
university career--until war broke out. Rowing Blue and a leading light
at the Union, and prizeman for this, that, and the other--also I reckon
him the best amateur pianist I ever heard. Amazingly many-sided
fellow--the kind, one feels, that Jowett would have tipped for a future
premier. Yet in point of fact, one never heard much about him after
those Oxford days. Of course the War cut into his career. He was full
young and I gather he went through most of it."

"He was blown up or something," responded Wyland, "but nothing very
serious. Didn't do at all badly--got a D.S.O. in France. Then I believe
he went back to Oxford for a spell--as a sort of don. I know he went
East in 'twenty-one. His Oriental languages got him the job without any
of the usual preliminaries. He had several posts."

Rutherford smiled more broadly. "Then, of course, that accounts for
everything. History will never disclose the amount of sheer brilliance
wasted in the routine of decoding F.O. chits and handing round tea at
Legation bun-fights."

"He was in the Consular Service, not the Diplomatic," said Wyland
loftily. It was evident that he did not care for chaff, and he made no
protest when, after a little more badinage of a similar kind, Rutherford
rose to go. In any case it was getting late, and I said I would go too.
Wyland's attitude as we made our farewells was still one of official
propriety suffering in silence, but Sanders was very cordial and said he
hoped to meet us again sometime.

I was catching a trans-continental train at a very dismal hour of the
early morning, and as we waited for a taxi Rutherford asked me if I
would care to spend the interval at his hotel. He had a sitting-room, he
said, and we could talk. I said it would suit me excellently, and he
answered: "Good. We can talk about Conway, if you like--unless you're
completely bored with his affairs."

I said that I wasn't at all, though I had scarcely known him. "He left
at the end of my first term, and I never met him afterwards. But he was
extraordinarily kind to me on one occasion--I was a new boy and there
was no earthly reason why he should have done what he did. It was only a
trivial thing, but I've always remembered it."

Rutherford assented. "Yes, I liked him a good deal too, though I also
saw surprisingly little of him, if you measure it in time."

And then there was a somewhat odd silence, during which it was evident
that we were both thinking of someone who had mattered to us far more
than might have been judged from such casual contacts. I have often
found since then that others who met Conway, even quite formally and for
a moment, remembered him afterwards with great vividness. He was
certainly remarkable as a youth, and to me, at the hero-worshipping age
when I saw him, his memory is still quite romantically distinct. He was
tall and extremely good-looking, and not only excelled at games but
walked off with every conceivable kind of school prize. A rather
sentimental headmaster once referred to his exploits as 'glorious,' and
from that arose his nickname. Perhaps only he could have survived it. He
gave a Speech Day oration in Greek, I recollect, and was outstandingly
first-rate in school theatricals. There was something rather Elizabethan
about him--his casual versatility, his good looks, that effervescent
combination of mental with physical activities. Something a bit
Philip-Sidneyish. Our civilisation doesn't so often breed people like
that nowadays. I made a remark of this kind to Rutherford, and he
replied: "Yes, that's true, and we have a special word of disparagement
for them--we call them dilettanti. I suppose some people must have
called Conway that--people like Wyland, for instance. I don't much care
for Wyland. I can't stand his type--all that primness and mountainous
self-importance. And the complete head-prefectorial mind--did you notice
it? Little phrases about 'putting people on their honour' and 'telling
tales out of school'--as if the bally Empire was the Fifth Form at St.
Dominic's! But then I always fall foul of these sahib diplomats."

We drove on a few streets in silence, and then he continued: "Still, I
wouldn't have missed this evening. It was a peculiar experience for me,
hearing Sanders tell that story about the affair at Baskul. You see, I'd
heard it before, and hadn't properly believed it. It was part of a much
more fantastic story, which I saw no reason to believe at all--or well,
only one very slight reason, anyway. _Now_ there are _two_ very slight
reasons. I dare say you can guess that I'm not a particularly gullible
person. I've spent a good deal of my life travelling about, and I know
there are queer things in the world--if you see them yourself, that is,
but not so often if you hear of them second-hand. And yet..."

He seemed suddenly to realise that what he was saying could not mean
very much to me, and broke off with a laugh. "Well, there's one thing
certain--I'm not likely to take Wyland into my confidence. It would be
like trying to sell an epic poem to _Tit-Bits_. I'd rather try my luck
with you."

"Perhaps you flatter me," I suggested.

"Your book doesn't lead me to think so."

I had not mentioned my authorship of that rather technical work (after
all, a neurologist's is not everybody's 'shop'), and I was agreeably
surprised that Rutherford had even heard about it. I said as much, and
he answered: "Well, you see, I was interested, because amnesia was
Conway's trouble--at one time."

We had reached the hotel and he had to get his key at the bureau. As we
went up to the fifth floor he said: "All this is mere beating about the
bush. The fact is, Conway isn't dead. At least he wasn't a few months
ago."

This seemed beyond comment in the narrow space and time of a
lift-ascent. In the corridor a few seconds later I answered: "Are you
sure of that? How do you know?"

And he responded, unlocking his door: "Because I travelled with him from
Shanghai to Honolulu in a Jap liner last November." He did not speak
again till we were settled in armchairs and had fixed ourselves with
drinks and cigars. "You see, I was in China in the autumn--on a holiday.
I'm always wandering about. I hadn't seen Conway for years--we never
corresponded, and I can't say he was often in my thoughts, though his
was one of the few faces that have always come to me quite effortlessly
if I tried to picture them. I had been visiting a friend in Hankow and
was returning by the Pekin express. On the train I chanced to get into
conversation with a very charming Mother Superior of some French sisters
of charity. She was travelling to Chung-Kiang, where her convent was,
and because I had a little French she seemed to enjoy chattering to me
about her work and affairs in general. As a matter of fact, I haven't
much sympathy with ordinary missionary enterprise, but I'm prepared to
admit, as many people are nowadays, that the Romans stand in a class by
themselves, since at least they work hard and don't pose as commissioned
officers in a world full of other ranks. Still, that's by the by. The
point is that this lady, talking to me about the mission hospital at
Chung-Kiang, mentioned a fever case that had been brought in some weeks
back--a man who they thought must be a European, though he could give no
account of himself and had no papers. His clothes were native, and of
the poorest kind, and when taken in by the nuns he had been very ill
indeed. He spoke fluent Chinese, as well as pretty good French, and my
train companion assured me that before he realised the nationality of
the nuns, he had also addressed them in English with a refined accent. I
said I couldn't imagine such a phenomenon, and chaffed her gently about
being able to detect a refined accent in a language she didn't know. We
joked about these and other matters, and it ended by her inviting me to
visit the mission if ever I happened to be thereabouts. This, of course,
seemed then as unlikely as that I should climb Everest, and when the
train reached Chung-Kiang I shook hands with genuine regret that our
chance contact had come to an end. As it happened, though, I was back in
Chung-Kiang within a few hours. The train broke down a mile or two
farther on, and with much difficulty pushed us back to the station,
where we learned that a relief engine could not possibly arrive for
twelve hours. That's the sort of thing that often happens on Chinese
railways. So there was half a day to be lived through in
Chung-Kiang--which made me decide to take the good lady at her word and
call at the mission.

"I did so, and received a cordial though naturally a somewhat astonished
welcome. I suppose one of the hardest things for a non-Catholic to
realise is how easily a Catholic can combine official rigidity with
non-official broadmindedness. Is that too complicated? Anyhow, never
mind--those mission people made quite delightful company. Before I'd
been there an hour I found that a meal had been prepared, and a young
Chinese Christian doctor sat down with me to it and kept up a
conversation in a jolly mixture of French and English. Afterwards, he
and the Mother Superior took me to see the hospital, of which they were
very proud. I had told them I was a writer, and they were simple-minded
enough to be a-flutter at the thought that I might put them all into a
book. We walked past the beds while the doctor explained the cases. The
place was spotlessly clean and looked to be very competently run. I had
forgotten all about the mysterious patient with the refined English
accent till the Mother Superior reminded me that we were just coming to
him. All I could see was the back of the man's head; he was apparently
asleep. It was suggested that I should address him in English, so I said
'Good afternoon,' which was the first and not very original thing I
could think of. The man looked up suddenly and said 'Good afternoon' in
answer. It was true; his accent was educated. But I hadn't time to be
surprised at that, for I had already recognised him--despite his beard
and altogether changed appearance and the fact that we hadn't met for so
long. He was Conway. I was certain he was, and yet, if I'd paused to
think about it, I might well have come to the conclusion that he
couldn't possibly be. Fortunately I acted on the impulse of the moment.
I called out his name and my own, and though he looked at me without any
definite sign of recognition, I was positive I hadn't made any mistake.
There was an odd little twitching of the facial muscles that I had
noticed in him before, and he had the same eyes that at Balliol we used
to say were so much more of a Cambridge blue than an Oxford. But besides
all that, he was a man one simply didn't make mistakes about--to see him
once was to know him always. Of course the doctor and the Mother
Superior were greatly excited. I told them that I knew the man, that he
was English, and a friend of mine, and that if he didn't recognise me,
it could only be because he had completely lost his memory. They said
yes, in a rather amazed way, and we had a long consultation about the
case. They weren't able to make any suggestions as to how Conway could
possibly have arrived at Chung-Kiang in the state he was.

"To make the story brief, I stayed there over a fortnight, hoping that
somehow or other I might induce him to remember things. I didn't
succeed, but he regained his physical health, and we talked a good deal.
When I told him quite frankly who I was and who he was, he was docile
enough not to argue about it. He was quite cheerful, even, in a vague
sort of way, and seemed glad enough to have my company. To my suggestion
that I should take him home, he simply said that he didn't mind. It was
a little unnerving, that apparent lack of any personal desire. As soon
as I could I fixed up our departure. I made a confidant of an
acquaintance in the consular office at Hankow, and thus the necessary
passport and so on were made out without the fuss there might otherwise
have been. Indeed, it seemed to me that for Conway's sake the whole
business had better be kept free from publicity and newspaper
headlines--and I'm glad to say I succeeded in that. It would have been
jam, of course, for the Press.

"Well, we made our exit from China in quite a normal way. We sailed down
the Yang-tse to Nanking, and then took train for Shanghai. There was a
Jap liner leaving for 'Frisco that same night, so we made a great rush
and got on board."

"You did a tremendous lot for him," I said.

Rutherford did not deny it. "I don't think I should have done quite as
much for anyone else," he answered. "But there was something about the
fellow, and always had been--it's hard to explain, but it made one enjoy
doing what one could."

"Yes," I agreed. "He had a peculiar charm, a sort of winsomeness that's
pleasant to remember even now when I picture it--though of course I
think of him still as a schoolboy in cricket flannels."

"A pity you didn't know him at Oxford. He was just brilliant--there's no
other word. After the War people said he was different--I think myself
he was. But I can't help feeling that with all his gifts he ought to
have been doing bigger work--all that Britannic Majesty stuff isn't my
idea of a great man's career. And Conway was--or should have
been--_great_. You and I have both known him, and I don't think I'm
exaggerating when I say it's an experience we shan't ever forget. And
even when he and I met in the middle of China, with his mind a blank and
his past a mystery, there was still that queer core of attractiveness in
him."

Rutherford paused reminiscently and then continued: "As you can imagine,
we remade our old friendship on the ship. I told him as much as I knew
about himself, and he listened with an attention that might almost have
seemed a little absurd. He remembered everything quite clearly since his
arrival at Chung-Kiang, and another point that may interest you is that
he hadn't forgotten languages. He told me, for instance, that he knew he
must have had something to do with India, because he could speak
Hindostani.

"At Yokohama the ship filled up, and among the new passengers was
Sieveking, the pianist, _en route_ for a concert tour in the States. He
was at our dining-table and sometimes talked with Conway in German. That
will show you how outwardly normal Conway was. Apart from his loss of
memory, which didn't show in ordinary intercourse, there couldn't have
seemed much wrong with him.

"A few nights after leaving Japan Sieveking was prevailed upon to give a
piano recital on board, and Conway and I went to hear him. He played
well, of course--some Brahms and Scarlatti, and a lot of Chopin. Once or
twice I glanced at Conway and judged that he was enjoying it all, which
appeared very natural, in view of his own musical past. At the end of
the programme the show lengthened out into an informal series of encores
which Sieveking bestowed--very amiably, I thought--upon a few
enthusiasts grouped round the piano. Again he played Chopin chiefly--he
rather specialises in it, you know. At last he left the piano and moved
towards the door, still followed by admirers, but evidently feeling that
he had done enough for them. In the meantime a rather odd thing was
beginning to happen. Conway had sat down at the keyboard and was playing
some rapid lively piece that I didn't recognise, but which drew
Sieveking back in great excitement to ask what it was. Conway, after a
long and rather strange silence, could only reply that he didn't know.
Sieveking exclaimed that that was incredible, and grew more excited
still. Conway then made what appeared to be a tremendous physical and
mental effort to remember, and said at last that the thing was a Chopin
study. I didn't think myself it could be, and I wasn't surprised when
Sieveking denied it absolutely. Conway, however, grew suddenly quite
indignant about the matter--which startled me, because up to then he had
shown so little emotion about anything. 'My dear fellow,' Sieveking
remonstrated, 'I know everything of Chopin's that exists, and I can
assure you that he never wrote what you have just played. He might well
have done so, because it's utterly in his style, but he just didn't. I
challenge you to show me the score in any of the editions.' To which
Conway replied at length: 'Oh yes, I remember now--it was never printed.
I only know it myself from meeting a man who used to be one of Chopin's
pupils.... Here's another unpublished thing I learned from him.'"

Rutherford steadied me with his eyes as he went on: "I don't know if
you're a musician, but even if you're not, I dare say you'll be able to
imagine something of Sieveking's excitement, and mine too, as Conway
continued to play. To me, of course, it was a sudden and quite
mystifying glimpse into his past--the first clue of any kind that had
escaped. Sieveking was naturally engrossed in the musical problem--which
was perplexing enough, as you'll realise when I remind you that Chopin
died in 1849.

"The whole incident was so unfathomable, in a sense, that perhaps I
should add that there were at least a dozen witnesses of it--including a
Californian university professor of some repute. Of course it was easy
to say that Conway's explanation was chronologically impossible, or
almost so; but there was still the music itself to be explained. If it
wasn't what Conway said it was, then what _was_ it? Sieveking assured me
that if those two pieces were published, they would be in every
virtuoso's repertoire within six months. Even if this is an
exaggeration, it shows Sieveking's opinion of them. After much argument
at the time, we weren't able to settle anything, for Conway stuck to his
story, and as he was beginning to look fatigued, I was anxious to get
him away from the crowd and off to bed. The last episode was about
making some gramophone records. Sieveking said he would fix up all
arrangements as soon as he reached America, and Conway gave his promise
to play before the microphone. I often feel it was a great pity, from
every point of view, that he wasn't able to keep his word."

Rutherford glanced at his watch and impressed on me that I should have
plenty of time to catch my train, since his story was practically
finished. "Because that night--the night after the recital--he got back
his memory. We had both gone to bed and I was lying awake, when he came
into my cabin and told me. His face had stiffened into what I can only
describe as an expression of overwhelming sadness--a sort of universal
sadness, if you know what I mean--something remote or impersonal, a
_Wehmut_ or _Weltschmerz_, or whatever the Germans call it. He said he
could call to mind everything, that it had begun to come back to him
during Sieveking's playing, though only in patches at first. He sat for
a long while on the edge of my bed, and I let him take his own time and
make his own method of telling me. I said that I was glad his memory had
returned, but sorry if he already wished that it hadn't. He looked up
then and paid me what I shall always regard as a marvellously high
compliment. 'Thank God, Rutherford,' he said, 'you are capable of
imagining things.' After a while I dressed and persuaded him to do the
same, and we walked up and down the boat-deck. It was a calm night,
starry and very warm, and the sea had a pale, sticky look, like
condensed milk. Except for the vibration of the engines, we might have
been pacing an esplanade. I let Conway go on his own way, without
questions at first. Somewhere about dawn he began to talk consecutively
and it was mid-morning and hot sunshine when he had finished. When I say
'finished' I don't mean that there was nothing more to tell me after
that first confession. He filled in a good many important gaps during
the next twenty-four hours. He was very unhappy, and couldn't have
slept, so we talked almost constantly. About the middle of the following
night the ship was due to reach Honolulu. We had drinks in my cabin the
evening before; he left me about ten o'clock, and I never saw him
again."

"You don't mean----" I had a picture in mind of a very calm, deliberate
suicide I once saw on the mail-boat from Holyhead to Kingstown.

Rutherford laughed. "Oh Lord, no--he wasn't that sort. He just gave me
the slip. It was easy enough to get ashore, but he must have found it
hard to avoid being traced when I set people searching for him, as of
course I did. Afterwards I learned that he'd managed to join the crew of
a banana-boat going south to Fiji."

"How did you get to know that?"

"Quite straightforwardly. He wrote to me, three months later, from
Bangkok, enclosing a draft to pay the expenses I'd been put to on his
account. He thanked me and said he was very fit. He also said he was
about to set out on a long journey--to the north-west. That was all."

"Where did he mean?"

"Yes, it's pretty vague, isn't it? A good many places must lie to the
north-west of Bangkok. Even Berlin does, for that matter."

Rutherford paused and filled up my glass and his own. It had been a
queer story--or else he had made it seem so; I hardly knew which. The
music part of it, though puzzling, did not interest me so much as the
mystery of Conway's arrival at that Chinese mission hospital; and I made
this comment. Rutherford answered that in point of fact they were both
parts of the same problem. "Well, how _did_ he get to Chung-Kiang?" I
asked. "I suppose he told you all about it that night on the ship?"

"He told me something about it, and it would be absurd of me, after
letting you know so much, to be secretive about the rest. Only, to begin
with, it's a longish sort of tale, and there wouldn't be time even to
outline it before you'd have to be off for your train. And besides, as
it happens, there's a more convenient way. I'm a little diffident about
revealing the tricks of my dishonourable calling, but the truth is,
Conway's story, as I pondered over it afterwards, appealed to me
enormously. I had begun by making simple notes after our various
conversations on the ship, so that I shouldn't forget details; later, as
certain aspects of the thing began to grip me, I had the urge to do
more--to fashion the written and recollected fragments into a single
narrative. By that I don't mean that I invented or altered anything.
There was quite enough material in what he told me--he was a fluent
talker and had a natural gift for communicating an atmosphere. Also, I
suppose, I felt I was beginning to understand the man himself." He went
to an attach-case and took out a bundle of typed manuscript. "Well,
here it is, anyhow, and you can make what you like of it."

"By which I suppose you mean that I'm not expected to believe it?"

"Oh, hardly so definite a warning as that. But mind, if you _do_
believe, it will be for Tertullian's famous reason--you remember?--_quia
impossibile est_. Not a bad argument, maybe. Let me know what you think,
at all events."

I took the manuscript away with me and read most of it on the Ostend
express. I intended returning it with a long letter when I reached
England, but there were delays, and before I could post it I got a short
note from Rutherford to say that he was off on his wanderings again and
would have no settled address for some months. He was going to Kashmir,
he wrote, and thence 'east.' I was not surprised.




CHAPTER I


During that third week of May the situation in Baskul had become much
worse and, on the 20th, Air Force machines arrived by arrangement from
Peshawur to evacuate the white residents. These numbered about eighty,
and most were safely transported across the mountains in troop-carriers.
A few miscellaneous aircraft were also employed, among them being a
cabin machine lent by the Maharajah of Chandapore. In this, about 10
A.M., four passengers embarked: Miss Roberta Brinklow, of the Eastern
Mission; Henry D. Barnard, a U.S. citizen; Hugh Conway, H.M. Consul; and
Captain Charles Mallinson, H.M. Vice-Consul.

These names are as they appeared later in Indian and British newspapers.

****

Conway was thirty-seven. He had been at Baskul for two years, in a job
which now, in the light of events, could be regarded as a persistent
backing of the wrong horse. A stage of his life was finished with; in a
few weeks' time, or perhaps after a few months' leave in England, he
would be sent somewhere else. Tokio or Tehran, Manilla or Muscat, people
in his profession never knew what was coming. He had been ten years in
the Consular Service, long enough to assess his own chances as shrewdly
as he was apt to do those of others. He knew that the plums were not for
him; but it was genuinely consoling, and not merely sour grapes, to
reflect that he had no taste for plums. He preferred the less formal and
more picturesque jobs that were on offer, and as these were often not
good ones, it had doubtless seemed to others that he was playing his
cards rather badly. Actually, to suit his own tastes, he felt he had
played them rather well; he had had a varied and moderately enjoyable
decade.

He was tall, deeply bronzed, with brown, short-cropped hair and
slate-blue eyes. He was inclined to look severe and brooding until he
laughed, and then (but it happened not so very often) he looked boyish.
There was a slight nervous twitch near the left eye which was usually
noticeable when he worked too hard or drank too much, and as he had been
packing and destroying documents throughout the whole of the day and
night preceding the evacuation, the twitch was very conspicuous when he
climbed into the aeroplane. He was tired out, and overwhelmingly glad
that he had contrived to be sent in the maharajah's luxurious air liner
instead of in one of the crowded troop-carriers. He spread himself
indulgently in the basket seat as the plane soared aloft. He was the
sort of man who, being used to major hardships, expects minor comforts
by way of compensation. Cheerfully he might endure the rigours of the
road to Samarkand, but from London to Paris he would spend his last
tenner on the Golden Arrow.

It was after the flight had lasted more than an hour that Mallinson said
he thought the pilot wasn't keeping a straight course. Mallinson sat
immediately in front. He was a youngster in his middle twenties,
pink-cheeked, intelligent without being intellectual, beset with
public-school limitations, but also with their excellences. Failure to
pass an examination was the chief cause of his being sent to Baskul,
where Conway had had six months of his company and had grown to like
him.

But Conway did not want to make the effort that an aeroplane
conversation demands. He opened his eyes drowsily and replied that
whatever the course taken, the pilot presumably knew best.

Half an hour later, when weariness and the drone of the engine had
lulled him nearly to sleep, Mallinson disturbed him again. "I say,
Conway, I thought Fenner was piloting us?"

"Well, isn't he?"

"The chap turned his head just now and I'll swear it wasn't him."

"It's hard to tell, through that glass panel."

"I'd know Fenner's face anywhere."

"Well, then, it must be someone else. I don't see that it matters."

"But Fenner told me definitely that he was taking this machine."

"They must have changed their minds and given him one of the others."

"Well, who is this man, then?"

"My dear boy, how should I know? You don't suppose I've memorised the
face of every flight-lieutenant in the Air Force, do you?"

"I know a good many of them, anyway, but I don't recognise this fellow."

"Then he must belong to the minority whom you don't know." Conway smiled
and added: "When we arrive in Peshawur very soon you can make his
acquaintance and ask him all about himself."

"At this rate we shan't get to Peshawur at all. The man's right off his
course. And I'm not surprised, either--flying so damned high he can't
see where he is."

Conway was not bothering. He was used to air travel, and took things for
granted. Besides, there was nothing particular he was eager to do when
he got to Peshawur, and no one particular he was eager to see; so it was
a matter of complete indifference to him whether the journey took four
hours or six. He was unmarried; there would be no tender greetings on
arrival. He had friends, and a few of them would probably take him to
the club and stand him drinks; it was a pleasant prospect, but not one
to sigh for in anticipation.

Nor did he sigh retrospectively when he viewed the equally pleasant but
not wholly satisfying vista of the past decade. Changeable, fair
intervals, becoming rather unsettled; it had been his own meteorological
summary during that time, as well as the world's. He thought of Baskul,
Pekin, Macao, and the other places--he had moved about pretty often.
Remotest of all was Oxford, where he had had a couple of years of
donhood after the War, lecturing on Oriental History, breathing dust in
sunny libraries, cruising down the High on a push-bicycle. The vision
attracted, but did not stir him; there was a sense in which he felt that
he was still a part of all that he might have been.

A familiar gastric lurch informed him that the plane was beginning to
descend. He felt tempted to rag Mallinson about his fidgets, and would
perhaps have done so had not the youth risen abruptly, bumping his head
against the roof, and waking Barnard, the American, who had been dozing
in his seat at the other side of the narrow gangway. "My God!" Mallinson
cried, peering through the window. "Look down there!"

Conway looked. The view was certainly not what he had expected--if,
indeed, he had expected anything. Instead of the trim, geometrically
laid-out cantonments and the larger oblongs of the hangers, nothing was
visible but an opaque mist veiling an immense, sun-brown desolation. The
plane, though descending rapidly, was still at a height unusual for
ordinary flying. Long, corrugated mountain-ridges could be picked out,
perhaps a mile or so closer than the cloudier smudge of the valleys. It
was typical Frontier scenery, though Conway had never viewed it before
from such an altitude. It was also--which struck him as odd--nowhere
that he could imagine near Peshawur. "I don't recognise this part of the
world," he commented. Then, more privately, for he did not wish to alarm
the others, he added into Mallinson's ear: "Looks as if you're
right--the man's lost his way."

The plane was swooping down at a tremendous speed, and as it did so, the
air grew hotter; the scorched earth below was like an oven with the door
suddenly opened. One mountain-top after another lifted itself above the
horizon in craggy silhouette; now the flight was along a curving valley,
the base of which was strewn with rocks and the debris of dried-up
watercourses. It looked like a floor littered with nut-shells. The plane
bumped and tossed in air-pockets as uncomfortably as a row-boat in a
swell. All four passengers had to hold on to their seats.

"Looks like he wants to land!" shouted the American hoarsely.

"He can't!" Mallinson retorted. "He'd be simply mad if he tried to!
He'll crash and then----"

But the pilot did land. A small cleared space opened by the side of a
gully, and with considerable skill the machine was jolted and heaved to
a standstill. What happened after that, however, was more puzzling and
less reassuring. A swarm of bearded and turbaned tribesmen came forward
from all directions, surrounding the machine and effectively preventing
anyone from getting out of it except the pilot. The latter clambered to
earth and held excited colloquy with them, during which proceeding it
became clear that, so far from being Fenner, he was not an Englishman at
all, and possibly not even a European. Meanwhile cans of petrol were
fetched from a dump close by and emptied into the exceptionally
capacious tanks. Grins and disregarding silence met the shouts of the
four imprisoned passengers, while the slightest attempt to alight
provoked a menacing movement from a score of rifles. Conway, who knew a
little Pushtu, harangued the tribesmen as well as he could in that
language, but without effect; while the pilot's sole retort to remarks
addressed to him in any language was a significant flourish of his
revolver. Midday sunlight, blazing on the roof of the cabin, grilled the
air inside till the occupants were almost fainting with the heat and
with the exertion of their protests. They were quite powerless; it had
been a condition of the evacuation that they should carry no arms.

When the tanks were at last screwed up, a petrol-can filled with tepid
water was handed through one of the cabin windows. No questions were
answered, though it did not appear that the men were personally hostile.
After a further parley the pilot climbed back into the cockpit, a Pathan
clumsily swung the propeller, and the flight was resumed. The take-off,
in that confined space and with the extra petrol load, was even more
skilful than the landing. The plane rose high into the hazy vapours;
then turned east, as if setting a course. It was mid-afternoon.

****

A most extraordinary and bewildering business! As the cooler air
refreshed them, the passengers could hardly believe that it had really
happened; it was an outrage to which none could recall any parallel, or
suggest any precedent, in all the turbulent records of the Frontier. It
would have been incredible, indeed, had they not been victims of it
themselves. It was quite natural that high indignation should follow
incredulity, and anxious speculation only when indignation had worn
itself out. Mallinson then developed the theory which, in the absence of
any other, they found easiest to accept. They were being kidnapped for
ransom. The trick was by no means new in itself, though this particular
technique must be regarded as original. It was a little more comforting
to feel that they were not making entirely virgin history; after all,
there had been kidnappings before, and a good many of them had ended up
all right. The tribesmen kept you in some lair in the mountains till the
Government paid up and you were released. You were treated quite
decently, and as the money that had to be paid wasn't your own, the
whole business was only unpleasant while it lasted. Afterwards, of
course, the Air people sent a bombing squadron, and you were left with
one good story to tell for the rest of your life. Mallinson enunciated
the proposition a shade nervously; but Barnard, the American, chose to
be heavily facetious. "Well, gentlemen, I dare say this is a cute idea
on somebody's part, but I can't exactly figger it out that your Air
Force has covered itself with glory. You Britishers make jokes about the
hold-ups in Chicago and all that, but I don't recollect any instance of
a gunman running off with one of Uncle Sam's aeroplanes. And I should
like to know, by the way, what this fellow did with the real pilot.
Sandbagged him, I should reckon." He yawned. He was a large, fleshy man,
with a hard-bitten face in which good-humoured wrinkles were not quite
offset by pessimistic pouches. Nobody in Baskul had known much about him
except that he had arrived from Persia, where it was presumed he had
something to do with oil.

Conway meanwhile was busying himself with a very practical task. He had
collected every scrap of paper that they all had, and was composing
messages in various native languages to be dropped to earth at
intervals. It was a slender chance, in such sparsely populated country,
but worth taking.

The fourth occupant, Miss Brinklow, sat tight-lipped and
straight-backed, with few comments and no complaints. She was a small,
rather leathery woman, with an air of having been compelled to attend a
party at which there were goings-on that she could not wholly approve.

Conway had talked less than the two other men, for translating S.O.S.
messages into dialects was a mental exercise requiring concentration. He
had however, answered questions when asked, and had agreed, tentatively,
with Mallinson's kidnapping theory. He had also agreed, to some extent,
with Barnard's strictures on the Air Force. "Though one can see, of
course, how it may have happened. With the place in commotion as it was,
one man in flying-kit would look very much like another. No one would
think of doubting the _bona fides_ of any man in the proper clothes who
looked as if he knew his job. And this fellow _must_ have known it--the
signals, and so forth. Pretty obvious, too, that he knows how to fly...
still, I agree with you that it's the sort of thing that someone ought
to get into hot water about. And somebody will, you may be sure, though
I suspect he won't deserve it."

"Well, sir," responded Barnard, "I certainly do admire the way you
manage to see both sides of the question. It's the right spirit to have,
no doubt, even when you're being taken for a ride."

Americans, Conway reflected, had the knack of being able to say
patronising things without being offensive. He smiled tolerantly, but
did not continue the conversation. His tiredness was of a kind that no
amount of possible peril could stave off. Towards late afternoon, when
Barnard and Mallinson, who had been arguing, appealed to him on some
point, it appeared that he had fallen asleep.

"Dead beat," Mallinson commented. "And I don't wonder at it, after these
last few weeks."

"You're his friend?" queried Barnard.

"I've worked with him at the Consulate. I happen to know that he hasn't
been in bed for the last four nights. As a matter of fact, we're damned
lucky in having him with us in a tight corner like this. Apart from
knowing the languages, he's got a sort of way with him in dealing with
people. If anyone can get us out of the mess, he'll do it. He's pretty
cool about most things."

"Well, let him have his sleep, then," agreed Barnard.

Miss Brinklow made one of her rare remarks. "I think he _looks_ a very
brave man," she said.

****

Conway was far less certain that he _was_ a very brave man. He had
closed his eyes in sheer physical fatigue, but without actually
sleeping. He could hear and feel every movement of the plane, and he
heard also, with mixed feelings, Mallinson's eulogy of himself. It was
then that he had his doubts, recognising a tight sensation in his
stomach which was his own bodily reaction to a disquieting mental
survey. He was not, as he knew well from experience, one of those
persons who love danger for its own sake. There was an aspect of it
which he sometimes enjoyed--an excitement, a purgative effect upon
sluggish emotions--but he was far from fond of risking his life. Twelve
years earlier he had grown to hate the perils of trench warfare in
France, and had several times avoided death by declining to attempt
valorous impossibilities. Even his D.S.O. had been won, not so much by
physical courage, as by a certain hardly developed technique of
endurance. And since the War, whenever there had been danger again, he
had faced it with increasing disrelish unless it promised extravagant
dividends in thrills.

He still kept his eyes closed. He was touched, and a little dismayed, by
what he had heard Mallinson say. It was his fate in life to have his
equanimity always mistaken for pluck--whereas it was actually something
much more dispassionate and much less virile. They were all in a
damnably awkward situation, it seemed to him, and so far from being full
of bravery about it, he felt chiefly an enormous distaste for whatever
trouble might be in store. There was Miss Brinklow, for instance. He
foresaw that in certain circumstances he would have to act on the
supposition that because she was a woman she mattered far more than the
rest of them put together, and he shrank from a situation in which such
disproportionate behaviour might be unavoidable.

Nevertheless, when he showed signs of wakefulness, it was to Miss
Brinklow that he spoke first. He realised that she was neither young nor
pretty--negative virtues, but immensely helpful in such difficulties as
those in which they might soon find themselves. He was also rather sorry
for her, because he suspected that neither Mallinson nor the American
liked missionaries, especially female ones. He himself was unprejudiced,
but he was afraid she would find his open mind a less familiar and
therefore an even more disconcerting phenomenon. "We seem to be in a
queer fix," he said, leaning forward to her ear, "but I'm glad you're
taking it calmly. I don't really think anything dreadful is going to
happen to us."

"I'm certain it won't if you can prevent it," she answered; which did
not console him.

"You must let me know if there is anything we can do to make you more
comfortable."

Barnard caught the word. "Comfortable?" he echoed raucously. "Why, of
course we're comfortable. We're just enjoying the trip. Pity we haven't
a pack of cards--we could make up a bridge four."

Conway welcomed the spirit of the remark, though he disliked bridge. "I
don't suppose Miss Brinklow plays," he said, smiling.

But the missionary turned round briskly to retort: "Indeed I do, and I
could never see any harm in cards at all. There's nothing against them
in the Bible."

They all laughed, and seemed grateful to her for providing an excuse. At
any rate, Conway thought, she wasn't hysterical.

****

All afternoon the plane had soared through the thin mists of the upper
atmosphere, far too high to give clear sight of what lay beneath.
Sometimes, at longish intervals, the veil was torn for a moment, to
display the jagged outline of a peak, or the glint of some unknown
stream. The direction could be determined roughly from the sun; it was
still east, with occasional twists to the north; but whither it had led
depended on the speed of travel, which Conway could not judge with any
accuracy. It seemed likely, though, that the flight must already have
exhausted a good deal of the petrol; though that again depended on
uncertain factors. Conway had no technical knowledge of aircraft, but he
was sure that the pilot, whoever he might be, was altogether an expert.
That halt in the rock-strewn valley had demonstrated it, and also other
incidents since. And Conway could not repress a feeling that was always
his in the presence of any superb and indisputable competence. He was so
used to being appealed to for help that mere awareness of someone who
would neither ask nor need it was slightly tranquillising, even amidst
the greater perplexities of the future. But he did not expect his
companions to share such a tenuous emotion. He recognised that they were
likely to have far more personal reasons for anxiety than he had
himself. Mallinson, for instance, was engaged to a girl in England;
Barnard might be married; Miss Brinklow had her work, vocation, or
however she might regard it. Mallinson, incidentally, was by far the
least composed; as the hours passed he showed himself increasingly
excitable--apt, also, to resent to Conway's face the very coolness which
he had praised behind his back. Once, above the roar of the engine, a
sharp storm of argument arose. "Look here," Mallinson shouted angrily,
"are we bound to sit here twiddling our thumbs while this maniac does
everything he damn well wants? What's to stop us smashing that panel and
having it out with him?"

"Nothing at all," replied Conway, "except that he's armed and we're not,
and that in any case, none of us would know how to bring the machine to
earth afterwards."

"It can't be very hard, surely. I dare say you could do it."

"My dear Mallinson, why is it always _me_ you expect to perform these
miracles?"

"Well, anyway, this business is getting hellishly on my nerves. Can't we
_make_ the fellow come down?"

"How do you suggest it should be done?"

Mallinson was becoming more and more agitated. "Well, he's _there_,
isn't he? About six feet away from us, and we're three men to one! Have
we got to stare at his damned back all the time? At least we might force
him to tell us what the game is."

"Very well, we'll see." Conway took a few paces forward to the partition
between the cabin and the pilot's cockpit, which was situated in front
and somewhat above. There was a pane of glass, about six inches square
and made to slide open, through which the pilot, by turning his head and
stooping slightly, could communicate with his passengers. Conway tapped
on this with his knuckles. The response was almost comically as he had
expected. The glass panel slid sideways and the barrel of a revolver
obtruded. Not a word; just that. Conway retreated without arguing the
point, and the panel slid back again.

Mallinson, who had watched the incident, was only partly satisfied. "I
don't suppose he'd have dared to shoot," he commented. "It's probably
bluff."

"Quite," agreed Conway, "but I'd rather leave you to make sure."

"Well, I do feel we ought to put up some sort of a fight before giving
in tamely like this."

Conway was sympathetic. He recognised the convention, with all its
associations of red-coated soldiers and school history-books, that
Englishmen fear nothing, never surrender, and are never defeated. He
said: "Putting up a fight without a decent chance of winning is a poor
game, and I'm not that sort of hero."

"Good for you, sir," interposed Barnard heartily. "When somebody's got
you by the short hairs you may as well give in pleasantly and admit it.
For my part I'm going to enjoy life while it lasts and have a cigar. I
hope you don't think a little bit of extra danger matters to us?"

"Not so far as I'm concerned, but it might bother Miss Brinklow."

Barnard was quick to make amends. "Pardon me, madam, but do you very
much object if I smoke?"

"Not at all," she answered graciously. "I don't do so myself, but I just
love the smell of a cigar."

Conway felt that of all the women who could possibly have made such a
remark, she was easily the most typical. Anyhow, Mallinson's excitement
had calmed a little, and to show friendliness he offered him a
cigarette, though he did not light one himself. "I know how you feel,"
he said gently. "It's a bad look-out, and it's all the worse, in some
ways, because there isn't much we can do about it."

'And all the better, too, in other ways,' he could not help adding to
himself. For he was still immensely fatigued. There was also in his
nature a trait which some people might have called laziness, though it
was not quite that. No one was capable of harder work, when it had to be
done, and few could better shoulder responsibility; but the facts
remained that he was not passionately fond of activity, and did not
enjoy responsibility at all. Both were included in his job, and he made
the best of them, but he was always ready to give way to anyone else who
could function as well or better. It was partly this, no doubt, that had
made his success in the Service less striking than it might have been.
He was not ambitious enough to shove his way past others, or to make an
important parade of doing nothing when there was really nothing doing.
His despatches were sometimes laconic to the point of curtness, and his
calm in emergencies, though admired, was often suspected of being too
sincere. Authority likes to feel that a man is imposing some effort on
himself, and that his apparent nonchalance is only a cloak to disguise
an outfit of well-bred emotions. With Conway the dark suspicion had
sometimes been current that he really was as unruffled as he looked, and
that whatever happened, he did not give a damn. But this, too, like the
laziness, was an imperfect interpretation. What most observers failed to
perceive in him was something quite bafflingly simple--a love of
quietness, contemplation, and being alone.

Now, since he was so inclined and there was nothing else to do, he
leaned back in the basket chair and went definitely to sleep. When he
woke he noticed that the others, despite their various anxieties, had
likewise succumbed. Miss Brinklow was sitting bolt upright with her eyes
closed, like some rather dingy and outmoded idol; Mallinson had lolled
forward in his place with his chin in the palm of a hand. The American
was even snoring. Very sensible of them all, Conway thought; there was
no point in wearying themselves with shouting. But immediately he was
aware of certain physical sensations in himself--slight dizziness and
heart-thumping and a tendency to inhale sharply and with effort. He
remembered similar symptoms once before--in Switzerland.

Then he turned to the window and gazed out. The surrounding sky had
cleared completely, and in the light of late afternoon there came to him
a vision which, for the instant, snatched the remaining breath out of
his lungs. Far away, at the very limit of distance, lay range upon range
of snow-peaks, festooned with glaciers, and floating, in appearance,
upon vast levels of cloud. They compassed the whole arc of the circle,
merging towards the west in a horizon that was fierce, almost garish in
colouring, like an impressionist back-cloth done by some half-mad
genius. And meanwhile the plane, on that stupendous stage, was droning
over an abyss in face of a sheer white wall that seemed part of the sky
itself until the sun caught it. Then, like a dozen piled-up Jungfraus
seen from Mrren, it flamed into superb and dazzling incandescence.

Conway was not apt to be easily impressed, and as a rule he did not care
for 'views'--especially the more famous ones for which thoughtful
municipalities provide garden-seats. Once, on being taken to Tiger Hill,
near Darjeeling, to watch the sunrise upon Everest, he had found the
highest mountain in the world a definite disappointment. But this
fearsome spectacle beyond the window-pane was of different calibre; it
had no air of posing to be admired. There was something raw and
monstrous about those uncompromising ice-cliffs, and a certain sublime
impertinence in approaching them thus. He pondered, envisaging maps,
calculating distances, estimating times and speeds. Then he became aware
that Mallinson had wakened also. He touched the youth on the arm.




CHAPTER II


It was typical of Conway that he let the others waken for themselves,
and made small response to their exclamations of astonishment; yet
later, when Barnard sought his opinion, gave it with something of the
detached fluency of a university professor elucidating a problem. He
thought it likely, he said, that they were still in India; they had been
flying east for several hours, too high to see much, but probably the
course had been along some river valley--one stretching roughly east and
west. "I wish I hadn't to rely on memory, but my impression is that the
valley of the upper Indus fits in well enough. That would have brought
us by now to a very spectacular part of the world--and, as you see, so
it has."

"You recognise where we are, then?" Barnard interrupted.

"Well, no--I've never been anywhere near here before, but I wouldn't be
surprised if that mountain is Nanga Parbat--the one Mummery lost his
life on. In structure and general lay-out it seems in accord with all
I've heard about it."

"You are a mountaineer yourself?"

"In my younger days I was keen. Only the usual Swiss climbs, of course."

Mallinson intervened peevishly: "There'd be more point in discussing
where we're going to. I wish to God somebody could tell us."

"Well, it looks to me as if we're heading for that range yonder," said
Barnard. "Don't you think so, Conway? You'll excuse me calling you that,
but if we're all going to have a little adventure together, it's a pity
to stand on ceremony."

Conway thought it very natural that anyone should call him by his own
name, and found Barnard's apologies for so doing a trifle needless. "Oh,
certainly," he agreed, and added: "I think that range must be the
Karakorams. There are several passes if our man intends to cross them."

"Our man?" exclaimed Mallinson. "You mean our maniac! I reckon it's time
we dropped the kidnapping theory. We're far past the Frontier country by
now--there aren't any tribes living around here. The only explanation I
can think of is that the fellow's a raving lunatic. Would anybody except
a lunatic fly into this sort of country?"

"I know that nobody except a damn fine airman _could_," retorted
Barnard. "I never was great at geography, but I understand that these
are reputed to be the highest mountains in the world, and if that's so,
it'll be a pretty first-class performance to cross them."

"And also the will of God," put in Miss Brinklow unexpectedly.

Conway did not offer his opinion. The will of God or the lunacy of
man--it seemed to him that you could take your choice, if you wanted a
good enough reason for most things. Or, alternatively (and he thought of
it as he contemplated the small orderliness of the cabin against the
window-background of such frantic natural scenery), the will of man and
the lunacy of God. It must be satisfying to be quite certain which way
to look at it. Then, while he watched and pondered, a strange
transformation took place. The light turned to bluish over the whole
mountain, with the lower slopes darkening to violet. Something deeper
than his usual aloofness rose in him--not quite excitement, still less
fear, but a sharp intensity of expectation. He said: "You're quite
right, Barnard, this affair grows more and more remarkable."

"Remarkable or not, I don't feel inclined to propose a vote of thanks
about it," Mallinson persisted. "We didn't ask to be brought here, and
Heaven knows what we shall do when we get _there_--wherever _there_ is.
And I don't see that it's any less of an outrage because the fellow
happens to be a stunt flyer. Even if he is, he can be just as much a
lunatic. I once heard of a pilot going mad in mid-air. This fellow must
have been mad from the beginning. That's my theory, Conway."

Conway was silent. He found it irksome to be continually shouting above
the roar of the machine, and after all, there was little point in
arguing possibilities. But when Mallinson pressed for an opinion, he
said: "Very well-organised lunacy, you know. Don't forget the landing
for petrol, and also that this was the only machine that could climb to
such a height."

"That doesn't prove he isn't mad. He may have been mad enough to arrange
everything."

"Yes, of course, that's possible."

"Well, then, we've got to decide on a plan of action. What are we going
to do when he comes to earth? If he doesn't crash and kill us all, that
is. What are we going to _do_? Rush forward and congratulate him on his
marvellous flight, I suppose."

"Not on your life," answered Barnard. "I'll leave you to do all the
rushing forward."

Again Conway was loth to prolong the argument, especially since the
American, with his level-headed banter, seemed quite capable of handling
it himself. Already Conway found himself reflecting that the party might
have been far less fortunately constituted. Only Mallinson was inclined
to be cantankerous, and that might partly be due to the altitude.
Rarified air had different effects on people; Conway, for instance,
derived from it a combination of mental clarity and physical apathy that
was not unpleasant. Indeed, he breathed the clear cold air in little
spasms of content. The whole situation, no doubt, was appalling, but he
had no power at the moment to resent anything that proceeded so
purposefully and with such captivating interest.

And there came over him, too, as he stared at that superb
mountain-piece, a glow of satisfaction that there were such places still
left on earth--distant, inaccessible, as yet unhumanised. The icy
rampart of the Karakorams was now more striking than ever against the
northern sky, which had become mouse-coloured and sinister; the peaks
had a chill gleam; utterly majestic and remote, their very namelessness
had dignity. Those few thousand feet by which they fell short of the
known giants might save them eternally from the climbing expedition;
they offered a less tempting lure to the record-breaker. Conway was the
antithesis of such a type; he was inclined to see vulgarity in the
Western ideal of superlatives, and 'the utmost for the highest' seemed
to him a less reasonable and perhaps more commonplace proposition than
'the much for the high.' He did not, in fact, care for excessive
striving, and he was bored by mere exploits.

While he was still contemplating the scene, twilight fell, steeping the
depths in a rich velvet-gloom that spread upwards like a dye. Then the
whole range, much nearer now, paled into fresh splendour; a full moon
rose, touching each peak in succession like some celestial lamp-lighter,
until the long horizon glittered against a blue-black sky. The air grew
cold and a wind sprang up, tossing the machine uncomfortably. These new
distresses lowered the spirits of the passengers; it had not been
reckoned that the flight could go on after dusk, and now the last hope
lay in the exhaustion of petrol. That, however, was bound to come soon.
Mallinson began to argue about it, and Conway, with some reluctance, for
he really did not know, gave as his estimate that the utmost distance
might be anything up to a thousand miles, of which they must already
have covered most. "Well, where would that bring us to?" queried the
youth miserably.

"It's not easy to judge, but probably some part of Tibet. If these are
the Karakorams, Tibet lies beyond. One of the crests, by the way, must
be K2, which is generally counted the second highest mountain in the
world."

"Next on the list after Everest," commented Barnard. "Gee, this is some
scenery."

"And from a climber's point of view much stiffer than Everest. The Duke
of Abruzzi gave it up as an absolutely impossible peak."

"_Oh, God!_" muttered Mallinson testily, but Barnard laughed. "I guess
you must be the official guide on this trip, Conway, and I'll allow that
if only I'd got a flask of caf cognac I wouldn't care if it's Tibet or
Tennessee."

"But what are we going to do about it?" urged Mallinson again. "Why are
we here? What can be the point of it all? I don't see how you can make
jokes about it."

"Well, it's as good as making a scene about it, young feller. Besides,
if the man _is_ a loonie, as you've suggested, there probably _isn't_
any point."

"He _must_ be mad. I can't think of any other explanation. Can you,
Conway?"

Conway shook his head.

Miss Brinklow turned round, as she might have done during the interval
of a play. "As you haven't asked my opinion, perhaps I oughtn't to give
it," she began, with shrill modesty, "but I should like to say that I
agree with Mr. Mallinson. I'm sure the poor man can't be quite right in
his head. The pilot, I mean, of course. There would be no excuse for
him, anyhow, if he were _not_ mad." She added, shouting confidentially
above the din: "And do you know, this is my first trip in the air! My
very first! Nothing would ever induce me to do it before, though a
friend of mine tried her very best to persuade me to fly from London to
Paris."

"And now you're flying from India to Tibet instead," said Barnard.
"That's the way things happen."

She went on: "I once knew a missionary who had been in Tibet. He said
the Tibetans were very odd people. They believe we are descended from
monkeys."

"Remarkably cute of 'em."

"Oh dear no, I don't mean in the modern way. They've had the belief for
hundreds of years--it's only one of their superstitions. Of course I'm
against all of it myself, and I think Darwin was far worse than any
Tibetan. I take my stand on the Bible."

"Fundamentalist, I suppose?"

But Miss Brinklow did not appear to understand the term. "I used to
belong to the L.M.S.," she shrieked, "but I disagreed with them about
infant baptism."

Conway continued to feel that this was a rather comic remark long after
it had occurred to him that the initials were those of the London
Missionary Society. Still picturing the inconveniences of holding a
theological argument at Euston Station, he began to think that there was
something slightly fascinating about Miss Brinklow. He even wondered if
he could offer her any article of his clothing for the night, but
decided at length that her constitution was probably wirier than his. So
he huddled up, closed his eyes, and went quite easily and peacefully to
sleep.

And the flight proceeded.

****

Suddenly they were all wakened by a lurch of the machine. Conway's head
struck the window, dazing him for the moment; a returning lurch sent him
floundering between the two tiers of seats. It was much colder. The
first thing he did, automatically, was to glance at his watch; it showed
half-past one--he must have been asleep for some time. His ears were
full of a loud flapping sound, which he took to be imaginary until he
realised that the engine had been shut off and that the plane was
rushing against a gale. Then he stared through the window and could see
the earth quite close--vague and snail-grey, scampering underneath.
"He's going to land!" Mallinson shouted; and Barnard, who had also been
flung out of his seat, responded with a saturnine: "If he's lucky." Miss
Brinklow, whom the entire commotion seemed to have disturbed least of
all, was adjusting her hat as calmly as if Dover Harbour were just in
sight.

Presently the plane touched ground. But it was a bad landing this
time--"Oh, my God, damned bad, _damned_ bad!" Mallinson groaned as he
clutched at his seat during ten seconds of crashing and swaying.
Something was heard to strain and snap, and one of the tyres exploded.
"That's done it," he added in tones of anguished pessimism. "A broken
tail-skid--we'll have to stay where we are now, that's certain."

Conway, never talkative at times of crisis, stretched his stiffened legs
and felt his head where it had banged against the window. A
bruise--nothing much. He must do something to help these people. But he
was the last of the four to stand up when the plane came to rest.
"Steady," he called out as Mallinson wrenched open the door of the cabin
and prepared to make the jump to earth; and eerily, in the comparative
silence, the youth's answer came: "No need to be steady--this looks like
the end of the world--there's not a soul about, anyhow."

A moment later, chilled and shivering, they were all aware that this was
so. With no sound in their ears save the fierce gusts of wind and their
own crunching footsteps, they felt themselves at the mercy of something
dour and savagely melancholy--a mood in which both earth and air were
saturated. The moon looked to have disappeared behind clouds, and
starlight illumined a tremendous emptiness heaving with wind. Without
thought or knowledge, one could have guessed that this bleak world was
mountain-high, and that the mountains rising from it were mountains on
top of mountains. A range of them gleamed on a far horizon like a row of
dog-teeth.

Mallinson, feverishly active, was already making for the cockpit. "I'm
not scared of the fellow on land, whoever he is," he cried. "I'm going
to tackle him right away...."

The others watched, hypnotised by the spectacle of such energy, though
apprehensive also. Conway sprang after him, but too late to prevent the
investigation. After a few seconds, however, the youth dropped down
again, gripping his arm and muttering in a hoarse, sobered staccato: "I
say, Conway, it's queer.... I think the fellow's ill or dead or
something.... I can't get a word out of him. Come up and look....
I took his revolver, at any rate."

"Better give it to me," said Conway, and though still rather dazed by
the recent blow on his head, he nerved himself for action. Of all times
and places and situations on earth, this seemed to him to combine the
most hideous discomforts. He hoisted himself stiffly into a position
from which he could see, not very well, into the enclosed cockpit. There
was a strong smell of petrol, so he did not risk striking a match. He
could just discern the pilot, huddled forward, his head sprawling over
the controls. He shook him, unfastened his helmet, and loosened the
clothes round his neck. A moment later he turned round to report: "Yes,
there's something happened to him. We must get him out." But an observer
might have added that something had happened to Conway as well. His
voice was sharper, more incisive; no longer did he sound to be hovering
on the brink of some profound doubtfulness. The time, the place, the
cold, his fatigue, were now of less account; there was a job that simply
had to be done, and the more conventional part of him was uppermost and
preparing to do it.

With Barnard and Mallinson assisting, the pilot was extracted from his
seat and lifted to the ground. He was unconscious, not dead. Conway had
no particular medical knowledge, but, as to most men who have lived in
outlandish places, the phenomena of illness were mostly familiar.
"Possibly a heart attack brought on by the high altitude," he diagnosed,
stooping over the unknown man. "We can do very little for him out
here--there's no shelter from this infernal wind. Better get him inside
the cabin, and ourselves too. We haven't an idea where we are, and it's
hopeless to make a move until daylight."

The verdict and the suggestion were both accepted without dispute. Even
Mallinson concurred. They carried the man into the cabin and laid him
full-length along the gangway between the seats. The interior was no
warmer than outside, but offered a screen to the flurries of wind. It
was the wind, before much time had passed, that became the central
preoccupation of them all--the _leit-motif_, as it were, of the whole
mournful night-piece. It was not an ordinary wind. It was not merely a
strong wind or a cold wind. It was somehow a frenzy that lived all
around them, a master stamping and ranting over his own domain. It
tilted the loaded machine and shook it viciously; and when Conway
glanced through the windows it seemed as if the same wind were whirling
splinters of light out of the stars.

The stranger lay inert, while Conway, with difficulty in the dimness and
confined space, made what examination he could. But it did not reveal
much. "His heart's faint," he said at last, and then Miss Brinklow,
after groping in her handbag, created a small sensation. "I wonder if
this would be any use to the poor man," she proffered condescendingly.
"I never touch a drop myself, but I always carry it with me in case of
accidents. And this _is_ a sort of accident, isn't it?"

"I should say it was," replied Conway with grimness. He unscrewed the
bottle, smelt it, and poured some of the brandy into the man's mouth.
"Just the stuff for him. Thanks." After an interval the slightest
movement of eyelids was visible under the match-flame. Mallinson
suddenly became hysterical. "I can't help it," he cried, laughing
wildly. "We all look such a lot of damn fools striking matches over a
corpse.... And he isn't much of a beauty, is he? Chink, I should say,
if he's anything at all."

"Possibly." Conway's voice was level and rather severe. "But he's not a
corpse yet. With a bit of luck we may bring him round."

"Luck? It'll be his luck, not ours."

"Don't be too sure. And shut up for the time being, anyhow."

There was enough of the schoolboy still in Mallinson to make him respond
to the curt command of a senior, though he was obviously in poor control
of himself. Conway, though sorry for him, was more concerned with the
immediate problem of the pilot, since he, alone of them all, might be
able to give some explanation of their plight. Conway had no desire to
discuss the matter further in a merely speculative way; there had been
enough of that during the journey. He was uneasy now beyond his
continuing mental curiosity, for he was aware that the whole situation
had ceased to be excitingly perilous and was threatening to become a
trial of endurance ending in catastrophe. Keeping vigil throughout that
gale-tormented night, he faced facts none the less frankly because he
did not trouble to enunciate them to the others. He guessed that the
flight had progressed far beyond the western range of the Himalaya
towards the less-known heights of the Kuen-Lun. In that event they would
by now have reached the loftiest and least hospitable part of the
earth's surface--the Tibetan plateau, two miles high even in its lowest
valleys--a vast, uninhabited, and largely unexplored region of
wind-swept upland. Somewhere they were, in that forlorn country,
marooned in far less comfort than on most desert islands. Then abruptly,
as if to answer his curiosity by increasing it, a rather awe-inspiring
change took place. The moon, which he had thought to be hidden by
clouds, swung over the lip of some shadowy eminence and, whilst still
not showing itself directly, unveiled the darkness ahead. Conway could
see the outline of a long valley, with rounded sad-looking hills on
either side, not very high from where they rose, and jet-black against
the deep electric blue of the night-sky. But it was to the head of the
valley that his eyes were led irresistibly, for there, soaring into the
gap, and magnificent in the full shimmer of moonlight, appeared what he
took to be the loveliest mountain on earth. It was an almost perfect
cone of snow, simple in outline as if a child had drawn it, and
impossible to classify as to size, height, or nearness. It was so
radiant, so serenely poised, that he wondered for a moment if it were
real at all. Then, while he gazed, a tiny puff clouded the edge of the
pyramid, giving life to the vision before the faint rumble of the
avalanche confirmed it.

He had an impulse to rouse the others to share the spectacle, but
decided after consideration that its effect might not be tranquillising.
Nor was it so, from a common sense view-point; such virgin splendours
merely emphasised the facts of isolation and danger. There was quite a
probability that the nearest human settlement was hundreds of miles
away. And they had no food; they were unarmed except for one revolver;
the aeroplane was damaged and almost fuel-less, even if anyone had known
how to fly. They had no clothes suited to the terrific chills and winds;
Mallinson's motoring-coat and his own ulster were quite inadequate, and
even Miss Brinklow, woollied and mufflered as for a polar expedition
(ridiculous, he had thought, on first beholding her), could not be
feeling happy. They were all, too, except himself, affected by the
altitude. Even Barnard had sunk into melancholy under the strain.
Mallinson was muttering to himself; it was clear what would happen to
him if these hardships went on for long. In face of such distressful
prospects Conway found himself quite unable to restrain an admiring
glance at Miss Brinklow. She was not, he reflected, a normal person; no
woman who taught Afghans to sing hymns could be considered so. But she
was, after every calamity, still normally abnormal, and he was deeply
obliged to her for it. "I hope you're not feeling too bad?" he said
sympathetically, when he caught her eye.

"The soldiers during the War had to suffer worse things than this," she
replied.

The comparison did not seem to Conway a very valuable one. In point of
fact, he had never spent a night in the trenches quite so thoroughly
unpleasant, though doubtless many others had. He concentrated his
attention on the pilot, now breathing fitfully and sometimes slightly
stirring. Probably Mallinson was right in guessing the man Chinese. He
had the typical Mongol nose and cheekbones, despite his successful
impersonation of a British flight-lieutenant. Mallinson had called him
ugly, but Conway, who had lived in China, thought him a fairly passable
specimen, though now, in the burnished circle of match-flame, his pallid
skin and gaping mouth were not pretty.

The night dragged on, as if each minute were something heavy and
tangible that had to be pushed to make way for the next. Moonlight faded
after a time, and with it that distant spectre of the mountain; then the
triple mischiefs of darkness, cold, and wind increased until dawn. As at
its signal the wind dropped, leaving the world in compassionate
quietude. Framed in the pale triangle ahead, the mountain showed again,
grey at first, then silver, then pink as the earliest sunrays caught the
summit. In the lessening gloom the valley itself took shape, revealing a
floor of rock and shingle sloping upwards. It was not a friendly
picture, but to Conway, as he surveyed, there came a queer perception of
fineness in it, of something that had no romantic appeal at all, but a
steely, almost an intellectual quality. The white pyramid in the
distance compelled the mind's assent as passionlessly as a Euclidean
theorem, and when at last the sun rose into a sky of deep
delphinium-blue, he felt only a little less than comfortable again.

As the air grew warmer the others wakened, and he suggested carrying the
pilot into the open, where the sharp dry air and the sunlight might help
to revive him. This was done, and they began a second and pleasanter
vigil. Eventually the man opened his eyes and began to speak
convulsively. His four passengers stooped over him, listening intently
to sounds that were meaningless except to Conway, who occasionally made
answers. After some time the man became weaker, talked with increasing
difficulty, and finally died. That was about mid-morning.

****

Conway then turned to his companions. "I'm sorry to say he told me very
little--little, I mean, compared with what we should like to know.
Merely that we were in Tibet, which is obvious. He didn't give any
coherent account of why he had brought us here, but he seemed to know
the locality. He spoke a kind of Chinese that I don't understand very
well, but I think he said something about a lamasery near here--along
the valley, I gathered--where we could get food and shelter. Shangri-La,
he called it. _La_ is Tibetan for mountain-pass. He was most emphatic
that we should go there."

"Which doesn't seem to me any reason at all why we should," said
Mallinson. "After all, he was probably off his head. Wasn't he?"

"You know as much about that as I do. But if we don't go to this place,
where else are we to go?"

"Anywhere you like, I don't care. All I'm certain of is that this
Shangri-La, if it's in that direction, must be a few extra miles from
civilisation. I should feel happier if we were lessening the distance,
not increasing it. Damnation, man, aren't you going to get us back?"

Conway replied patiently: "I don't think you properly understand the
position, Mallinson. We're in a part of the world that no one knows very
much about, except that it's difficult and dangerous, even for a fully
equipped expedition. Considering that hundreds of miles of this sort of
country probably surround us on all sides, the notion of walking back to
Peshawur doesn't strike me as very hopeful."

"I don't think I could possibly manage it," said Miss Brinklow
seriously.

Barnard nodded. "It looks as if we're darned lucky, then, if this
lamasery _is_ round the corner."

"Comparatively lucky, maybe," agreed Conway. "After all, we've no food,
and, as you can see for yourselves, the country isn't the kind it would
be easy to live on. In a few hours we shall all be famished. And then
to-night, if we were to stay here, we should have to face the wind and
the cold again. It's not a pleasant prospect. Our only chance, it seems
to me, is to find some other human beings, and where else should we
begin looking for them except where we've been told they exist?"

"And what if it's a trap?" asked Mallinson, but Barnard supplied an
answer. "A nice warm trap," he said, "with a piece of cheese in it,
would suit me down to the ground."

They laughed, except Mallinson, who looked distraught and nerve-racked.
Finally Conway went on: "I take it, then, that we're all more or less
agreed? There's an obvious way along the valley--it doesn't look too
steep, though we shall have to take it slowly. In any case, we could do
nothing here--we couldn't even bury this man without dynamite. Besides,
the lamasery people may be able to supply us with porters for the
journey back. We shall need them. I suggest we start at once, so that if
we don't locate the place by late afternoon we shall have time to return
for another night in the cabin."

"And supposing we _do_ locate it?" queried Mallinson, still
intransigent. "Have we any guarantee that we shan't be murdered?"

"None at all. But I think it is a less, and perhaps also a preferable
risk to being starved or frozen to death." He added, feeling that such
chilly logic might not be entirely suited for the occasion: "As a matter
of fact, murder is the very last thing one would expect in a Buddhist
monastery. It would be rather less likely than being killed in an
English cathedral."

"Like Saint Thomas of Canterbury," said Miss Brinklow, nodding an
emphatic agreement, but completely spoiling his point. Mallinson
shrugged his shoulders and responded with melancholy irritation: "Very
well, then, we'll be off to Shangri-La. Wherever and whatever it is,
we'll try it. But let's hope it's not half-way up that mountain."

The remark served to fix their glances on the glittering cone towards
which the valley pointed. Sheerly magnificent it looked in the full
light of day; and then their gaze turned to a stare, for they could see,
far away and approaching them down the slope, the figures of men.
"Providence!" whispered Miss Brinklow.




CHAPTER III


Part of Conway was always an onlooker, however active might be the rest.
Just now, while waiting for the strangers to come nearer, he refused to
be fussed into deciding what he might or mightn't do in any number of
possible contingencies. And this was not bravery, or coolness, or any
especially sublime confidence in his own power to make decisions on the
spur of the moment. It was, if the worst view be taken, a form of
indolence--an unwillingness to interrupt his mere spectator's interest
in what was happening.

As the figures moved down the valley they revealed themselves to be a
party of a dozen or more, carrying with them a hooded chair. In this, a
little later, could be discerned a person robed in blue. Conway could
not imagine where they were all going, but it certainly seemed
providential, as Miss Brinklow had said, that such a detachment should
chance to be passing just there and then. As soon as he was within
hailing distance he left his own party and walked ahead, though not
hurriedly, for he knew that Orientals enjoy the ritual of meeting and
like to take their time over it. Halting when a few yards off, he bowed
with due courtesy. Much to his surprise the robed figure stepped from
the chair, came forward with dignified deliberation, and held out his
hand. Conway responded, and observed an old or elderly Chinese,
grey-haired, clean-shaven, and rather pallidly decorative in a silk
embroidered gown. He in his turn appeared to be submitting Conway to the
same kind of ready reckoning. Then, in precise and perhaps too accurate
English, he said: "I am from the lamasery of Shangri-La."

Conway bowed again, and after a suitable pause began to explain briefly
the circumstances that had brought him and his three companions to such
an unfrequented part of the world. At the end of the recital the Chinese
made a gesture of understanding. "It is indeed remarkable," he said, and
gazed reflectively at the damaged aeroplane. Then he added: "My name is
Chang, if you would be so good as to present me to your friends."

Conway managed to smile urbanely. He was rather taken with this latest
phenomenon--a Chinese who spoke perfect English and observed the social
formalities of Bond Street amidst the wilds of Tibet. He turned to the
others, who had by this time caught up and were regarding the encounter
with varying degrees of astonishment. "Miss Brinklow... Mr. Barnard,
who is an American... Mr. Mallinson... and my own name is Conway.
We are all glad to see you, though the meeting is almost as puzzling as
the fact of our being here at all. Indeed, we were just about to make
our way to your lamasery, so it is doubly fortunate. If you could give
us directions for the journey----"

"There is no need for that. I shall be delighted to act as your guide."

"But I could not think of putting you to such trouble. It is exceedingly
kind of you, but if the distance is not far----"

"It is not far, but it is not easy either. I shall esteem it an honour
to accompany you and your friends."

"But really----"

"I must insist."

Conway thought that the argument, in its context of place and
circumstance, was in some danger of becoming ludicrous. "Very well," he
responded. "I'm sure we are all most obliged."

Mallinson, who had been sombrely enduring these pleasantries, now
interposed with something of the shrill acerbity of the barrack-square.
"Our stay won't be long," he announced curtly. "We shall pay for
anything we have, and we should like to hire some of your men to help us
on our journey back. We want to return to civilisation as soon as
possible."

"And are you so very certain that you are away from it?"

The query, delivered with much suavity, only stung the youth to further
sharpness. "I'm quite sure I'm far away from where I want to be, and so
are we all. We shall be grateful for temporary shelter, but we shall be
more grateful still if you'll provide means for us to return. How long
do you suppose the journey to India will take?"

"I really could not say at all."

"Well, I hope we're not going to have any trouble about it. I've had
some experience of hiring native porters, and we shall expect you to use
your influence to get us a square deal."

Conway felt that most of all this was rather needlessly truculent, and
he was just about to intervene when the reply came, still with immense
dignity: "I can only assure you, Mr. Mallinson, that you will be
honourably treated and that ultimately you will have no regrets."

"_Ultimately?_" Mallinson exclaimed, pouncing on the word, but there was
greater ease in avoiding a scene since wine and fruit were now on offer,
having been unpacked by the marching party, stocky Tibetans in
sheepskins, fur hats, and yak-skin boots. The wine had a pleasant
flavour, not unlike a good hock, while the fruit included mangoes,
perfectly ripened and almost painfully delicious after so many hours of
fasting. Mallinson ate and drank with incurious relish; but Conway,
relieved of immediate worries and reluctant to cherish distant ones, was
wondering how mangoes could be cultivated at such an altitude. He was
also interested in the mountain beyond the valley; it was a sensational
peak, by any standards, and he was surprised that some traveller had not
made much of it in the kind of book that a journey in Tibet invariably
elicits. He climbed it in mind as he gazed, choosing a route by col and
couloir until an exclamation from Mallinson drew his attention back to
earth; he looked round then and saw that the Chinese had been earnestly
regarding him. "You were contemplating the mountain, Mr. Conway?" came
the enquiry.

"Yes. It's a fine sight. It has a name, I suppose?"

"It is called Karakal."

"I don't think I ever heard of it. Is it very high?"

"Over twenty-eight thousand feet."

"Indeed? I didn't realise there would be anything on that scale outside
the Himalaya. Has it been properly surveyed? Whose are the
measurements?"

"Whose would you expect, my dear sir? Is there anything incompatible
between monasticism and trigonometry?"

Conway savoured the phrase and replied: "Oh, not at all--not at all."
Then he laughed politely. He thought it a poorish joke, but one perhaps
worth making the most of. Soon after that the journey to Shangri-La was
begun.

****

All morning the climb proceeded, slowly and by easy gradients; but at
such height the physical effort was considerable, and none had energy to
spare for talk. The Chinese travelled luxuriously in his chair, which
might have seemed unchivalrous had it not been absurd to picture Miss
Brinklow in such a regal setting. Conway, whom the rarified air troubled
less than the rest, was at pains to catch the occasional chatter of the
chair-bearers. He knew a very little Tibetan, just enough to gather that
the men were glad to be returning to the lamasery. He could not, even
had he wished, have continued converse with their leader, since the
latter, with eyes closed and face half hidden behind curtains, appeared
to have the knack of instant and well-timed sleep.

Meanwhile the sun was warm; hunger and thirst had been appeased, if not
satisfied; and the air, clean as from another planet, was more precious
with every intake. One had to breathe consciously and deliberately,
which, though disconcerting at first, induced after a time an almost
ecstatic tranquillity of mind. The whole body moved in a single rhythm
of breathing, walking, and thinking; the lungs, no longer discrete and
automatic, were disciplined to harmony with mind and limb. Conway, in
whom a mystical strain ran in curious consort with scepticism, found
himself not unhappily puzzled over the sensation. Once or twice he spoke
a cheerful word to Mallinson, but the youth was labouring under the
strain of the ascent. Barnard also gasped asthmatically, while Miss
Brinklow was engaged in some grim pulmonary warfare which for some
reason she made efforts to conceal. "We're nearly at the top," Conway
said encouragingly.

"I once ran for a train and felt just like this," she answered.

So also, Conway reflected, there were people who considered cider was
just like champagne. It was a matter of palate.

He was surprised to find that beyond his puzzlement he had few
misgivings, and none at all on his own behalf. There were moments in
life when one opened wide one's soul just as one might open wide one's
purse if an evening's entertainment were proving unexpectedly costly but
also unexpectedly novel. Conway, on that breathless morning in sight of
Karakal, made just such a willing, relieved, yet not excited response to
the offer of new experience. After ten years in various parts of Asia he
had attained to a somewhat fastidious valuation of places and
happenings; and this, he was bound to admit, promised unusually.

About a couple of miles along the valley the ascent grew steeper, but by
this time the sun was overclouded and a silvery mist obscured the view.
Thunder and avalanches resounded from the snow-fields above; the air
took chill, and then, with the sudden changefulness of mountain regions,
became bitterly cold. A flurry of wind and sleet drove up, drenching the
party and adding immeasurably to their discomfort; even Conway felt at
one moment that it would be impossible to go much farther. But shortly
afterwards it seemed that the summit of the ridge had been reached, for
the chair-bearers halted to readjust their burden. The condition of
Barnard and Mallinson, who were both suffering severely, led to renewed
delay; but the Tibetans were clearly anxious to press on, and made signs
that the rest of the journey would be less fatiguing.

After these assurances it was disappointing to see them uncoiling ropes.
"Do they mean to hang us already?" Barnard managed to exclaim, with
desperate facetiousness; but the guides soon showed that their less
sinister intention was merely to link the party together in ordinary
mountaineering fashion. When they observed that Conway was familiar with
rope-craft, they became much more respectful and allowed him to dispose
the party in his own way. He put himself next to Mallinson, with
Tibetans ahead and to the rear, and with Barnard and Miss Brinklow and
more Tibetans farther back still. He was prompt to notice that the men,
during their leader's continuing sleep, were inclined to let him
deputise. He felt a familiar quickening of authority; if there were to
be any difficult business he would give what he knew was his to
give--confidence and command. He had been a first-class mountaineer in
his time, and was still, no doubt, pretty good. "You've got to look
after Barnard," he told Miss Brinklow, half jocularly, half meaning it;
and she answered, with the coyness of an eagle: "I'll do my best, but
you know, I've never been roped before."

But the next stage, though occasionally exciting, was less arduous than
he had been prepared for, and a relief from the lung-bursting strain of
the ascent. The track consisted of a traverse cut along the flank of a
rock-wall whose height above them the mist obscured. Perhaps mercifully
it also obscured the abyss on the other side, though Conway, who had a
good eye for heights, would have liked to see where he was. The path was
scarcely more than two feet wide in places, and the manner in which the
bearers manoeuvred the chair at such points drew his admiration almost as
strongly as did the nerves of the occupant who could manage to sleep
through it all. The Tibetans were reliable enough, but they seemed
happier when the path widened and became slightly downhill. Then they
began to sing amongst themselves--lilting barbaric tunes that Conway
could imagine orchestrated by Massenet for some Tibetan ballet. The rain
ceased and the air grew warmer. "Well, it's quite certain we could never
have found our way here by ourselves," said Conway, intending to be
cheerful, but Mallinson did not find the remark very comforting. He was,
in fact, acutely terrified, and in more danger of showing it now that
the worst was over. "Should we be missing much?" he retorted bitterly.
The track went on, more sharply downhill, and at one spot Conway found
some edelweiss, the first welcome sign of more hospitable levels. But
this, when he announced it, consoled Mallinson even less. "Good God,
Conway, d'you fancy you're pottering about the Alps? What sort of hell's
kitchen are we making for, that's what I'd like to know? And what's our
plan of action when we get to it? _What are we going to do?_"

Conway said quietly: "If you'd had all the experiences I've had, you'd
know that there are times in life when the most comfortable thing is to
do nothing at all. Things happen to you and you just let them happen.
The War was rather like that. One is fortunate if, as on this occasion,
a touch of novelty seasons the unpleasantness."

"You're too confoundedly philosophic for me. That wasn't your mood
during the trouble at Baskul."

"Of course not, because then there was a chance that I could alter
events by my own actions. But now, for the moment at least, there's no
such chance. We're here because we're here, if you want a reason. I've
usually found it a soothing one."

"I suppose you realise the appalling job we shall have to get back by
the way we've come. We've been slithering along the face of a
perpendicular mountain for the last hour--I've been taking notice."

"So have I."

"Have you?" Mallinson coughed excitedly. "I dare say I'm being a
nuisance, but I can't help it. I'm suspicious about all this. I feel
we're doing far too much what these fellows want us to. They're getting
us into a corner."

"Even if they are, the only alternative was to stay out of it and
perish."

"I know that's logical, but it doesn't seem to help. I'm afraid I don't
find it as easy as you do to accept the situation. I can't forget that
two days ago we were in the Consulate at Baskul. To think of all that
has happened since is a bit overwhelming to me. I'm sorry. I'm
overwrought. It makes me realise how lucky I was to miss the War--I
suppose I should have got hysterical about things. The whole world seems
to have gone completely mad all round me. I must be pretty wild myself
to be talking to you like this."

Conway shook his head. "My dear boy, not at all. You're twenty-four
years old, and you're somewhere about two and a half miles up in the
air--those are reasons enough for anything you may happen to feel at the
moment. I think you've come through a trying ordeal extraordinarily
well--better than I should at your age."

"But don't _you_ feel the madness of it all? The way we flew over those
mountains, and that awful waiting in the wind, and the pilot dying, and
then meeting these fellows--doesn't it all seem nightmarish and
incredible when you look back on it?"

"It does, of course."

"Then I wish I knew how you manage to keep so cool about everything."

"Do you really wish that? I'll tell you if you like, though you'll
perhaps think me cynical. It's because so much else that I can look back
on seems nightmarish too. This isn't the only mad part of the world,
Mallinson. After all, if you _must_ think of Baskul, do you remember
just before we left how the revolutionaries were torturing their
captives to get information? An ordinary washing-mangle--quite
effective, of course, but I don't think I ever saw anything more
comically dreadful. And do you recollect the last message that came
through before we were cut off? It was a circular from a Manchester
textile firm asking if we knew of any trade openings in Baskul for the
sale of corsets! Isn't that mad enough for you? Believe me, in arriving
here the worst that can have happened is that we've exchanged one form
of lunacy for another. And as for the War, if you'd been in it you'd
have done the same as I did--learned how to funk with a stiff lip."

They were still conversing when a sharp but brief ascent robbed them of
breath, inducing in a few paces all their earlier strain. Presently the
ground levelled, and they stepped out of the mist into clear, sunny air.
Ahead, and only a short distance away, lay the lamasery of Shangri-La.

****

To Conway, seeing it first, it might have been a vision fluttering out
of that solitary rhythm in which lack of oxygen had encompassed all his
faculties. It was, indeed, a strange and almost incredible sight. A
group of coloured pavilions clung to the mountainside with none of the
grim deliberation of a Rhineland castle, but rather with the chance
delicacy of flower-petals impaled upon a crag. It was superb and
exquisite. An austere emotion carried the eye upward from milk-blue
roofs to the grey rock bastion above, tremendous as the Wetterhorn above
Grindelwald. Beyond that, in a dazzling pyramid, soared the snow-slopes
of Karakal. It might well be, Conway thought, the most terrifying
mountain-scape in the world, and he imagined the immense stress of snow
and glacier against which the rock functioned as a gigantic retaining
wall. Some day, perhaps, the whole mountain would split, and a half of
Karakal's icy splendour come toppling into the valley. He wondered if
the slightness of the risk combined with its fearfulness might even be
found agreeably stimulating.

Hardly less an enticement was the downward prospect, for the mountain
wall continued to drop, nearly perpendicularly, into a cleft that could
only have been the result of some cataclysm in the far past. The floor
of the valley, hazily distant, welcomed the eye with greenness;
sheltered from winds, and surveyed rather than dominated by the
lamasery, it looked to Conway a delightfully favoured place, though if
it were inhabited its community must be completely isolated by the lofty
and sheerly unscalable ranges on the farther side. Only to the lamasery
did there appear to be any climbable egress at all. Conway experienced,
as he gazed, a slight tightening of apprehension; Mallinson's misgivings
were not, perhaps, to be wholly disregarded. But the feeling was only
momentary, and soon merged in the deeper sensation, half mystical, half
visual, of having reached at last some place that was an end, a
finality.

He never exactly remembered how he and the others arrived at the
lamasery, or with what formalities they were received, unroped, and
ushered into the precincts. That thin air had a dream-like texture,
matching the porcelain-blue of the sky; with every breath and every
glance he took in a deep anaesthetising tranquillity that made him
impervious alike to Mallinson's uneasiness, Barnard's witticisms, and
Miss Brinklow's coy portrayal of a lady well prepared for the worst. He
vaguely recollected surprise at finding the interior spacious, well
warmed, and quite clean; but there was no time to do more than notice
these qualities, for the Chinese had left his hooded chair and was
already leading the way through various antechambers. He was quite
affable now. "I must apologise," he said, "for leaving you to yourselves
on the way, but the truth is, journeys of that kind don't suit me, and I
have to take care of myself. I trust you were not too fatigued?"

"We managed," replied Conway with a wry smile.

"Excellent. And now, if you will come with me, I will show you to your
apartments. No doubt you would like baths. Our accommodation is simple,
but I hope adequate."

At this point Barnard, who was still affected by shortness of breath,
gave vent to an asthmatic chuckle. "Well," he gasped, "I can't say I
like your climate yet--the air seems to stick on my chest a bit--but
you've certainly got a darned fine view out of your front windows. Do we
all have to line up for the bathroom, or is this an American hotel?"

"I think you will find everything quite satisfactory, Mr. Barnard."

Miss Brinklow nodded primly. "I should hope so, indeed."

"And afterwards," continued the Chinese. "I should be greatly honoured
if you will all join me at dinner."

Conway replied courteously. Only Mallinson had given no sign of his
attitude in the face of these unlooked-for amenities. Like Barnard, he
had been suffering from the altitude, but now, with an effort, he found
breath to exclaim: "And afterwards also, if you don't mind, we'll make
our plans for getting away. The sooner the better so far as I'm
concerned."




CHAPTER IV


"So you see," Chang was saying, "we are less barbarian than you
expected...."

Conway, later that evening, was not disposed to deny it. He was enjoying
that pleasant mingling of physical ease and mental alertness which
seemed to him, of all sensations, the most truly civilised. So far, the
appointments of Shangri-La had been all that he could have
wished--certainly more than he could ever have expected. That a Tibetan
monastery should possess a system of central heating was not, perhaps,
so very remarkable in an age that supplied even Lhasa with telephones;
but that it should combine the mechanics of Western hygiene with so much
else that was Eastern and traditional, struck him as exceedingly
singular. The bath, for instance, in which he had recently luxuriated,
had been of a delicate green porcelain, a product, according to
inscription, of Akron, Ohio. Yet the native attendant had valeted him in
Chinese fashion, cleansing his ears and nostrils, and passing a thin
silk swab under his lower eyelids. He had wondered at the time if and
how his three companions were receiving similar attentions.

Conway had lived for nearly a decade in China, not wholly in the bigger
cities; and he counted it, all things considered, the happiest part of
his life. He liked the Chinese, and felt at home with Chinese ways. In
particular he liked Chinese cooking, with its subtle undertones of
taste; and his first meal at Shangri-La had therefore conveyed a welcome
familiarity. He suspected, too, that it might have contained some herb
or drug to relieve respiration, for he not only felt a difference
himself, but could observe a greater ease among his fellow-guests.
Chang, he noticed, ate nothing but a small portion of green salad, and
took no wine. "You will excuse me," he had explained at the outset, "but
my diet is very restricted--I am obliged to take care of myself."

It was the reason he had given before, and Conway wondered by what form
of invalidism he was afflicted. Regarding him now more closely, he found
it difficult to guess his age; his smallish and somehow undetailed
features, together with the moist-clay texture of his skin, gave him a
look that might either have been that of a young man prematurely old or
of an old man remarkably well preserved. He was by no means without
attractiveness of a kind; a certain formalised courtesy hung about him
in a fragrance too delicate to be detected till one had ceased to think
about it. In his embroidered gown of blue silk, with the usual
side-slashed skirt and tight-ankled trousers, all the hue of
water-colour skies, he had a cool metallic charm which Conway found
pleasing, though he knew it was not everybody's taste.

The atmosphere, in fact, was Chinese rather than specifically Tibetan;
and this in itself gave Conway an agreeable sensation of being at home,
though again it was one that he could not expect the others to share.
The room, too, pleased him; it was admirably proportioned, and sparingly
adorned with tapestries and one or two fine pieces of lacquer. Light was
from paper lanterns, motionless in the still air. He felt a soothing
comfort of mind and body, and his renewed speculations as to some
possible drug were hardly apprehensive. Whatever it was, if it existed
at all, it had relieved Barnard's breathlessness and Mallinson's
truculence; both had dined well, finding satisfaction in eating rather
than talk. Conway also had been hungry enough, and was not sorry that
etiquette demanded gradualness in approaching matters of importance. He
had never cared for hurrying a situation that was itself enjoyable, so
that the technique well suited him. Not, indeed, until he had begun a
cigarette did he give a gentle lead to his curiosity; he remarked then,
addressing Chang: "You seem a very fortunate community, and most
hospitable to strangers. I don't imagine, though, that you receive them
often."

"Seldom indeed," replied the Chinese, with measured stateliness. "It is
not a travelled part of the world."

Conway smiled at that. "You put the matter mildly. It looked to me, as I
came, the most isolated spot I ever set eyes on. A separate culture
might flourish here without contamination from the outside world."

"Contamination, would you say?"

"I use the word in reference to dance-bands, cinemas, sky-signs, and so
on. Your plumbing is quite rightly as modern as you can get it--the only
certain boon, to my mind, that the East can take from the West. I often
think that the Romans were fortunate--their civilisation reached as far
as hot baths without touching the fatal knowledge of machinery."

Conway paused. He had been talking with an impromptu fluency which,
though not insincere, was chiefly designed to create and control an
atmosphere. He was rather good at that sort of thing. Only a willingness
to respond to the super-fine courtesy of the occasion prevented him from
being more openly curious.

Miss Brinklow, however, had no such scruples. "Please," she said, though
the word was by no means submissive, "will you tell us about the
monastery?"

Chang raised his eyebrows in very gentle deprecation of such immediacy.
"It will give me the greatest of pleasure, madam, so far as I am able.
What exactly do you wish to know?"

"First of all, how many are there of you here, and what nationality do
you belong to?" It was clear that her orderly mind was functioning no
less professionally than at the Baskul missionhouse.

Chang replied: "Those of us in full lamahood number about fifty, and
there are a few others, like myself, who have not yet attained to
complete initiation. We shall do so in due course, it is to be hoped.
Till then we are half-lamas--postulants, you might say. As for our
racial origins, there are representatives of a great many nations among
us, though it is perhaps natural that Tibetans and Chinese make up the
majority."

Miss Brinklow would never shirk a conclusion--even a wrong one. "I see.
It's really a native monastery, then. Is your head lama a Tibetan or a
Chinese?"

"No."

"Are there any English?"

"Several."

"Dear me--that seems very remarkable." Miss Brinklow paused only for
breath before continuing: "And now, tell me what you all believe in."

Conway leaned back with somewhat amused expectancy. He had always found
pleasure in observing the impact of opposite mentalities; and Miss
Brinklow's girl-guide forthrightness applied to lamaistic philosophy
promised to be entertaining. On the other hand, he did not wish his host
to take fright. "That's rather a big question," he said temporisingly.

But Miss Brinklow was in no mood to temporise. The wine, which had made
the others more reposeful, seemed to have given her an extra liveliness.
"Of course," she said with a gesture of magnanimity, "I believe in the
true religion, but I'm broadminded enough to admit that other
people--foreigners, I mean--are quite often sincere in their views. And
naturally in a monastery I wouldn't expect to be agreed with."

Her concession evoked a formal bow from Chang. "But why not, madam?" he
replied in his precise and flavoured English. "Must we hold that because
one religion is true, all others are bound to be false?"

"Well, of course, that's rather obvious, isn't it?"

Conway again interposed. "Really, I think we had better not argue. But
Miss Brinklow shares my own curiosity about the motive of this unique
establishment."

Chang answered, rather slowly, and in scarcely more than a whisper: "If
I were to put it into a very few words, my dear sir, I should say that
our prevalent belief is in moderation. We inculcate the virtue of
avoiding excess of all kinds--even including, if you will pardon the
paradox, excess of virtue itself. In the valley which you have seen, and
in which there are several thousand inhabitants living under the control
of our order, we have found that the principle makes for a considerable
degree of happiness. We rule with moderate strictness, and in return we
are satisfied with moderate obedience. And I think I can claim that our
people are moderately sober, moderately chaste, and moderately honest."

Conway smiled. He thought it well expressed, besides which it made some
appeal to his own temperament. "I think I understand. And I suppose the
fellows who met us this morning belonged to your valley people?"

"Yes. I hope you had no fault to find with them during the journey?"

"Oh no, none at all. I'm glad they were more than moderately
sure-footed, anyhow. You were careful, by the way, to say that the rule
of moderation applied to _them_--am I to take it that it does not apply
to your priesthood also?"

But at that Chang could only shake his head. "I regret, sir, that you
have touched upon a matter which I may not discuss. I can only add that
our community has various faiths and usages, but we are most of us
moderately heretical about them. I am deeply grieved that at the moment
I cannot say more."

"Please don't apologise. I am left with the pleasantest of
speculations." Something in his own voice, as well as in his bodily
sensations, gave Conway a renewed impression that he had been very
slightly doped. Mallinson appeared to have been similarly affected,
though he seized the present chance to remark: "All this has been very
interesting, but I really think it's time we began to discuss our plans
for getting away. We want to return to India as soon as possible. How
many porters can we be supplied with?"

The question, so practical and uncompromising, broke through the crust
of suavity to find no sure foothold beneath. Only after a longish
interval came Chang's reply: "Unfortunately, Mr. Mallinson, I am not the
proper person to approach. But in any case, I hardly think the matter
could be arranged immediately."

"But something has _got_ to be arranged! We've all got our work to
return to, and our friends and relatives will be worrying about us--we
simply _must_ return. We're obliged to you for receiving us like this,
but we really can't slack about here doing nothing. If it's at all
feasible, we should like to set out not later than to-morrow. I expect
there are a good many of your people who would volunteer to escort
us--we should make it well worth their while, of course."

Mallinson ended nervously, as if he had hoped to be answered before
saying so much; but he could extract from Chang no more than a quiet and
almost reproachful: "But all this, you know, is scarcely in my
province."

"Isn't it? Well, perhaps you can do _something_, at any rate. If you
could get us a large-scale map of the country, it would help. It looks
as if we shall have a long journey, and that's all the more reason for
making an early start. You have maps, I suppose?"

"Yes, we have a great many."

"We'll borrow some of them, then, if you don't mind. We can return them
to you afterwards--I suppose you must have communications with the outer
world from time to time. And it would be a good idea to send messages
ahead, also, to reassure our friends. How far away is the nearest
telegraph line?"

Chang's wrinkled face seemed to have acquired a look of infinite
patience, but he did not reply.

Mallinson waited a moment and then continued: "Well, where do you send
to when you want anything? Anything civilised, I mean." A touch of
scaredness began to appear in his eyes and voice. Suddenly he thrust
back his chair and stood up. He was pale, and passed his hand wearily
across his forehead. "I'm so tired," he stammered, glancing round the
room. "I don't feel that any of you are really trying to help me. I'm
only asking a simple question. It's obvious you must know the answer to
it. When you had all these modern baths installed, how did they get
here?"

There followed another silence.

"You won't tell me, then? It's part of the mystery of everything else, I
suppose. Conway, I must say I think you're damned slack--why don't _you_
get at the truth? I'm all in, for the time being--but--to-morrow,
mind--we _must_ get away to-morrow--it's essential----"

He would have slid to the floor had not Conway caught him and helped him
to a chair. Then he recovered a little, but did not speak.

"To-morrow he will be much better," said Chang gently. "The air here is
difficult for the stranger at first, but one soon becomes acclimatised."

Conway felt himself waking from a trance. "Things have been a little
trying for him," he commented with rather rueful mildness. He added,
more briskly: "I expect we're all feeling it somewhat--I think we'd
better adjourn this discussion and go to bed. Barnard, will you look
after Mallinson? And I'm sure _you're_ in need of sleep too, Miss
Brinklow." There had been some signal given, for at that moment a
servant appeared. "Yes, we'll get along--good-night--good-night--I shall
soon follow." He almost pushed them out of the room, and then, with a
scantness of ceremony that was in marked contrast with his earlier
manner, turned to his host. Mallinson's reproach had spurred him.

"Now, sir, I don't want to detain you long, so I'd better come to the
point. My friend is impetuous, but I don't blame him--he's quite right
to make things clear. Our return journey has to be arranged, and we
can't do it without help from you or from others in this place. Of
course I realise that leaving to-morrow is impossible, and for my own
part I hope to find a minimum stay quite interesting. But that, perhaps,
is not the attitude of my companions. So if it's true, as you say, that
you can do nothing for us yourself, please put us in touch with someone
else who can."

The Chinese answered: "You are wiser than your friends, my dear sir, and
therefore you are less impatient. I am glad."

"That's not an answer."

Chang began to laugh--a jerky, high-pitched chuckle so obviously forced
that Conway recognised in it the polite pretence of seeing an imaginary
joke with which the Chinese 'saves face' at awkward moments. "I feel
sure you have no cause to worry about the matter," came the reply, after
an interval. "No doubt in due course we shall be able to give you all
the help you need. There are difficulties, as you can imagine, but if we
all approach the problem sensibly, and without undue haste----"

"I'm not suggesting haste. I'm merely seeking information about
porters."

"Well, my dear sir, that raises another point. I very much doubt whether
you will easily find men willing to undertake such a journey. They have
their homes in the valley, and they don't care for leaving them to make
long and arduous trips outside."

"They can be prevailed upon to do so, though, or else why and where were
they escorting you this morning?"

"This morning? Oh, that was quite a different matter."

"In what way? Weren't you setting out on a journey when I and my friends
chanced to come across you?"

There was no response to this, and presently Conway continued in a
quieter voice: "I understand. Then it was _not_ a chance meeting. I had
wondered all along, in fact. So you came there deliberately to intercept
us. That suggests you must have known of our arrival beforehand. And the
interesting question is, _How?_"

His words laid a note of stress amidst the exquisite quietude of the
scene. The lantern-light showed up the face of the Chinese; it was calm
and statuesque. Suddenly, with a small gesture of the hand, Chang broke
the strain; pulling aside a silken tapestry he undraped a window leading
to a balcony. Then, with a touch upon Conway's arm, he led him into the
cold crystal air. "You are clever," he said dreamily, "but not entirely
correct. For that reason I should counsel you not to worry your friends
by these abstract discussions. Believe me, neither you nor they are in
any danger at Shangri-La."

"But it isn't danger we're bothering about. It's delay."

"I realise that. And of course there _may_ be a certain delay--quite
unavoidably."

"If it's only for a short time, and genuinely unavoidable, then
naturally we shall have to put up with it as best we can."

"How very sensible, for we desire nothing more than that you and your
companions should enjoy every moment of your stay here."

"That's all very well, and as I told you, in a personal sense I can't
say I shall mind a great deal--it's a new and interesting experience,
and in any case, we need some rest."

He was gazing upward to the gleaming pyramid of Karakal. At that moment,
in bright moonlight, it seemed as if a hand reached high might just
touch it; it was so brittle-clear against the blue immensity beyond.

"To-morrow," said Chang, "you may find it even more interesting. And as
for rest, if you are fatigued, there are not many better places in the
world."

Indeed, as Conway continued to gaze, a deeper repose overspread him, as
if the spectacle were as much for the mind as for the eye. There was
hardly any stir of wind, in contrast to the upland gales that had raged
the night before; the whole valley, he perceived, was a land-locked
harbour, with Karakal brooding over it lighthouse-fashion. The simile
grew as he considered it, for there was actually light on the summit, an
ice-blue gleam that matched the splendour it reflected. Something
prompted him then to enquire the literal interpretation of the name, and
Chang's answer came as a whispered echo of his own musing. "Karakal, in
the valley patois, means Blue Moon," said the Chinese.

****

Conway did not pass on his conclusion that the arrival of himself and
party at Shangri-La had been in some way expected by its inhabitants. He
had had it in mind that he must do so, and he was aware that the matter
was important; but when morning came his awareness troubled him so
little, in any but a theoretical sense, that he shrank from being the
cause of greater concern in others. One part of him insisted that there
was something distinctly queer about the place, that the attitude of
Chang on the previous evening had been far from reassuring, and that the
party were virtually prisoners unless and until the authorities chose to
do more for them. And it was clearly his duty to compel them to action.
After all, he was a representative of the British Government, if nothing
else; it was iniquitous that the inmates of a Tibetan monastery should
refuse him any proper request.... That, no doubt, was the normal
official view that would be taken; and part of Conway was both normal
and official. No one could better play the strong man on occasions;
during those final difficult days before the evacuation he had behaved
in a manner which (he reflected wryly) should earn him nothing less than
a knighthood and a Henty school-prize novel entitled _With Conway at
Baskul_. To have taken on himself the leadership of some scores of mixed
civilians, including women and children, to have sheltered them all in a
small consulate during a hot-blooded revolution led by anti-foreign
agitators, and to have bullied and cajoled the revolutionaries into
permitting a wholesale evacuation by air--it was not, he felt, a bad
achievement. Perhaps by pulling wires and writing interminable reports,
he could wangle something out of it in the next New Year Honours. At any
rate it had won him Mallinson's fervent admiration. Unfortunately the
youth must now be finding him so much more of a disappointment. It was a
pity of course, but Conway had grown used to people liking him only
because they misunderstood him. He was not genuinely one of those
resolute, strong-jawed, hammer-and-tongs empire-builders; the semblance
he had given was merely a little one-act play, repeated from time to
time by arrangement with fate and the Foreign Office, and for a salary
which anyone could turn up in the pages of Whitaker.

The truth was, the puzzle of Shangri-La and of his own arrival there was
beginning to exercise over him a rather charming fascination. In any
case he found it hard to feel any personal misgivings. His official job
was always liable to take him into odd parts of the world, and the odder
they were, the less, as a rule, he suffered from boredom; why, then,
grumble because accident, instead of a chit from Whitehall, had sent him
to this oddest place of all?

He was, in fact, very far from grumbling. When he rose in the morning
and saw the soft lapis blue of the sky through his window, he would not
have chosen to be elsewhere on earth--either in Peshawur or Piccadilly.
He was glad to find that on the others also a night's repose had had a
heartening effect. Barnard was able to joke quite cheerfully about beds,
baths, breakfasts, and other hospitable amenities. Miss Brinklow
admitted that the most strenuous search of her apartment had failed to
reveal any of the drawbacks she had been well prepared for. Even
Mallinson had acquired a touch of half-sulky complacency. "I suppose we
shan't get away to-day after all," he muttered, "unless somebody looks
pretty sharp about it. These fellows are typically Oriental--you can't
get them to do anything quickly and efficiently."

Conway accepted the remark. Mallinson had been out of England just under
a year--long enough, no doubt, to justify a generalisation which he
would probably still repeat when he had been out for twenty. And it was
true, of course, in some degree. Yet to Conway it did not appear that
the Eastern races were abnormally dilatory, but rather that Englishmen
and Americans charged about the world in a state of continual and rather
preposterous fever-heat. It was a point of view that he hardly expected
any fellow-Westerner to share, but he was more faithful to it as he grew
older in years and experience. On the other hand, it was true enough
that Chang was a subtle quibbler and that there was much justification
for Mallinson's impatience. Conway had a slight wish that he could feel
impatient too; it would have been so much easier for the boy.

He said: "I think we'd better wait and see what to-day brings. It was
perhaps too optimistic to expect them to do anything last night."

Mallinson looked up sharply. "I suppose you think I made a fool of
myself, being so urgent? I couldn't help it--I thought that Chinese
fellow was damned fishy, and I do still. Did you succeed in getting any
sense out of him after I'd gone to bed?"

"We didn't stay talking long. He was rather vague and non-committal
about most things."

"We shall jolly well have to keep him up to scratch to-day."

"No doubt," agreed Conway, without marked enthusiasm for the prospect.
"Meanwhile this is an excellent breakfast." It consisted of pomelo, tea,
and chupatties, perfectly prepared and served. Towards the finish of the
meal Chang entered and with a little bow began the exchange of politely
conventional greetings which, in the English language, sounded just a
trifle unwieldy. Conway would have preferred to talk in Chinese, but so
far he had not let it be known that he spoke any Eastern tongue; he felt
it might be a useful card up his sleeve. He listened gravely to Chang's
courtesies, and gave assurances that he had slept well and felt much
better. Chang expressed his pleasure at that, and added: "Truly, as your
national poet says, sleep knits up the ravelled sleeve of care."

This display of erudition was not too well received. Mallinson answered
with that touch of scorn which any healthy-minded young Englishman must
feel at the mention of poetry. "I suppose you mean Shakespeare, though I
don't recognise the quotation. But I know another one that says 'Stand
not upon the order of your going, but go at once.' Without being
impolite, that's rather what we should all like to do. And I want to
hunt round for those porters right away--this morning, if you've no
objection."

The Chinese received the ultimatum impassively, replying at length: "I
am sorry to tell you that it would be of little use. I fear we have no
men available who would be willing to accompany you so far from their
homes."

"But good God, man, you don't suppose we're going to take that for an
answer, do you?"

"I am sincerely regretful, but I can suggest no other."

"You seem to have figgered it all out since last night," put in Barnard.
"You weren't nearly so dead sure of things then."

"I did not wish to disappoint you when you were so tired from your
journey. Now, after a refreshing night, I am in hope that you will see
matters in a more reasonable light."

"Look here," intervened Conway briskly, "this sort of vagueness and
prevarication won't do. You know we can't stay here indefinitely. It's
equally obvious that we can't get away by ourselves. What, then, do you
propose?"

Chang smiled with a radiance that was clearly for Conway alone. "My dear
sir, it is a pleasure to make the suggestion that is in my mind. To your
friend's attitude there was no answer, but to the demand of a wise man
there is always a response. You may recollect that it was remarked
yesterday--again by your friend, I believe--that we are bound to have
occasional communication with the outside world. That is quite true.
From time to time we require certain things from distant entrepts, and
it is our habit to obtain them in due course--by what methods and with
what formalities I need not trouble you. The point of importance is that
such a consignment is expected to arrive shortly, and as the men who
make delivery will afterwards return, it seems to me that you might
manage to come to some arrangement with them. Indeed I cannot think of a
better plan, and I hope, when they arrive----"

"When _do_ they arrive?" interrupted Mallinson bluntly.

"The exact date is, of course, impossible to forecast. You have yourself
had experience of the difficulty of movement in this part of the world.
A hundred things may happen to cause uncertainty--hazards of
weather----"

Conway again intervened. "Let's get this clear. You're suggesting that
we should employ as porters the men who are shortly due here with some
goods. That's not a bad idea as far as it goes, but we must know a
little more about it. First, as you've already been asked, when are
these people expected? And second, where will they take us?"

"That is a question you would have to put to them."

"Would they take us to India?"

"It is hardly possible for me to say."

"Well, let's have an answer to the other question. When will they be
here? I don't ask for a date--I just want some idea whether it's likely
to be next week or next year."

"It might be about a month from now. Probably not more than two months."

"Or three, four, or five months," broke in Mallinson hotly. "And you
think we're going to wait here for this convoy or caravan or whatever it
is to take us God knows where at some completely vague time in the
distant future?"

"I think, sir, the phrase 'distant future' is hardly appropriate. Unless
something unforeseen occurs, the period of waiting should not be longer
than I have said."

"But _two months_! Two months in this place! It's preposterous! Conway,
you surely can't contemplate it! Why, two weeks would be the limit!"

Chang gathered his gown about him in a little gesture of finality. "I am
sorry. I did not wish to offend. The lamasery continues to offer all of
you its utmost hospitality for as long as you have the misfortune to
remain. I can say no more."

"You don't need to," retorted Mallinson furiously. "And if you think
you've got the whip hand over us, you'll soon find you're damn well
mistaken! We'll get all the porters we want, don't worry. You can bow
and scrape and say what you like----"

Conway laid a restraining hand on his arm. Mallinson in a temper
presented a child-like spectacle; he was apt to say anything that came
into his head, regardless alike of point and decorum. Conway thought it
readily forgivable in one so constituted and circumstanced, but he
feared it might affront the more delicate susceptibilities of a Chinese.
Fortunately Chang had ushered himself out, with admirable tact, in good
time to escape the worst.




CHAPTER V


They spent the rest of the morning discussing the matter. It was
certainly a shock for four persons who in the ordinary course should
have been luxuriating in the clubs and missionhouses of Peshawur, to
find themselves faced instead with the prospect of two months in a
Tibetan monastery. But it was in the nature of things that the initial
shock of their arrival should have left them with slender reserves
either of indignation or astonishment; even Mallinson, after his first
outburst, subsided into a mood of half-bewildered fatalism. "I'm past
arguing about it, Conway," he said, puffing at a cigarette with nervous
irritability. "You know how I feel. I've said all along that there's
something queer about this business. It's crooked. I'd like to be out of
it this minute."

"I don't blame you for that," replied Conway. "Unfortunately, it's not a
question of what any of us would like, but of what we've all got to put
up with. Frankly, if these people say they won't or can't supply us with
the necessary porters, there's nothing for it but to wait till the other
fellows come. I'm sorry to admit that we're so helpless in the matter,
but I'm afraid it's the truth."

"You mean we've got to stay here for two months?"

"I don't see what else we can do."

Mallinson flicked his cigarette-ash with a gesture of forced
nonchalance. "All right, then. Two months it is. And now let's all shout
hooray about it."

Conway went on: "I don't see why it should be much worse than two months
in any other isolated part of the world. People in our jobs are used to
being sent to odd places--I think I can say that of us all. Of course
it's bad for those of us who have friends and relatives. Personally, I'm
fortunate in that respect--I can't think of anyone who'll worry over me
acutely, and my work, whatever it might have been, can easily be done by
somebody else."

He turned to the others as if inviting them to state their own cases.
Mallinson proffered no information, but Conway knew roughly how he was
situated. He had parents and a girl in England; it made things hard.

Barnard, on the other hand, accepted the position with what Conway had
learned to regard as an habitual good-humour. "Well, I reckon I'm pretty
lucky myself, for that matter--two months in the penitentiary won't kill
me. As for the folks in my home town, they'll not wink an eyelid--I've
always been a bad letter-writer."

"You forget that our names will be in the papers," Conway reminded him.
"We shall all be posted missing, and people will naturally assume the
worst."

Barnard looked startled for the moment; then he replied, with a slight
grin: "Oh yes, that's true, but it don't affect me, I assure you."

Conway was glad it didn't, though the matter remained a little puzzling.
He turned to Miss Brinklow, who till then had been remarkably silent;
she had not offered any opinion during the interview with Chang. He
imagined that she too might have comparatively few personal worries. She
said brightly: "As Mr. Barnard says, two months here is nothing to make
a fuss about. It's all the same, wherever one is, when one's in the
Lord's service. Providence has sent me here. I regard it as a call."

Conway thought the attitude a very convenient one in the circumstances.
"I'm sure," he said encouragingly, "you'll find your mission society
pleased with you when you _do_ return. You'll be able to give much
useful information. We'll all of us have had an experience, for that
matter. That should be a small consolation."

The talk then became general. Conway was rather surprised at the ease
with which Barnard and Miss Brinklow had accommodated themselves to the
new prospect. He was relieved, however, as well; it left him with only
one disgruntled person to deal with. Yet even Mallinson, after the
strain of all the arguing, was experiencing a reaction; he was still
perturbed, but more willing to look at the brighter side of things.
"Heaven knows what we shall find to do with ourselves," he exclaimed,
but the mere fact of making such a remark showed that he was trying to
reconcile himself.

"The first rule must be to avoid getting on each other's nerves,"
replied Conway. "Happily, the place seems big enough, and by no means
overpopulated. Except for servants, we've only seen one of its
inhabitants so far."

Barnard could find another reason for optimism. "We shan't starve, at
any rate, if our meals up to now are a fair sample. You know, Conway,
this joint isn't run without plenty of hard cash. Those baths, for
instance--they cost real money. And I can't see that anybody earns
anything here, unless those chaps in the valley have jobs, and even
then, they wouldn't produce enough for export. I'd like to know if they
work any minerals."

"The whole place is a confounded mystery," responded Mallinson. "I dare
say they've got pots of money hidden away, like the Jesuits. As for the
baths, probably some millionaire supporter presented them. Anyhow, it
won't worry me, once I get away. I must say, though, the view _is_
rather good, in its way. Fine winter-sport centre if it was in the right
spot. I wonder if one could get any ski-ing on some of those slopes up
yonder?"

Conway gave him a searching and slightly amused glance. "Yesterday, when
I found some edelweiss, you reminded me that I wasn't in the Alps. I
think it's my turn to say the same thing now. I wouldn't advise you to
try any of your Wengen-Scheidegg tricks in this part of the world."

"I don't suppose anybody here has ever seen a ski-jump."

"Or even an ice-hockey match," responded Conway banteringly. "You might
try to raise some teams. What about 'Gentlemen _v._ Lamas'?"

"It would certainly teach them to play the game," Miss Brinklow put in
with sparkling seriousness.

Adequate comment upon this might have been difficult, but there was no
necessity, since lunch was about to be served, and its character and
promptness combined to make an agreeable impression. Afterwards, when
Chang entered, there was small disposition to continue the squabble.
With great tactfulness the Chinese assumed that he was still on good
terms with everybody, and the four exiles allowed the assumption to
stand. Indeed, when he suggested that they might care to be shown a
little more of the lamasery buildings, and that if so, he would be
pleased to act as guide, the offer was readily accepted. "Why, surely,"
said Barnard. "We may as well give the place the once-over while we're
here. I reckon it'll be a long time before any of us pay a second
visit."

Miss Brinklow struck a more thought-giving note. "When we left Baskul in
that aeroplane I'm sure I never dreamed we should ever get to a place
like this," she murmured as they all moved off under Chang's escort.

"And we don't know yet why we have," answered Mallinson unforgetfully.

****

Conway had no race or colour prejudice, and it was an affectation for
him to pretend, as he sometimes did in clubs and first-class railway
carriages, that he set any particular store on the 'whiteness' of a
lobster-red face under a topee. It saved trouble to let it be so
assumed, especially in India, and Conway was a conscientious
trouble-saver. But in China it had been less necessary; he had had many
Chinese friends, and it had never occurred to him to treat them as
inferiors. Hence, in his intercourse with Chang, he was sufficiently
unpreoccupied to see in him a mannered old gentleman who might not be
entirely trustworthy, but who was certainly of high intelligence.
Mallinson, on the other hand, tended to regard him through the bars of
an imaginary cage; Miss Brinklow was sharp and sprightly, as with the
heathen in his blindness; while Barnard's wise-cracking _bonhomie_ was
of the kind he would have cultivated with a butler.

Meanwhile the grand tour of Shangri-La was interesting enough to
transcend these attitudes. It was not the first monastic institution
Conway had inspected, but it was easily the largest and, apart from its
situation, the most remarkable. The mere procession through rooms and
courtyards was an afternoon's exercise, though he was aware of many
apartments passed by--indeed, of whole buildings into which Chang did
not offer admission. The party were shown enough, however, to confirm
the impressions each one of them had formed already. Barnard was more
certain than ever that the lamas were rich; Miss Brinklow discovered
abundant evidence that they were immoral. Mallinson, after the first
novelty had worn off, found himself no less fatigued than on many
sight-seeing excursions at lower altitudes; the lamas, he feared, were
not likely to be his heroes.

Conway alone submitted to a rich and growing enchantment. It was not so
much any individual thing that attracted him as the gradual revelation
of elegance, of modest and impeccable taste, of harmony so fragrant that
it seemed to gratify the eye without arresting it. Only indeed by a
conscious effort did he recall himself from the artist's mood to the
connoisseur's, and then he recognised treasures that museums and
millionaires alike would have bargained for--exquisite pearl-blue Sung
ceramics, paintings in tinted inks preserved for more than a thousand
years, lacquers in which the cold and lovely detail of fairyland was not
so much depicted as orchestrated. A world of incomparable refinements
still lingered tremulously in porcelain and varnish, yielding an instant
of emotion before its dissolution into purest thought. There was no
boastfulness, no striving after effect, no concentrated attack upon the
feelings of the beholder. These delicate perfections had an air of
having fluttered into existence like petals from a flower. They would
have maddened a collector, but Conway did not collect; he lacked both
money and the acquisitive instinct. His liking for Chinese art was an
affair of the mind; in a world of increasing noise and hugeness, he
turned in private to gentle, precise, and miniature things. And as he
passed through room after room, a certain pathos touched him remotely at
the thought of Karakal's piled immensity over against such fragile
charms.

The lamasery, however, had more to offer than a display of Chinoiserie.
One of its features, for instance, was a very delightful library, lofty
and spacious, and containing a multitude of books so retiringly housed
in bays and alcoves that the whole atmosphere was more of wisdom than of
learning, of good manners rather than seriousness. Conway, during a
rapid glance at some of the shelves, found much to astonish him; the
world's best literature was there, it seemed, as well as a great deal of
abstruse and curious stuff that he could not appraise. Volumes in
English, French, German, and Russian abounded, and there were vast
quantities of Chinese and other Eastern scripts. A section which
interested him particularly was devoted to Tibetiana, if it might be
so-called; he noticed several rarities, among them the _Novo
Descubrimento de grao catayo ou dos Regos de Tibet_, by Antonio de
Andrada (Lisbon, 1626); Athanasius Kircher's _China_ (Antwerp, 1667);
Thevenot's _Voyage  la Chine des Pres Grueber et d'Orville_; and
Beligatti's _Relazione Inedita di un Viaggio al Tibet_. He was examining
the last-named when he noticed Chang's eyes fixed on him in suave
curiosity. "You are a scholar, perhaps?" came the enquiry.

Conway found it hard to reply. His period of donhood at Oxford gave him
some right to assent, but he knew that the word, though the highest of
compliments from a Chinese, had yet a faintly priggish sound for English
ears, and chiefly out of consideration for his companions he demurred to
it. He said: "I enjoy reading, of course, but my work during recent
years hasn't supplied many opportunities for the studious life."

"Yet you wish for it?"

"Oh, I wouldn't say all that, but I'm certainly aware of its
attractions."

Mallinson, who had picked up a book, interrupted: "Here's something for
your studious life, Conway. It's a map of the country."

"We have a collection of several hundreds," said Chang. "They are all
open to your inspection, but perhaps I can save you trouble in one
respect. You will not find Shangri-La marked on any."

"Curious," Conway made comment. "I wonder why?"

"There is a very good reason, but I am afraid that is all I can say."

Conway smiled, but Mallinson looked peevish again. "Still piling up the
mystery," he said. "So far we haven't seen much that anyone need bother
to conceal."

Suddenly Miss Brinklow came to life out of a mute, processional stupor.
"Aren't you going to show us the lamas at work?" she fluted, in the tone
which one felt had intimidated many a Cook's man. One felt, too, that
her mind was probably full of hazy visions of native
handicrafts--prayer-mat weaving, or something picturesquely primitive
that she could talk about when she got home. She had an extraordinary
knack of never seeming very much surprised, yet of always seeming very
slightly indignant--a combination of fixities which was not in the least
disturbed by Chang's response: "I am sorry to say it is impossible. The
lamas are never--or perhaps I should say only very rarely--seen by those
outside the lamahood."

"I guess we'll have to miss 'em then," agreed Barnard. "But I do think
it's a real pity. You've no notion how much I'd like to have shaken the
hand of your head-man."

Chang acknowledged the remark with benign seriousness. Miss Brinklow,
however, was not yet to be side-tracked. "What do the lamas do?" she
continued.

"They devote themselves, madam, to contemplation and to the pursuit of
wisdom."

"But that isn't _doing_ anything."

"Then, madam, they do nothing."

"I thought as much." She found occasion to sum up. "Well, Mr. Chang,
it's a pleasure being shown all these things, I'm sure, but you won't
convince me that a place like this does any real good. I prefer
something more practical."

"Perhaps you would like to take tea?"

Conway wondered at first if this were intended ironically, but it soon
appeared not; the afternoon had passed swiftly, and Chang, though frugal
in eating, had the typical Chinese fondness for tea-drinking at frequent
intervals. Miss Brinklow, too, confessed that visiting art galleries and
museums always gave her a touch of headache. The party therefore fell in
with the suggestion, and followed Chang through several courtyards to a
scene of quite sudden and unmatched loveliness. From a colonnade steps
descended to a garden, in which by some tender curiosity of irrigation a
lotus-pool lay entrapped, the leaves so closely set that they gave an
impression of a floor of moist green tiles. Fringing the pool were posed
a brazen menagerie of lions, dragons, and unicorns--each offering a
stylised ferocity that emphasised rather than offended the surrounding
peace. The whole picture was so perfectly proportioned that the eye was
entirely unhastened from one part to another; there was no vying or
vanity, and even the summit of Karakal, peerless above the blue-tiled
roofs, seemed to have surrendered within the framework of an exquisite
artistry. "Pretty little place," commented Barnard, as Chang led the way
into an open pavilion which, to Conway's further delight, contained a
harpsichord and a modern grand pianoforte. He found this in some ways
the crowning astonishment of a rather astonishing afternoon. Chang
answered all his questions with complete candour up to a point; the
lamas, he explained, held Western music in high esteem, particularly
that of Mozart; they had a collection of all the great European
compositions, and some were skilled executants on various instruments.

Barnard was chiefly impressed by the transport problem. "D'you mean to
tell me that this pi-anno was brought here by the route we came along
yesterday?"

"There is no other."

"Well, that certainly beats everything! Why, with a gramophone and a
radio you'd be all fixed complete! Perhaps, though, you aren't yet
acquainted with up-to-date music?"

"Oh yes, we have had reports, but we are advised that the mountains
would make wireless reception impossible, and as for a gramophone, the
suggestion has already come before the authorities, but they have felt
no need to hurry in the matter."

"I'd believe that even if you hadn't told me," Barnard retorted. "I
guess that must be the slogan of your society--'No hurry.'" He laughed
loudly and then went on: "Well, to come down to details, suppose in due
course your bosses decide that they _do_ want a gramophone, what's the
procedure? The makers wouldn't deliver here, that's a sure thing. I
figger you have an agent in Pekin or Shanghai or somewhere, and I'll bet
everything costs a mighty lot of dollars by the time you handle it."

But Chang was no more to be drawn than on a previous occasion. "Your
surmises are intelligent, Mr. Barnard, but I fear I cannot discuss
them."

So there they were again, Conway reflected, edging the invisible
border-line between what might and might not be revealed. He thought he
could soon begin to map out that line in imagination, though the impact
of a new surprise deferred the matter. For servants were already
bringing in the shallow bowls of scented tea, and along with the agile,
lithe-limbed Tibetans there had also entered, quite inconspicuously, a
girl in Chinese dress. She went straightway to the harpsichord and began
to play a gavotte by Rameau. The first bewitching twang stirred in
Conway a pleasure that was beyond amazement; those silvery airs of
eighteenth-century France seemed to match in elegance the Sung vases and
exquisite lacquers and the lotus-pool beyond; the same death-defying
fragrance hung about them, lending immortality through an age to which
their spirit was alien. Then he noticed the player. She had the long,
slender nose, high cheekbones, and egg-shell pallor of the Manchu; her
black hair was drawn tightly back and braided; she looked very finished
and miniature. Her mouth was like a little pink convolvulus, and she was
quite still, except for her long-fingered hands. As soon as the gavotte
was ended, she made a little obeisance and went out.

Chang smiled after her and then, with a touch of personal triumph, upon
Conway. "You are pleased?" he queried.

"Who is she?" asked Mallinson, before Conway could reply.

"Her name is Lo-Tsen. She has much skill with Western keyboard music.
Like myself, she has not yet attained the full initiation."

"I should think not, indeed!" exclaimed Miss Brinklow. "She looks hardly
more than a child. So you have women lamas, then?"

"There are no sex distinctions among us."

"Extraordinary business, this lamahood of yours," Mallinson commented
loftily, after a pause. The rest of the tea-drinking proceeded without
conversation; echoes of the harpsichord seemed still in the air,
imposing a strange spell. Presently, leading the departure from the
pavilion, Chang ventured to hope that the tour had been enjoyable.
Conway, replying for the others, see-sawed with the customary
courtesies. Chang then assured them of his own equal enjoyment, and
hoped they would consider the resources of the music-room and library
wholly at their disposal throughout their stay. Conway, with some
sincerity, thanked him again. "But what about the lamas?" he added.
"Don't they ever want to use them?"

"They yield place with much gladness to their honoured guests."

"Well, that's what I call real handsome," said Barnard. "And what's
more, it shows that the lamas do really know we exist. That's a step
forward, anyhow--makes me feel much more at home. You've certainly got a
swell outfit here, Chang, and that little girl of yours plays the
pi-anno very nicely. How old would she be, I wonder?"

"I am afraid I cannot tell you."

Barnard laughed. "You don't give away secrets about a lady's age, is
that it?"

"Precisely," answered Chang with a faintly shadowing smile.

****

That evening, after dinner, Conway made occasion to leave the others and
stroll out into the calm, moon-washed courtyards. Shangri-La was lovely
then, touched with the mystery that lies at the core of all loveliness.
The air was cold and still; the mighty spire of Karakal looked nearer,
much nearer than by daylight. Conway was physically happy, emotionally
satisfied, and mentally at ease; but in his intellect, which was not
quite the same thing as mind, there was a little stir. He was puzzled.
The line of secrecy that he had begun to map out grew sharper, but only
to reveal an inscrutable background. The whole amazing series of events
that had happened to him and his three chance companions swung now into
a sort of focus; he could not yet understand them, but he believed they
were somehow to be understood.

Passing along a cloister, he reached the terrace leaning over the
valley. The scent of tuberose assailed him, full of delicate
associations; in China it was called 'the smell of moonlight.' He
thought whimsically that if moonlight had a sound also, it might well be
the Rameau gavotte he had heard so recently; and that set him thinking
of the little Manchu. It had not occurred to him to picture women at
Shangri-La; one did not associate their presence with the general
practice of monasticism. Still, he reflected, it might not be a
disagreeable innovation; indeed, a female harpsichordist might be an
asset to any community that permitted itself to be (in Chang's words)
'moderately heretical.'

He gazed over the edge into the blue-black emptiness. The drop was
phantasmal; perhaps as much as a mile. He wondered if he would be
allowed to descend it and inspect the valley civilisation that had been
talked of. The notion of this strange culture-pocket, hidden amongst
unknown ranges, and ruled over by some vague kind of theocracy,
interested him as a student of history, apart from the curious though
perhaps cognate secrets of the lamasery.

Suddenly, on a flutter of air, came sounds from far below. Listening
intently, he could hear gongs and trumpets and also (though perhaps only
in imagination) the massed wail of voices. The sounds faded on a veer of
the wind, then returned to fade again. But the hint of life and
liveliness in those veiled depths served only to emphasise the austere
serenity of Shangri-La. Its forsaken courts and pale pavilions simmered
in repose from which all the fret of existence had ebbed away, leaving a
hush as if moments hardly dared to pass. Then, from a window high above
the terrace, he caught the rose-gold of lantern-light; was it there that
the lamas devoted themselves to contemplation and the pursuit of wisdom,
and were those devotions now in progress? The problem seemed one that he
could solve merely by entering at the nearest door and exploring through
gallery and corridor until the truth were his; but he knew that such
freedom was illusory, and that in fact his movements were watched. Two
Tibetans had padded across the terrace and were idling near the parapet.
Good-humoured fellows they looked, shrugging their coloured cloaks
negligently over a naked shoulder. The whisper of gongs and trumpets
uprose again, and Conway heard one of the men question his companion.
The answer came: "They have buried Talu." Conway, whose knowledge of
Tibetan was very slight, hoped they would continue talking; he could not
gather much from a single remark. After a pause the questioner, who was
inaudible, resumed the conversation, and obtained answers which Conway
overheard and loosely understood as follows:

"He died outside."

"He obeyed the high ones of Shangri-La."

"He came through the air over the great mountains with a bird to hold
him."

"Strangers he brought also."

"Talu was not afraid of the outside wind, nor of the outside cold."

"Though he went outside long ago, the valley of Blue Moon remembers him
still."

Nothing more was said that Conway could interpret, and after waiting for
some time he went back to his own quarters. He had heard enough to turn
another key in the locked mystery, and it fitted so well that he
wondered he had failed to supply it by his own deductions. It had, of
course, crossed his mind, but a certain initial and fantastic
unreasonableness about it had been too much for him. Now he perceived
that the unreasonableness, however fantastic, was to be swallowed. That
flight from Baskul had _not_ been the meaningless exploit of a madman.
It had been something planned, prepared, and carried out at the
instigation of Shangri-La. The dead pilot was known by name to those who
lived there; he had been one of them, in some sense; his death was
mourned. Everything pointed to a high directing intelligence bent upon
its own purposes; there had been, as it were, a single arch of intention
spanning the inexplicable hours and miles. But what _was_ that
intention? For what possible reason could four chance passengers in a
British Government aeroplane be whisked away to these trans-Himalayan
solitudes?

Conway was somewhat aghast at the problem, but by no means wholly
displeased with it. It challenged him in the only way in which he was
readily amenable to challenge--by touching a certain clarity of brain
that only demanded a sufficient task. One thing he decided instantly;
the cold thrill of discovery must not yet be communicated--neither to
his companions, who could not help him, nor to his hosts, who doubtless
would not.




CHAPTER VI


"I reckon some folks have to get used to worse places," Barnard remarked
towards the close of his first week at Shangri-La, and it was doubtless
one of the many lessons to be drawn. By that time the party had settled
themselves into something like a daily routine, and with Chang's
assistance the boredom was no more acute than on many a planned holiday.
They had all become acclimatised to the atmosphere, finding it quite
invigorating so long as heavy exertion was avoided. They had learned
that the days were warm and the nights cold, that the lamasery was
almost completely sheltered from winds, that avalanches on Karakal were
most frequent about midday, that the valley grew a good brand of
tobacco, that some foods and drinks were more pleasant than others, and
that each one of themselves had personal tastes and peculiarities. They
had, in fact, discovered as much about each other as four new pupils of
a school from which everyone else was mysteriously absent. Chang was
tireless in his efforts to make smooth the rough places. He conducted
excursions, suggested occupations, recommended books, talked with his
slow, careful fluency whenever there was an awkward pause at meals, and
was on every occasion benign, courteous, and resourceful. The line of
demarcation was so marked between information willingly supplied and
politely declined that the latter ceased to stir resentment, except
fitfully from Mallinson. Conway was content to take note of it, adding
another fragment to his constantly accumulating data. Barnard even
'jollied' the Chinese after the manner and traditions of a Middle-West
rotary convention. "You know, Chang, this is a damned bad hotel. Don't
you have any newspapers sent here ever? I'd give all the books in your
library for this morning's _Herald-Tribune_." Chang's replies were
always serious, though it did not necessarily follow that he took every
question seriously. "We have the files of _The Times_, Mr. Barnard, up
to a few years ago. But only, I regret to say, the London _Times_."

Conway was glad to find that the valley was not to be 'out of bounds,'
though the difficulties of the descent made unescorted visits
impossible. In company with Chang they all spent a whole day inspecting
the green floor that was so pleasantly visible from the cliff-edge, and
to Conway, at any rate, the trip was of absorbing interest. They
travelled in bamboo sedan-chairs, swinging perilously over precipices
while their bearers in front and to the rear picked a way nonchalantly
down the steep track. It was not a route for the squeamish, but when at
last they reached the lower levels of forest and foot-hill the supreme
good fortune of the lamasery was everywhere to be realised. For the
valley was nothing less than an enclosed paradise of amazing fertility,
in which the vertical difference of a few thousand feet spanned the
whole gulf between temperate and tropical. Crops of unusual diversity
grew in profusion and contiguity, with not an inch of ground untended.
The whole cultivated area stretched for perhaps a dozen miles, varying
in width from one to five, and, though narrow, it had the luck to take
sunlight at the hottest part of the day. The atmosphere, indeed, was
pleasantly warm even out of the sun, though the little rivulets that
watered the soil were ice-cold from the snows. Conway felt again, as he
gazed up at the stupendous mountain wall, that there was a superb and
exquisite peril in the scene; but for some chance-placed barrier, the
whole valley would clearly have been a lake, nourished continually from
the glacial heights around it. Instead of which, a few streams dribbled
through to fill reservoirs and irrigate fields and plantations with a
disciplined conscientiousness worthy of a sanitary engineer. The whole
design was almost uncannily fortunate, so long as the structure of the
frame remained unmoved by earthquake or landslide.

But even such vaguely future fears could only enhance the total
loveliness of the present. Once again Conway was captivated, and by the
same qualities of charm and ingenuity that had made his years in China
happier than others. The vast encircling _massif_ made perfect contrast
with the tiny lawns and weedless gardens, the painted teahouses by the
stream, and the frivolously toy-like houses. The inhabitants seemed to
him a very successful blend of Chinese and Tibetan; they were cleaner
and handsomer than the average of either race, and looked to have
suffered little from the inevitable inbreeding of such a small society.
They smiled and laughed as they passed the chaired strangers, and had a
friendly word for Chang; they were good-humoured and mildly inquisitive,
courteous and care-free, busy at innumerable jobs but not in any
apparent hurry over them. Altogether Conway thought them one of the
pleasantest communities he had ever seen, and even Miss Brinklow, who
had been watching for symptoms of pagan degradation, had to admit that
everything looked very well 'on the surface.' She was relieved to find
the natives 'completely' clothed, even though the women did wear
ankle-tight Chinese trousers; and her most imaginative scrutiny of a
Buddhist temple revealed only a few items that could be regarded as
somewhat doubtfully phallic. Chang explained that the temple had its own
lamas, who were under loose control from Shangri-La, though not of the
same order. There were also, it appeared, a Taoist and a Confucian
temple farther along the valley. "The jewel has facets," said the
Chinese, "and it is possible that many religions are moderately true."

"I agree with that," said Barnard heartily. "I never did believe in
sectarian jealousies. Chang, you're a philosopher--I must remember that
remark of yours. 'Many religions are moderately true'--I reckon you
fellows up on the mountain are a lot of wise guys to have thought that
out. You're right, too--I'm dead certain of it."

"But we," responded Chang dreamily, "are only _moderately_ certain."

Miss Brinklow could not be bothered with all that, which seemed to her a
sign of mere laziness. In any case she was preoccupied with an idea of
her own. "When I get back," she said with tightening lips, "I shall ask
my society to send a missionary here. And if they grumble at the
expense, I shall just bully them until they agree."

That, clearly, was a much healthier spirit, and even Mallinson, little
as he sympathised with foreign missions, could not forbear his
admiration. "They ought to send _you_," he said. "That is, of course, if
you'd like a place like this."

"It's hardly a question of _liking_ it," Miss Brinklow retorted. "One
wouldn't like it, naturally--how could one? It's a matter of what one
feels one ought to do."

"I think," said Conway, "if I were a missionary, I'd choose this rather
than quite a lot of other places."

"In that case," snapped Miss Brinklow, "there would be no merit in it,
obviously."

"But I wasn't thinking of merit."

"More's the pity, then. There's no good in doing a thing because you
like doing it. Look at these people here!"

"They all seem very happy."

"_Exactly_," she answered with a touch of fierceness. She added:
"Anyhow, I don't see why I shouldn't make a beginning by studying the
language. Can you lend me a book about it, Mr. Chang?"

Chang was at his most mellifluous. "Most certainly, madam--with the
greatest of pleasure. And, if I may say so, I think the idea an
excellent one."

When they ascended to Shangri-La that evening he treated the matter as
one of immediate importance. Miss Brinklow was at first a little daunted
by the massive volume compiled by an industrious nineteenth-century
German (she had more probably imagined some slighter work of a 'Brush up
your Tibetan' type), but with help from the Chinese and encouragement
from Conway she made a good beginning and was soon observed to be
extracting grim satisfaction from her task.

****

Conway, too, found much to interest him, apart from the engrossing
problem he had set himself. During the warm, sunlit days he made full
use of the library and music-room, and was confirmed in his impression
that the lamas were of quite exceptional culture. Their taste in books
was catholic, at any rate; Plato in Greek touched Omar in English;
Nietzsche partnered Newton; Thomas More was there, and also Hannah More,
Thomas Moore, George Moore, and even Old Moore. Altogether Conway
estimated the number of volumes at between twenty and thirty thousand;
and it was tempting to speculate upon the method of selection and
acquisition. He sought also to discover how recently there had been
additions, but he did not come across anything later than a cheap
reprint of _Im Westen Nichts Neues_. During a subsequent visit, however,
Chang told him that there were other books published up to about the
middle of 1930 which would doubtless be added to the shelves eventually;
they had already arrived at the lamasery. "We keep ourselves fairly
up-to-date, you see," he commented.

"There are people who would hardly agree with you," replied Conway with
a smile. "Quite a lot of things have happened in the world since last
year, you know."

"Nothing of importance, my dear sir, that could not have been foreseen
in 1920, or that will not be better understood in 1940."

"You're not interested, then, in the latest developments of the world
crisis?"

"I shall be very deeply interested--in due course."

"You know, Chang, I believe I'm beginning to understand you. You're
geared differently, that's what it is--time means less to you than it
does to most people. If I were in London I wouldn't always be eager to
see the latest hour-old newspaper, and you at Shangri-La are no more
eager to see a year-old one. Both attitudes seem to me quite sensible.
By the way, how long is it since you last had visitors here?"

"That, Mr. Conway, I am unfortunately unable to say."

It was the usual ending to a conversation, and one that Conway found
less irritating than the opposite phenomenon from which he had suffered
much in his time--the conversation which, try as he would, seemed never
to end. He began to like Chang rather more as their meetings multiplied,
though it still puzzled him that he met so few of the lamasery
personnel; even assuming that the lamas themselves were unapproachable,
were there not other postulants besides Chang?

There was, of course, the little Manchu. He saw her sometimes when he
visited the music-room; but she knew no English, and he was still
unwilling to disclose his own Chinese. He could not quite determine
whether she musicked merely for pleasure, or was in some way a student.
Her playing, as indeed her whole behaviour, was exquisitely formal, and
her choice lay always among the more patterned compositions--those of
Bach, Corelli, Scarlatti, and occasionally Mozart. She preferred the
harpsichord to the pianoforte, but when Conway went to the latter she
would listen with grave and almost dutiful appreciation. It was
impossible to know what was in her mind; it was difficult even to guess
her age. He would have doubted her being over thirty or under thirteen;
and yet, in a curious way, such manifest unlikelihoods could neither of
them be ruled out as wholly impossible.

Mallinson, who sometimes came to listen to the music for want of
anything better to do, found her a very baffling proposition. "I can't
think what she's doing here," he said to Conway more than once. "This
lama business may be all right for an old fellow like Chang, but what's
the attraction in it for a girl? How long has she been here, I wonder?"

"I wonder too, but it's one of those things we're not likely to be
told."

"Do you suppose she _likes_ being here?"

"I'm bound to say she doesn't appear to _dis_like it."

"She doesn't appear to have feelings at all, for that matter. She's like
a little ivory doll more than a human being."

"A charming thing to be like, anyhow."

"As far as it goes."

Conway smiled. "And it goes pretty far, Mallinson, when you come to
think about it. After all, the ivory doll has manners, good taste in
dress, attractive looks, a pretty touch on the harpsichord, and she
doesn't move about a room as if she were playing hockey. Western Europe,
so far as I recollect it, contains an exceptionally large number of
females who lack these virtues."

"You're an awful cynic about women, Conway."

Conway was used to the charge. He had not actually had a great deal to
do with the other sex, and during occasional leaves in Indian
hill-stations the reputation of cynic had been as easy to sustain as any
other. In truth he had had several delightful friendships with women who
would have been pleased to marry him if he had asked them--but he had
not asked them. He had once got nearly as far as an announcement in the
_Morning Post_, but the girl did not want to live in Pekin and he did
not want to live at Tunbridge Wells, mutual reluctances which proved
impossible to dislodge. So far as he had had experience of women at all,
it had been tentative, intermittent, and somewhat inconclusive. But he
was not, for all that, a cynic about them.

He said with a laugh: "I'm thirty-seven--you're twenty-four. That's all
it amounts to."

After a pause Mallinson asked suddenly: "Oh, by the way, how old should
you say Chang is?"

"Anything," replied Conway lightly, "between forty-nine and a hundred
and forty-nine."

****

Such information, however, was less trustworthy than much else that was
available to the new arrivals. The fact that their curiosities were
sometimes unsatisfied tended to obscure the really vast quantity of data
which Chang was always willing to outpour. There were no secrecies, for
instance, about the customs and habits of the valley population, and
Conway, who was interested, had talks which might have been worked up
into a quite serviceable degree thesis. He was particularly interested,
as a student of affairs, in the way the valley population was governed;
it appeared, on examination, to be a rather loose and elastic autocracy,
operated from the lamasery with a benevolence that was almost casual. It
was certainly an established success, as every descent into that fertile
paradise made more evident. Conway was puzzled as to the ultimate basis
of law and order; there appeared to be neither soldiers nor police, yet
surely some provision must be made for the incorrigible? Chang replied
that crime was very rare, partly because only serious things were
considered crimes, and partly because everyone enjoyed a sufficiency of
everything he could reasonably desire. In the last resort the personal
servants of the lamasery had power to expel an offender from the
valley--though this, which was considered an extreme and dreadful
punishment, had only very occasionally to be imposed. But the chief
factor in the government of Blue Moon, Chang went on to say, was the
inculcation of good manners, which made men feel that certain things
were 'not done,' and that they lost caste by doing them. "You English
inculcate the same feeling," said Chang, "in your public schools--but
not, I fear, in regard to the same things. The inhabitants of our
valley, for instance, feel that it is 'not done' to be inhospitable to
strangers, to dispute acrimoniously, or to strive for priority amongst
one another. The idea of enjoying what your English headmasters call the
mimic warfare of the playing-field would seem to them entirely
barbarous--indeed, a sheerly wanton stimulation of all the lower
instincts."

Conway asked if there were never disputes about women.

"Only very rarely, because it would not be considered good manners to
take a woman that another man wanted."

"Supposing somebody wanted her so badly that he didn't care a damn
whether it was good manners or not?"

"Then, my dear sir, it would be good manners on the part of the other
man to let him have her, and also on the part of the woman to be equally
agreeable. You would really be surprised how the application of a little
courtesy all round helps to smooth out these problems."

Certainly during visits to the valley Conway found a spirit of goodwill
and contentment that pleased him all the more because he knew that of
all the arts that of government has been brought least to perfection.
When he made some complimentary remark, however, Chang responded: "Ah,
but you see, we believe that to govern perfectly it is necessary to
avoid governing too much."

"Yet you don't have any democratic machinery--voting, and so on?"

"Oh no. Our people would be quite shocked by having to declare that one
policy was completely right and another completely wrong."

Conway smiled. He found the attitude a sufficiently congenial one.

****

Meanwhile Miss Brinklow derived her own kind of satisfaction from a
study of Tibetan; meanwhile also Mallinson fretted and groused, and
Barnard persisted in an equanimity which seemed almost equally
remarkable, whether it were real or simulated.

"To tell you the truth," said Mallinson, "the fellow's cheerfulness is
just about getting on my nerves. I can understand him trying to keep a
stiff lip, but that continual joke-over of his begins to upset me. He'll
be the life and soul of the party if we don't watch him."

Conway, too, had once or twice wondered at the ease with which the
American had managed to settle down. He replied: "Isn't it rather lucky
for us he _does_ take things so well?"

"Personally, I think it's damned peculiar. What do you _know_ about him,
Conway? I mean who he is, and so on."

"Not much more than you do. I understood he came from Persia and was
supposed to have been oil-prospecting. It's his way to take things
easily--when the air evacuation was arranged I had quite a job to
persuade him to join us at all. He only agreed when I told him that an
American passport wouldn't stop a bullet."

"By the way, did you ever see his passport?"

"Probably I did, but I don't remember. Why?"

Mallinson laughed. "I'm afraid you'll think I haven't exactly been
minding my own business. Why should I, anyhow? Two months in this place
ought to reveal all our secrets, if we have any. Mind you, it was a
sheer accident, in the way it happened, and I haven't let slip a word to
anyone else, of course. I didn't think I'd tell even you, but now we've
got on to the subject I may as well."

"Yes, of course, but I wish you'd let me know what you're talking
about."

"Just this. Barnard was travelling on a forged passport and he isn't
Barnard at all."

Conway raised his eyebrows with an interest that was very much less than
concern. He liked Barnard, so far as the man stirred him to any emotion
at all; but it was quite impossible for him to care intensely who he
really was or wasn't. He said: "Well, who do you think he is, then?"

"He's Chalmers Bryant."

"The deuce he is! What makes you think so?"

"He dropped a pocket-book this morning and Chang picked it up and gave
it to me, thinking it was mine. I couldn't help seeing it was stuffed
with newspaper clippings--some of them fell out as I was handling the
thing, and I don't mind admitting that I looked at them. After all,
newspaper clippings aren't private, or shouldn't be. They were all about
Bryant and the search for him, and one of them had a photograph which
was absolutely like Barnard except for a moustache."

"Did you mention your discovery to Barnard himself?"

"No, I just handed him his property without any comment."

"So the whole thing rests on your identification of a newspaper
photograph?"

"Well, so far, yes."

"I don't think I'd care to convict anyone on that. Of course you might
be right--I don't say he couldn't _possibly_ be Bryant. If he were, it
would account for a good deal of his contentment at being here--he could
hardly have found a better place to hide."

Mallinson seemed a trifle disappointed by this casual reception of news
which he evidently thought highly sensational. "Well, what are you going
to do about it?" he asked.

Conway pondered a moment and then answered: "I haven't much of an idea.
Probably nothing at all. What _can_ one do, in any case?"

"But dash it all, if the man _is_ Bryant----"

"My dear Mallinson, if the man were Nero it wouldn't have to matter to
us for the time being! Saint or crook, we've got to make what we can of
each other's company as long as we're here, and I can't see that we
shall help matters by striking any attitudes. If I'd suspected who he
was at Baskul, of course, I'd have tried to get in touch with Delhi
about him--it would have been merely a public duty. But now I think I
can claim to be _off_ duty."

"Don't you think that's rather a slack way of looking at it?"

"I don't care if it's slack so long as it's sensible."

"I suppose that means your advice to me is to forget what I've found
out?"

"You probably can't do that, but I certainly think we might both of us
keep our own counsel about it. Not in consideration for Barnard or
Bryant or whoever he is, but to save ourselves the deuce of an awkward
situation when we get away."

"You mean we ought to let him go?"

"Well, I'll put it a bit differently and say we ought to give somebody
else the pleasure of catching him. When you've lived quite sociably with
a man for a few months, it seems a little out of place to call for the
handcuffs."

"I don't think I agree. The man's nothing but a large-scale thief--I
know plenty of people who've lost their money through him."

Conway shrugged his shoulders. He admired the simple black-and-white of
Mallinson's code; the public-school ethic might be crude, but at least
it was downright. If a man broke the law, it was everyone's duty to hand
him over to justice--always provided that it was the kind of law one was
not allowed to break. And the law pertaining to cheques and shares and
balance-sheets was decidedly that kind. Bryant had transgressed it, and
though Conway had not taken much interest in the case, he had an
impression that it was a fairly bad one of its kind. All he knew was
that the failure of the giant Bryant group in New York had resulted in
losses of about a hundred million dollars--a record crash, even in a
world that exuded records. In some way or other (Conway was not a
financial expert) Bryant had been monkeying on Wall Street, and the
result had been a warrant for his arrest, his escape to Europe, and
extradition orders against him in half-a-dozen countries.

Conway said finally: "Well, if you take my tip you'll say nothing about
it--not for his sake but for ours. Please yourself, of course, so long
as you don't forget the possibility that he mayn't be the fellow at
all."

****

But he was, and the revelation came that evening after dinner. Chang had
left them; Miss Brinklow had turned to her Tibetan grammar; the three
male exiles faced each other over coffee and cigars. Conversation during
the meal would have languished more than once but for the tact and
affability of the Chinese; now, in his absence, a rather unhappy silence
supervened. Barnard was for once without jokes. It was clear to Conway
that it lay beyond Mallinson's power to treat the American as if nothing
had happened, and it was equally clear that Barnard was shrewdly aware
that something _had_ happened.

Suddenly the American threw away his cigar. "I guess you all know who I
am," he said.

Mallinson coloured like a girl, but Conway replied in the same quiet
key: "Yes, Mallinson and I think we do."

"Darned careless of me to leave those clippings lying about."

"We're all apt to be careless at times."

"Well, you're mighty calm about it, that's something."

There was another silence, broken at length by Miss Brinklow's shrill
voice: "I'm sure _I_ don't know who you are, Mr. Barnard, though I must
say I guessed all along you were travelling _incognito_." They all
looked at her enquiringly and she went on: "I remember when Mr. Conway
said we should all have our names in the papers, you said it didn't
affect you. I thought then that Barnard probably wasn't your real name."

The culprit gave a slow smile as he lit himself another cigar. "Madam,"
he said eventually, "you're not only a cute detective, but you've hit on
a really polite name for my present position. I'm travelling
_incognito_. You've said it, and you're dead right. As for you boys, I'm
not sorry in a way that you've found me out. So long as none of you had
an inkling, we could all have managed, but considering how we're fixed
it wouldn't seem very neighbourly to play the high hat with you now. You
folks have been so darned nice to me that I don't want to make a lot of
trouble. It looks as if we were all going to be joined together for
better or worse for some little time ahead, and it's up to us to help
one another out as far as we can. As for what happens afterwards, I
reckon we can leave that to settle itself."

All this appeared to Conway so eminently reasonable that he gazed at
Barnard with considerably greater interest, and even--though it was
perhaps odd at such a moment--a touch of genuine appreciation. It was
curious to think of that heavy, fleshy, good-humoured, rather
paternal-looking man as the world's hugest swindler. He looked far more
the type that, with a little extra education, would have made a popular
headmaster of a prep-school. Behind his joviality there were signs of
recent strains and worries, but that did not mean that the joviality was
forced. He obviously was what he looked--a 'good fellow' in the world's
sense, by nature a lamb and only by profession a shark.

Conway said: "Yes, that's very much the best thing, I'm certain."

Then Barnard laughed. It was as if he possessed even deeper reserves of
good-humour which he could only now draw upon. "Gosh, but it's mighty
queer," he exclaimed, spreading himself in his chair. "The whole darned
business, I mean. Right across Europe, and on through Turkey and Persia
to that little one-horse burg! Police after me all the time, mind
you--they nearly got me in Vienna! It's pretty exciting at first, being
chased, but it gets on your nerves after a bit. I got a good rest at
Baskul, though--I thought I'd be safe in the midst of a revolution."

"And so you were," said Conway with a slight smile, "except from
bullets."

"Yeah, and that's what bothered me at the finish. I can tell you it was
a mighty hard choice--whether to stay in Baskul and get plugged, or
accept a trip in your Government's aeroplane and find the bracelets
waiting at the other end. I wasn't exactly keen to do either."

"I remember you weren't."

Barnard laughed again. "Well, that's how it was, and you can figger it
out that the change of plan that brought me here don't worry me an awful
lot. It's a first-class mystery, I'll allow, but for me, speaking
personally, there couldn't have been a better one. It ain't my way to
grumble so long as I'm satisfied."

Conway's smile became more definitely cordial. "A very sensible
attitude, though I think you rather overdid it. We were all beginning to
wonder how you managed to be so contented."

"Well, I _was_ contented. This ain't a bad place, when you get used to
it. The air's a bit nippy at first, but you can't have everything. And
it's nice and quiet for a change. Every fall I go down to Palm Beach for
a rest-cure, but they don't give it you, those places--you're on the
racket just the same. But here I guess I'm having just what the doctor
ordered, and it certainly feels grand to me. I'm on a different diet, I
can't look at the tape, and my broker can't get me on the telephone."

"I dare say he wishes he could."

"Sure. There'll be a tidy-sized mess to clear up, I've no doubt."

He said this with such simplicity that Conway could not help responding:
"I'm not much of an authority on what people call high finance."

It was a lead, and the American accepted it without the slightest
reluctance. "High finance," he said, "is mostly a lot of bunk."

"So I've often suspected."

"Look here, Conway, I'll put it like this. A feller does what he's been
doing for years, and what lots of other fellers have been doing, and
suddenly the market goes against him. He can't help it, but he braces up
and waits for the turn. But somehow the turn don't come as it always
used to, and when he's lost ten million dollars or so he reads in some
paper that a Swede professor thinks it's the end of the world. Now I ask
you, does that sort of thing help markets? Of course, it gives him a bit
of a shock, but he still can't help it. And there he is till the cops
come--if he waits for 'em. I didn't."

"You claim it was all just a run of bad luck, then?"

"Well, I certainly had a large packet."

"You also had other people's money," put in Mallinson sharply.

"Yeah, I did. And why? Because they all wanted something for nothing and
hadn't the brains to get it for themselves."

"I don't agree. It was because they trusted you and thought their money
was safe."

"Well, it wasn't safe. It couldn't be. There isn't safety anywhere, and
those who thought there was were like a lot of saps trying to hide under
an umbrella in a typhoon."

Conway said pacifyingly: "Well, we'll all admit you couldn't help the
typhoon."

"I couldn't even pretend to help it--any more than you could help what
happened after we left Baskul. The same thing struck me then as I
watched you in the aeroplane keeping dead calm while Mallinson here had
the fidgets. You knew you couldn't do anything about it, and you weren't
caring two hoots. Just like I felt myself when the crash came."

"That's nonsense!" cried Mallinson. "Anyone can help swindling. It's a
matter of playing the game according to the rules."

"Which is a darned difficult thing to do when the whole game's going to
pieces. Besides, there isn't a soul in the world who knows what the
rules are. All the professors of Harvard and Yale couldn't tell you
'em."

Mallinson replied rather scornfully: "I'm referring to a few quite
simple rules of everyday conduct."

"Then I reckon your everyday conduct don't include managing trust
companies."

Conway made haste to intervene. "We'd better not argue. I don't object
in the least to the comparison between your affairs and mine. No doubt
we've all been flying blind lately--both literally and in other ways.
But we're here now, that's the important thing, and I agree with you
that we could easily have had more to grumble about. It's curious, when
you come to think about it, that out of four people picked up by chance
and kidnapped a thousand miles, three should be able to find some
consolation in the business. _You_ want a rest-cure and a hiding-place;
Miss Brinklow feels a call to evangelise the heathen Tibetan."

"Who's the third person you're counting?" Mallinson interrupted. "Not
me, I hope?"

"I was including myself," answered Conway. "And my own reason is perhaps
the simplest of all--I just rather like being here."

Indeed, a short time later, when he took what had come to be his usual
solitary evening stroll along the terrace or beside the lotus-pool, he
felt an extraordinary sense of physical and mental settlement. It was
perfectly true; he just rather liked being at Shangri-La. Its atmosphere
soothed while its mystery stimulated, and the total sensation was
agreeable. For some days now he had been reaching, gradually and
tentatively, a curious conclusion about the lamasery and its
inhabitants; his brain was still busy with it, though in a deeper sense
he was unperturbed. He was like a mathematician with an abstruse
problem--worrying over it, but worrying very calmly and impersonally.

As for Bryant, whom he decided he would still think of and address as
Barnard, the question of his exploits and identity faded instantly into
the background, save for a single phrase of his--'the whole game's going
to pieces.' Conway found himself remembering and echoing it with a wider
significance than the American had probably intended; he felt it to be
true of more than American banking and trust-company management. It
fitted Baskul and Delhi and London, war-making and empire-building,
consulates and trade concessions and dinner-parties at Government House;
there was a reek of dissolution over all that recollected world, and
Barnard's cropper had only, perhaps, been better dramatised than his
own. The whole game _was_ doubtless going to pieces, but fortunately the
players were not as a rule put on trial for the pieces they failed to
save. In that respect financiers were unlucky.

But here, at Shangri-La, all was in deep calm. In a moonless sky the
stars were lit to the full, and a pale blue sheen lay upon the dome of
Karakal. Conway realised then that if by some change of plan the porters
from the outside world were to arrive immediately, he would not be
completely overjoyed at being spared the interval of waiting. And nor
would Barnard either, he reflected with an inward smile. It was amusing,
really; and then suddenly he knew that he still liked Barnard, or he
wouldn't have found it amusing. Somehow the loss of a hundred million
dollars was too much to bar a man for; it would have been easier if he
had only stolen one's watch. And after all, how _could_ anyone lose a
hundred millions? Perhaps only in the sense in which a cabinet minister
might airily announce that he had been 'given India.'

And then again he thought of the time when he would leave Shangri-La
with the returning porters. He pictured the long, arduous journey, and
that eventual moment of arrival at some planter's bungalow in Sikkim or
Baltistan--a moment which ought, he felt, to be deliriously cheerful,
but which would probably be slightly disappointing. Then the first
hand-shakings and self-introductions; the first drinks on clubhouse
verandahs; sun-bronzed faces staring at him in barely concealed
incredulity. At Delhi, no doubt, interviews with the Viceroy and the
C.I.C.; salaams of turbaned menials; endless reports to be prepared and
sent off. Perhaps even a return to England and Whitehall; deck-games on
the P. & O.; the flaccid palm of an under-secretary; newspaper
interviews; hard, mocking, sex-thirsty voices of women--'And is it
really true, Mr. Conway, that when you were in Tibet...?' There was
no doubt of one thing; he would be able to dine out on his yarn for at
least a season. But would he enjoy it? He recalled a sentence penned by
Gordon during the last days at Khartoum--'I would sooner live like a
Dervish with the Mahdi than go out to dinner every night in London.'
Conway's aversion was less definite--a mere anticipation that to tell
his story in the past tense would bore him a great deal as well as
sadden him a little.

Abruptly, in the midst of his reflections, he was aware of Chang's
approach. "Sir," began the Chinese, his slow whisper slightly quickening
as he spoke, "I am proud to be the bearer of important news...."

So the porters _had_ come before their time, was Conway's first thought;
it was odd that he should have been thinking of it so recently. And he
felt the pang that he was half prepared for. "Well?" he queried.

Chang's condition was as nearly that of excitement as seemed physically
possible for him. "My dear sir, I congratulate you," he continued. "And
I am happy to think that I am in some measure responsible--it was after
my own strong and repeated recommendations that the High Lama made his
decision. He wishes to see you immediately."

Conway's glance was quizzical. "You're being less coherent than usual,
Chang. What has happened?"

"The High Lama has sent for you."

"So I gather. But why all the fuss?"

"Because it is extraordinary and unprecedented--even I who urged it did
not expect it to happen yet. A fortnight ago you had not arrived, and
now you are about to be received by _him_! Never before has it occurred
so soon!"

"I'm still rather fogged, you know. I'm to see your High Lama--I realise
that all right. But is there anything else?"

"Is it not enough?"

Conway laughed. "Absolutely, I assure you--don't imagine I'm being
discourteous. As a matter of fact, something quite different was in my
head at first--however, never mind about that now. Of course I shall be
both honoured and delighted to meet the gentleman. When is the
appointment?"

"Now. I have been sent to bring you to him."

"Isn't it rather late?"

"That is of no consequence. My dear sir, you will understand many things
very soon. And may I add my own personal pleasure that this
interval--always an awkward one--is now at an end. Believe me, it has
been irksome to me to have to refuse you information on so many
occasions--extremely irksome. I am joyful in the knowledge that such
unpleasantness will never again be necessary."

"You're a queer fellow, Chang," Conway responded. "But let's be
going--don't bother to explain any more. I'm perfectly ready and I
appreciate your nice remarks. Lead the way."




CHAPTER VII


Conway was quite unruffled, but his demeanour covered an eagerness that
grew in intensity as he accompanied Chang across the empty courtyards.
If the words of the Chinese meant anything, he was on the threshold of
discovery; soon he would know whether his theory, still half formed,
were less impossible than it appeared.

Apart from this, it would doubtless be an interesting interview. He had
met many peculiar potentates in his time; he took a detached interest in
them, and was shrewd as a rule in his assessments. Without
self-consciousness he had also the valuable knack of being able to say
polite things in languages of which he knew very little indeed. Perhaps,
however, he would be chiefly a listener on this occasion. He noticed
that Chang was taking him through rooms he had not seen before, all of
them rather dim and lovely in lantern-light. Then a spiral staircase
climbed to a door at which the Chinese knocked, and which was opened by
a Tibetan servant with such promptness that Conway suspected he had been
stationed behind it. This part of the lamasery, on a higher storey, was
no less tastefully embellished than the rest, but its most immediately
striking feature was a dry tingling warmth, as if all the windows were
tightly closed and some kind of steam heating plant were working at full
pressure. The airlessness increased as he passed on, until at last Chang
paused before a door which, if bodily sensation could have been trusted,
might well have admitted to a Turkish bath.

"The High Lama," whispered Chang, "will receive you alone." Having
opened the door for Conway's entrance, he closed it afterwards so
silently that his own departure was almost imperceptible. Conway stood
hesitant, breathing an atmosphere that was not only sultry, but full of
dusk, so that it was several seconds before he could accustom his eyes
to the gloom. Then he slowly built up an impression of a dark-curtained
low-roofed apartment, simply furnished with table and chairs. On one of
these sat a small, pale, and wrinkled person, motionlessly shadowed, and
yielding an effect as of some fading, antique portrait in chiaroscuro.
If there were such a thing as presence divorced from actuality, here it
was, adorned with a classic dignity that was more an emanation than an
attribute. Conway was curious about his own intense perception of all
this, and wondered if it were dependable or merely his reaction to the
rich crepuscular warmth; he felt dizzy under the gaze of those ancient
eyes, took a few forward paces, and then halted. The occupant of the
chair grew now less vague in outline, but scarcely more corporeal; he
was a little old man in Chinese dress, its folds and flounces loose
against a flat, emaciated frame. "You are Mr. Conway?" he whispered in
excellent English.

The voice was pleasantly soothing, and touched with a very gentle
melancholy that fell upon Conway with strange beatitude; though once
again the sceptic in him was inclined to hold the temperature
responsible.

"I am," he answered.

The voice went on. "It is a pleasure to see you, Mr. Conway. I sent for
you because I thought we should do well to have a talk together. Please
sit down beside me and have no fear. I am an old man and can do no one
any harm."

Conway answered: "I feel it a signal honour to be received by you."

"I thank you, my dear Conway--I shall call you that, according to your
English fashion. It is, as I said, a moment of great pleasure for me. My
sight is poor, but believe me, I am able to see you in my mind as well
as with my eyes. I trust you have been comfortable at Shangri-La since
your arrival?"

"Extremely so."

"I am glad. Chang has done his best for you, no doubt. It has been a
great pleasure to him also. He tells me you have been asking many
questions about our community and its affairs?"

"I am certainly interested in them."

"Then if you can spare me a little time, I shall be pleased to give you
a brief account of our foundation."

"There is nothing I should appreciate more."

"That is what I had thought--and hoped.... But first of all, before
our discourse..."

He made the slightest stir of a hand, and immediately, by what technique
of summons Conway could not detect, a servant entered to prepare the
elegant ritual of tea-drinking. The little egg-shell bowls of almost
colourless fluid were placed on a lacquered tray; Conway, who knew the
ceremony, was by no means contemptuous of it. The voice resumed: "Our
ways are familiar to you, then?"

Obeying an impulse which he could neither analyse nor find desire to
control, Conway answered: "I lived in China for some years."

"You did not tell Chang."

"No."

"Then why am I so honoured?"

Conway was rarely at a loss to explain his own motives, but on this
occasion he could not think of any reason at all. At length he replied:
"To be quite candid, I haven't the slightest idea, except that I must
have wanted to tell you."

"The best of all reasons, I am sure, between those who are to become
friends.... Now tell me, is this not a delicate aroma? The teas of
China are many and fragrant, but this, which is a special product of our
own valley, is in my opinion their equal."

Conway lifted the bowl to his lips and tasted. The savour was slender,
elusive, and recondite, a ghostly bouquet that haunted rather than lived
on the tongue. He said: "It is very delightful, and also quite new to
me."

"Yes, like a great many of our valley herbs, it is both unique and
precious. It should be tasted, of course, very slowly--not only in
reverence and affection, but to extract the fullest degree of pleasure.
This is a famous lesson that we may learn from Kou Kai Tchou, who lived
some fifteen centuries ago. He would always hesitate to reach the
succulent marrow when he was eating a piece of sugar-cane, for, as he
explained--'I introduce myself gradually into the region of delights.'
Have you studied any of the great Chinese classics?"

Conway replied that he was slightly acquainted with a few of them. He
knew that the allusive conversation would, according to etiquette,
continue until the tea-bowls were taken away; but he found it far from
irritating, despite his keenness to hear the history of Shangri-La.
Doubtless there was a certain amount of Kou Kai Tchou's reluctant
sensibility in himself.

At length the signal was given, again mysteriously, the servant padded
in and out, and with no more preamble the High Lama of Shangri-La began:

"Probably you are familiar, my dear Conway, with the general outline of
Tibetan history. I am informed by Chang that you have made ample use of
our library here, and I doubt not that you have studied the scanty but
exceedingly interesting annals of these regions. You will be aware,
anyhow, that Nestorian Christianity was widespread throughout Asia
during the Middle Ages, and that its memory lingered long after its
actual decay. In the seventeenth century a Christian revival was
impelled directly from Rome through the agency of those heroic Jesuit
missionaries whose journeys, if I may permit myself the remark, are so
much more interesting to read of than those of St. Paul. Gradually the
Church established itself over an immense area, and it is a remarkable
fact, not realised by many Europeans to-day, that for thirty-eight years
there existed a Christian mission in Lhasa itself. It was not, however,
from Lhasa but from Pekin, in the year 1719, that four Capuchin friars
set out in search of any remnants of the Nestorian faith that might
still be surviving in the hinterland.

"They travelled south-west for many months, by Lanchow and the Koko-Nor,
facing hardships which you will well imagine. Three died on the way, and
the fourth was not far from death when by accident he stumbled into the
rocky defile that remains to-day the only practical approach to the
valley of Blue Moon. There, to his joy and surprise, he found a friendly
and prosperous population who made haste to display what I have always
regarded as our oldest tradition--that of hospitality to strangers.
Quickly he recovered health and began to preach his mission. The people
were Buddhists, but willing to hear him, and he had considerable
success. There was an ancient lamasery existing then on this same
mountain-shelf, but it was in a state of decay both physical and
spiritual, and as the Capuchin's harvest increased, he conceived the
idea of setting up on the same magnificent site a Christian monastery.
Under his surveillance the old buildings were repaired and largely
reconstructed, and he himself began to live here in the year 1734, when
he was fifty-three years of age.

"Now let me tell you more about this man. His name was Perrault, and he
was by birth a Luxembourger. Before devoting himself to Far Eastern
missions he had studied at Paris, Bologna, and other universities; he
was something of a scholar. There are few existing records of his early
life, but it was not in any way unusual for one of his age and
profession. He was fond of music and the arts, had a special aptitude
for languages, and before he was sure of his vocation he had tasted all
the familiar pleasures of the world. Malplaquet was fought when he was a
youth, and he knew from personal contact the horrors of war and
invasion. He was physically sturdy; during his first years here he
laboured with his hands like any other man, tilling his own garden, and
learning from the inhabitants as well as teaching them. He found gold
deposits along the valley, but they did not tempt him; he was more
deeply interested in local plants and herbs. He was humble and by no
means bigoted. He deprecated polygamy, but he saw no reason to inveigh
against the prevalent fondness for the _tangatse_ berry, to which were
ascribed medicinal properties, but which was chiefly popular because its
effects were those of a mild narcotic. Perrault, in fact, became
somewhat of an addict himself; it was his way to accept from native life
all that it offered which he found harmless and pleasant, and to give in
return the spiritual treasure of the West. He was not an ascetic; he
enjoyed the good things of the world, and was careful to teach his
converts cooking as well as catechism. I want you to have an impression
of a rather earnest, busy, learned, simple, and enthusiastic person who,
along with his priestly functions, did not disdain to put on a mason's
overall and help in the actual building of these very rooms. That was,
of course, a work of immense difficulty, and one which nothing but his
pride and steadfastness could have overcome. Pride, I say, because it
was undoubtedly a dominant motive at the beginning--the pride in his own
Faith that made him decide that if Gautama could inspire men to build a
temple on the ledge of Shangri-La, Rome was capable of no less.

"But time passed, and it was not unnatural that this motive should yield
place gradually to more tranquil ones. Emulation is, after all, a young
man's spirit, and Perrault, by the time his monastery was well
established, was already full of years. You must bear in mind that he
had not, from a strict point of view, been acting very regularly; though
some latitude must surely be extended to one whose ecclesiastical
superiors are located at a distance measurable in years rather than
miles. But the folk of the valley and the monks themselves had no
misgivings; they loved and obeyed him, and as years went on, came to
venerate him also. At intervals it was his custom to send reports to the
Bishop of Pekin, but often they never reached him, and as it was to be
presumed that the bearers had succumbed to the perils of the journey,
Perrault grew more and more unwilling to hazard their lives, and after
about the middle of the century he gave up the practice. Some of his
earlier messages, however, must have got through, and a doubt of his
activities have been aroused, for in the year 1769 a stranger brought a
letter written twelve years before, summoning Perrault to Rome.

"He would have been over seventy had the command been received without
delay; as it was, he had turned eighty-nine. The long trek over mountain
and plateau was unthinkable; he could never have endured the scouring
gales and fierce chills of the wilderness outside. He sent, therefore, a
courteous reply explaining the situation, but there is no record that
his message ever passed the barrier of the great ranges.

"So Perrault remained at Shangri-La, not exactly in defiance of superior
orders, but because it was physically impossible for him to fulfil them.
In any case he was an old man, and death would probably soon put an end
both to him and his irregularity. By this time the institution he had
founded had begun to undergo a subtle change. It might be deplorable,
but it was not really very astonishing; for it could hardly be expected
that one man unaided should uproot permanently the habits and traditions
of an epoch. He had no Western colleagues to hold firm when his own grip
relaxed; and it had perhaps been a mistake to build on a site that held
such older and differing memories. It was asking too much; but was it
not asking even more to expect a grey-haired veteran, just entering the
nineties, to realise the mistake that he had made? Perrault, at any
rate, did not then realise it. He was far too old and happy. His
followers were devoted even when they forgot his teaching, while the
people of the valley held him in such reverent affection that he forgave
with ever-increasing ease their lapse into former customs. He was still
active, and his faculties had remained exceptionally keen. At the age of
ninety-eight he began to study the Buddhist writings that had been left
at Shangri-La by its previous occupants, and his intention was then to
devote the rest of his life to the composition of a book attacking
Buddhism from the standpoint of orthodoxy. He actually finished this
task (we have his manuscript complete), but the attack was very gentle,
for he had by that time reached the round figure of a century--an age at
which even the keenest acrimonies are apt to fade.

"Meanwhile, as you may suppose, many of his early disciples had died,
and as there were few replacements, the number resident under the rule
of the old Capuchin steadily diminished. From over eighty at one time,
it dwindled to a score, and then to a mere dozen, most of them very aged
themselves. Perrault's life at this time grew to be a very calm and
placid waiting for the end. He was far too old for disease and
discontent; only the everlasting sleep could claim him now, and he was
not afraid. The valley people, out of kindness, supplied food and
clothing; his library gave him work. He had become rather frail, but
still kept energy to fulfil the major ceremonial of his office; the rest
of the tranquil days he spent with his books, his memories, and the mild
ecstasies of the narcotic. His mind remained so extraordinarily clear
that he even embarked upon a study of certain mystic practices that the
Indians call _yoga_, and which are based upon various special methods of
breathing. For a man of such an age the enterprise might well have
seemed hazardous, and it was certainly true that soon afterwards, in
that memorable year 1789, news descended to the valley that Perrault was
dying at last.

"He lay in this room, my dear Conway, where he could see from the window
the white blur that was all his failing eyesight gave him of Karakal;
but he could see with his mind also; he could picture the clear and
matchless outline that he had first glimpsed half a century before. And
there came to him, too, the strange parade of all his many experiences,
the years of travel across desert and upland, the great crowds in
Western cities, the clang and glitter of Marlborough's troops. His mind
had straitened to a snow-white calm; he was ready, willing, and glad to
die. He gathered his friends and servants round him and bade them all
farewell; then he asked to be left alone awhile. It was during such a
solitude, with his body sinking and his mind lifted to beatitude, that
he had hoped to give up his soul... but it did not happen so. He lay
for many weeks without speech or movement, and then he began to recover.
He was a hundred and eight."

The whispering ceased for a moment, and to Conway, stirring slightly, it
appeared that the High Lama had been translating, with fluency, out of a
remote and private dream. At length he went on:

"Like others who have waited long on the threshold of death, Perrault
had been granted a vision of some significance to take back with him
into the world; and of this vision more must be said later. Here I will
confine myself to his actions and behaviour, which were indeed
remarkable. For instead of convalescing idly, as might have been
expected, he plunged forthwith into rigorous self-discipline somewhat
curiously combined with narcotic indulgence. Drug-taking and
deep-breathing exercises--it could not have seemed a very death-defying
regimen; yet the fact remains that when the last of the old monks died,
in 1794, Perrault himself was still living.

"It would almost have brought a smile had there been anyone at
Shangri-La with a sufficiently distorted sense of humour. The wrinkled
Capuchin, no more decrepit than he had been for a dozen years,
persevered in a secret ritual he had evolved, while to the folk of the
valley he soon became veiled in mystery, a hermit of uncanny powers who
lived alone on that formidable cliff. But there was still a tradition of
affection for him, and it came to be regarded as meritorious and
luck-bringing to climb to Shangri-La and leave a simple gift, or perform
some manual task that was needed there. On all such pilgrims Perrault
bestowed his blessing--forgetful, it might be, that they were lost and
straying sheep. For 'Te Deum Laudamus' and 'Om Mane Padme Hum' were now
heard equally in the temples of the valley.

"As the new century approached, the legend grew into a rich and
fantastic folk-lore--it was said that Perrault had become a god, that he
worked miracles, and that on certain nights he flew to the summit of
Karakal to hold a candle to the sky. There is a paleness always on the
mountain at full moon; but I need not assure you that neither Perrault
nor any other man has ever climbed there. I mention it, even though it
may seem unnecessary, because there is a mass of unreliable testimony
that Perrault did and could do all kinds of impossible things. It was
supposed, for instance, that he practised the art of self-levitation, of
which so much appears in accounts of Buddhist mysticism; but the more
sober truth is that he made many experiments to that end, but entirely
without success. He did, however, discover that the impairment of
ordinary senses could be somewhat offset by a development of others; he
acquired skill in telepathy which was perhaps remarkable, and though he
made no claim to any specific powers of healing, there was a quality in
his mere presence that was helpful in certain cases.

"You will wish to know how he spent his time during these unprecedented
years. His attitude may be summed up by saying that, as he had not died
at a normal age, he began to feel that there was no discoverable reason
why he either should or should not do so at any definite time in the
future. Having already proved himself abnormal, it was as easy to
believe that the abnormality might continue as to expect it to end at
any moment. And that being so, he began to behave without care for the
imminence with which he had been so long preoccupied; he began to live
the kind of life that he had always desired, but had so rarely found
possible; for he had kept at heart and throughout all vicissitudes the
tranquil tastes of a scholar. His memory was astonishing; it appeared to
have escaped the trammels of physique into some upper region of immense
clarity; it almost seemed that he could now learn _everything_ with far
greater ease than during his student days he had been able to learn
_anything_. He was soon, of course, brought up against a need for books,
but there were a few he had had with him from the first, and they
included, you may be interested to hear, an English grammar and
dictionary and Florio's translation of Montaigne. With these to work on
he contrived to master the intricacies of your language, and we still
possess in our library the manuscript of one of his first linguistic
exercises--a translation of Montaigne's essay on Vanity into
Tibetan--surely a unique production."

Conway smiled. "I should be interested to see it sometime, if I might."

"With the greatest of pleasure. It was, you may think, a singularly
unpractical accomplishment, but recollect that Perrault had reached a
singularly unpractical age. He would have been lonely without some such
occupation--at any rate until the fourth year of the nineteenth century,
which marks an important, event in the history of our foundation. For it
was then that a second stranger from Europe arrived in the valley of
Blue Moon. He was a young Austrian named Henschell who had soldiered
against Napoleon in Italy--a youth of noble birth, high culture, and
much charm of manner. The wars had ruined his fortunes, and he had
wandered across Russia into Asia with some vague intention of retrieving
them. It would be interesting to know how exactly he reached the
plateau, but he had no very clear idea himself; indeed, he was as near
death when he arrived here as Perrault himself had once been. Again the
hospitality of Shangri-La was extended, and the stranger recovered--but
there the parallel breaks down. For Perrault had come to preach and
proselytise, whereas Henschell took a more immediate interest in the
gold deposits. His first ambition was to enrich himself and return to
Europe as soon as possible.

"But he did not return. An odd thing happened--though one that has
happened so often since that perhaps we must now agree that it cannot be
very odd after all. The valley, with its peacefulness and its utter
freedom from worldly cares, tempted him again and again to delay his
departure, and one day, having heard the local legend, he climbed to
Shangri-La and had his first meeting with Perrault.

"That meeting was, in the truest sense, historic. Perrault, if a little
beyond such human passions as friendship or affection, was yet endowed
with a rich benignity of mind which touched the youth as water upon a
parched soil. I will not try to describe the association that sprang up
between the two; the one gave utmost adoration, while the other shared
his knowledge, his ecstasies, and the wild dream that had now become the
only reality left for him in the world."

There was a pause, and Conway said very quietly: "Pardon the
interruption, but that is not quite clear to me."

"I know." The whispered reply was completely sympathetic. "It would be
remarkable indeed if it were. It is a matter which I shall be pleased to
explain before our talk is over, but for the present, if you will
forgive me, I will confine myself to simpler things. A fact that will
interest you is that Henschell began our collections of Chinese art, as
well as our library and musical acquisitions. He made a remarkable
journey to Pekin and brought back the first consignment in the year
1809. He did not leave the valley again, but it was his ingenuity which
devised the complicated system by which the lamasery has ever since been
able to obtain anything needful from the outer world."

"I suppose you found it easy to make payment in gold?"

"Yes, we have been fortunate in possessing supplies of a metal which is
held in such high esteem in other parts of the world."

"Such high esteem that you must have been very lucky to escape a gold
rush."

The High Lama inclined his head in the merest indication of agreement.
"That, my dear Conway, was always Henschell's fear. He was careful that
none of the porters bringing books and art treasures should ever
approach too closely; he made them leave their burdens a day's journey
outside, to be fetched afterwards by our valley folk themselves. He even
arranged for sentries to keep constant watch on the entrance to the
defile. But it soon occurred to him that there was an easier and more
final safeguard."

"Yes?" Conway's voice was guardedly tense.

"You see, there was no need to fear invasion by an army. That will never
be possible, owing to the nature and distances of the country. The most
ever to be expected was the arrival of a few half-lost wanderers who,
even if they were armed, would probably be so weakened as to constitute
no danger. It was decided, therefore, that henceforward strangers might
come as freely as they chose--with but one important proviso.

"And, over a period of years, such strangers did come. Chinese
merchants, tempted into the crossing of the plateau, chanced
occasionally on this one traverse out of so many others possible to
them. Nomad Tibetans, wandering from their tribes, strayed here
sometimes like weary animals. All were made welcome, though some reached
the shelter of the valley only to die. In the year of Waterloo two
English missionaries, travelling overland to Pekin, crossed the ranges
by an unnamed pass and had the extraordinary luck to arrive as calmly as
if they were paying a call. In 1820 a Greek trader, accompanied by sick
and famished servants, was found dying at the topmost ridge of the pass.
In 1822 three Spaniards, having heard some vague story of gold, reached
here after many wanderings and disappointments. Again, in 1830, there
was a larger influx. Two Germans, a Russian, an Englishman, and a Swede
made the dreaded crossing of the Tian-Shans, impelled by a motive that
was to become increasingly common--scientific exploration. By the time
of their approach a slight modification had taken place in the attitude
of Shangri-La towards its visitors--not only were they now welcomed if
they chanced to find their way into the valley, but it had become
customary to meet them if they ever ventured within a certain radius.
All this was for a reason I shall later discuss, but the point is of
importance as showing that the lamasery was no longer hospitably
indifferent; it had already both a need and a desire for new arrivals.
And indeed in the years to follow it happened that more than one party
of explorers, glorying in their first distant glimpse of Karakal,
encountered messengers bearing a cordial invitation--and one that was
rarely declined.

"Meanwhile the lamasery had begun to acquire many of its present
characteristics. I must stress the fact that Henschell was exceedingly
able and talented, and that the Shangri-La of to-day owes as much to him
as to its founder. Yes, quite as much, I often think. For his was the
firm yet kindly hand that every institution needs at a certain stage of
its development, and his loss would have been altogether irreparable had
he not completed more than a life-work before he died."

Conway looked up to echo rather than question those final words. "_He
died!_"

"Yes. It was very sudden. He was killed. It was in the year of your
Indian Mutiny. Just before his death a Chinese artist had sketched him,
and I can show you that sketch now--it is in this room."

The slight gesture of the hand was repeated, and once again a servant
entered. Conway, as a spectator in a trance, watched the man withdraw a
small curtain at the far end of the room, and leave a lantern swinging
amongst the shadows. Then he heard the whisper inviting him to move, the
whisper that had already become a familiar music.

He stumbled to his feet and strode across to the trembling circle of
light. The sketch was small, hardly more than a miniature in coloured
inks, but the artist had contrived to give the flesh-tones a waxwork
delicacy of texture. The features were of great beauty, almost girlish
in modelling, and Conway found in their winsomeness an instantly
personal appeal, even across the barriers of time, death, and artifice.
But the strangest thing of all was one that he realised only after his
first gasp of admiration: the face was that of a young man.

He stammered as he moved away: "But--you said--this was done just before
his death?"

"Yes. It is a very good likeness."

"Then if he died in the year you said----"

"He did."

"And he came here, you told me, in 1803, when he was a youth?"

"Yes."

Conway did not answer for a moment; presently, with an effort, he
collected himself to say: "And he was killed, you were telling me?"

"Yes. An Englishman shot him. It was a few weeks after the Englishman
had arrived at Shangri-La. He was another of those explorers."

"What was the cause of it?"

"There had been a quarrel--about some porters. Henschell had just told
him of the important proviso that governs our reception of guests. It
was a task of some difficulty, and ever since, despite my own
enfeeblement, I have felt constrained to perform it myself."

The High Lama made another and longer pause, with just a hint of enquiry
in his silence; when he continued, it was to add: "Perhaps you are
wondering, my dear Conway, what that proviso may be?"

Conway answered slowly and in a low voice: "I think I can already
guess."

"Can you, indeed? And can you guess anything else after this long and
curious story of mine?"

Conway dizzied in brain as he sought to answer the question; the room
was now a whorl of shadows with that ancient benignity at its centre.
Throughout the narrative he had listened with an intentness that had
perhaps shielded him from realising the fullest implications of it all;
now, with the mere attempt at conscious expression, he was flooded over
with amazement, and the gathering certainty in his mind was almost
stifled as it sprang to words. "It seems impossible," he stammered. "And
yet I can't help thinking of it--it's astonishing--and
extraordinary--and quite incredible--and yet not _absolutely_ beyond my
powers of belief----"

"What is, my son?"

And Conway answered, shaken with an emotion for which he knew no reason
and which he did not seek to conceal: "_That you are still alive, Father
Perrault_."




CHAPTER VIII


There had been a pause, imposed by the High Lama's call for further
refreshment; Conway did not wonder at it, for the strain of such a long
recital must have been considerable. Nor was he himself ungrateful for
the respite. He felt that the interval was as desirable from an artistic
as from any other point of view, and that the bowls of tea, with their
accompaniment of conventionally improvised courtesies, fulfilled the
same function as a _cadenza_ in music. This reflection brought out
(unless it were mere coincidence) an odd example of the High Lama's
telepathic powers, for he immediately began to talk about music and to
express pleasure that Conway's taste in that direction had not been
entirely unsatisfied at Shangri-La. Conway answered with suitable
politeness and added that he had been surprised to find the lamasery in
possession of such a complete library of European composers. The
compliment was acknowledged between slow sips of tea. "Ah, my dear
Conway, we are fortunate in that one of our number is a gifted
musician--he was, indeed, a pupil of Chopin's--and we have been happy to
place in his hands the entire management of our salon. You must
certainly meet him."

"I should like to. Chang, by the way, was telling me that your favourite
Western composer is Mozart."

"That is so," came the reply. "Mozart has an austere elegance which we
find very satisfying. He builds a house which is neither too big nor too
little, and he furnishes it in perfect taste."

The exchange of comments continued until the tea-bowls were taken away;
by that time Conway was able to remark quite calmly: "So, to resume our
earlier discussion, you intend to keep us? That, I take it, is the
important and invariable proviso?"

"You have guessed correctly, my son."

"And we are really to stay here for ever?"

"I should greatly prefer to employ your excellent English idiom and say
that we are all of us here 'for good.'"

"What puzzles me is why we four, out of all the rest of the world's
inhabitants, should have been chosen."

Relapsing into his earlier and more consequential manner, the High Lama
responded: "It is an intricate story, if you would care to hear it. You
must know that we have always aimed, as far as possible, to keep our
numbers in fairly constant recruitment--since, apart from any other
reasons, it is pleasant to have with us people of various ages and
representative of different periods. Unfortunately, since the recent
European War and the Russian Revolution, travel and exploration in Tibet
have been almost completely held up; in fact, our last visitor, a
Japanese, arrived in 1912, and was not, to be candid, a very valuable
acquisition. You see, my dear Conway, we are not quacks or charlatans;
we do not and cannot guarantee success; some of our visitors derive no
benefit at all from their stay here; others merely live to what might be
called a normally advanced age and then die from some trifling ailment.
In general we have found that Tibetans, owing to their being inured to
both the altitude and other conditions, are much less sensitive than
outside races; they are charming people, and we have admitted many of
them, but I doubt if more than a few will pass their hundredth year. The
Chinese are a little better, but even among them we have a high
percentage of failures. Our best subjects, undoubtedly, are the Nordic
and Latin races of Europe; perhaps the Americans would be equally
adaptable, and I count it our great good fortune that we have at last,
in the person of one of your companions, secured a citizen of that
nation. But I must continue with the answer to your question. The
position was, as I have been explaining, that for nearly two decades we
had welcomed no new-comers, and as there had been several deaths during
that period, a problem was beginning to arise. A few years ago, however,
one of our number came to the rescue with a novel idea; he was a young
fellow, a native of our valley, absolutely trustworthy and in fullest
sympathy with our aims; but, like all the valley people, he was denied
by nature the chance that comes more fortunately to those from a
distance. It was he who suggested that he should leave us, make his way
to some surrounding country, and bring us additional colleagues by a
method which would have been impossible in an earlier age. It was in
many respects a revolutionary proposal, but we gave our consent, after
due consideration. For we must move with the times, you know, even at
Shangri-La."

"You mean that he was sent out deliberately to bring someone back by
air?"

"Well, you see, he was an exceedingly gifted and resourceful youth, and
we had great confidence in him. It was his own idea, and we allowed him
a free hand in carrying it out. All we knew definitely was that the
first stage of his plan included a period of tuition at an American
flying-school."

"But how could he manage the rest of it? It was only by chance that
there happened to be that aeroplane at Baskul----"

"True, my dear Conway--many things are by chance. But it happened, after
all, to be just the chance that Talu was looking for. Had he not found
it, there might have been another chance in a year or two--or perhaps,
of course, none at all. I confess I was surprised when our sentinels
gave news of his descent on the plateau. The progress of aviation is
rapid, but it had seemed likely to me that much more time would elapse
before an average machine could make such a crossing of the mountains."

"It wasn't an average machine. It was a rather special one, made for
mountain-flying."

"Again by chance? Our young friend was indeed fortunate. It is a pity
that we cannot discuss the matter with him--we were all grieved at his
death. You would have liked him, Conway."

Conway nodded slightly; he felt it very possible. He said, after a
silence: "But what's the idea behind it all?"

"My son, your way of asking that question gives me infinite pleasure. In
the course of a somewhat long experience it has never before been put to
me in tones of such calmness. My revelation has been greeted in almost
every conceivable manner--with indignation, distress, fury, disbelief,
and hysteria--but never until this night with mere interest. It is,
however, an attitude that I most cordially welcome. To-day you are
interested; to-morrow you will feel concern; eventually, it may be, we
shall claim your devotion."

"That is more than I should care to promise."

"Your very doubt pleases me--it is the basis of profound and significant
faith.... But let us not argue. You are interested, and that, from
you, is much. All I ask in addition is that what I tell you now shall
remain, for the present, unknown to your three companions."

Conway was silent.

"The time will come when they will learn, like you, but that moment, for
their own sakes, had better not be hastened. I am so certain of your
wisdom in this matter that I do not ask for a promise; you will act, I
know, as we both think best.... Now let me begin by sketching for you
a very agreeable picture. You are still, I should say, a youngish man by
the world's standards; your life, as people say, lies ahead of you; in
the normal course you might expect twenty or thirty years of only
slightly and gradually diminishing activity. By no means a cheerless
prospect, and I can hardly expect you to see it as I do--as a slender,
breathless, and far too frantic interlude. The first quarter-century of
your life was doubtless lived under the cloud of being too young for
things, while the last quarter-century would normally be shadowed by the
still darker cloud of being too old for them; and between those two
clouds, what small and narrow sunlight illumines a human lifetime! But
you, it may be, are destined to be more fortunate, since by the
standards of Shangri-La your sunlit years have scarcely yet begun. It
will happen, perhaps, that decades hence you will feel no older than you
are to-day--you may preserve, as Henschell did, a long and wondrous
youth. But that, believe me, is only an early and superficial phase.
There will come a time when you will age like others, though far more
slowly, and into a condition infinitely nobler; at eighty you may still
climb to the pass with a young man's gait, but at twice that age you
must not expect the whole marvel to have persisted. We are not workers
of miracles; we have made no conquest of death, or even of decay. All we
have done and can sometimes do is to slacken the _tempo_ of this brief
interval that is called life. We do this by methods which are as simple
here as they are impossible elsewhere; but make no mistake; the end
awaits us all.

"Yet it is, nevertheless, a prospect of much charm that I unfold for
you--long tranquillities during which you will observe a sunset as men
in the outer world hear the striking of a clock, and with far less care.
The years will come and go, and you will pass from fleshly enjoyments
into austerer but no less satisfying realms; you may lose the keenness
of muscle and appetite, but there will be gain to match your loss; you
will achieve calmness and profundity, ripeness and wisdom and the clear
enchantment of memory. And, most precious of all, you will have
Time--that rare and lovely gift that your Western countries have lost
the more they have pursued it. Think for a moment. You will have time to
read--never again will you skim pages to save minutes, or avoid some
study lest it prove too engrossing. You have also a taste for
music--here, then, are your scores and instruments, with Time, unruffled
and unmeasured, to give you their richest savour. And you are also, we
will say, a man of good fellowship--does it not charm you to think of
wise and serene friendships, a long and kindly traffic of the mind from
which death may not call you away with his customary hurry? Or, if it is
solitude that you prefer, could you not employ our pavilions to enrich
the gentleness of lonely thoughts?"

The voice made a pause which Conway did not seek to fill.

"You make no comment, my dear Conway. Forgive my eloquence--I belong to
an age and a nation that never considered it bad form to be
articulate.... But perhaps you are thinking of wife, parents,
children, left behind in the world? Or maybe ambitions to do this or
that? Believe me, though the pang may be keen at first, in a decade from
now even its ghost will not haunt you. Though in point of fact, if I
read your mind correctly, you have no such griefs."

Conway was startled by the accuracy of the judgement. "That's so," he
replied. "I'm unmarried; I have few close friends, and no ambitions."

"No ambitions? And how have you contrived to escape those widespread
maladies?"

For the first time Conway felt that he was actually taking part in a
conversation. He said: "It always seemed to me in my profession that a
good deal of what passed for success would be rather disagreeable, apart
from needing more effort than I felt called upon to make. I was in the
Consular Service--quite a subordinate post, but it suited me well
enough."

"Yet your soul was not in it?"

"Neither my soul nor my heart nor more than half my energies. I'm
naturally rather lazy."

The wrinkles deepened and twisted till Conway realised that the High
Lama was very probably smiling. "Laziness in doing certain things can be
a great virtue," resumed the whisper. "In any case, you will scarcely
find us exacting in such a matter. Chang, I believe, explained to you
our principle of moderation, and one of the things in which we are
always moderate is activity. I myself, for instance, have been able to
learn ten languages; the ten might have been twenty had I worked
immoderately. But I did not. And it is the same in other directions; you
will find us neither profligate nor ascetic. Until we reach an age when
care is advisable, we gladly accept the pleasures of the table,
while--for the benefit of our younger colleagues--the women of the
valley have happily applied the principle of moderation to their own
chastity. All things considered, I feel sure you will get used to our
ways without much effort. Chang, indeed, was very optimistic--and so,
after this meeting, am I. But there is, I admit, an odd quality in you
that I have never met in any of our visitors hitherto. It is not quite
cynicism, still less bitterness; perhaps it is partly disillusionment,
but it is also a clarity of mind that I should not have expected in
anyone younger than--say, a century or so. It is, if I had to put a
single word to it, passionlessness."

Conway answered: "As good a word as most, no doubt. I don't know whether
you classify the people who come here, but if so, you can label me
'1914-1918.' That makes me, I should think, a unique specimen in your
museum of antiquities--the other three who arrived along with me don't
enter the category. I used up most of my passions and energies during
the years I've mentioned, and though I don't talk much about it, the
chief thing I've asked from the world since then is to leave me alone. I
find in this place a certain charm and quietness that appeals to me, and
no doubt, as you remark, I shall get used to things."

"Is that all, my son?"

"I hope I am keeping well to your own rule of moderation."

"You are clever--as Chang told me, you are very clever. But is there
nothing in the prospect I have outlined that tempts you to any stronger
feeling?"

Conway was silent for an interval and then replied: "I was deeply
impressed by your story of the past, but to be candid, your sketch of
the future interests me only in an abstract sense. I can't look so far
ahead. I should certainly be sorry if I had to leave Shangri-La
to-morrow, or next week, or perhaps even next year; but how I shall feel
about it if I live to be a hundred isn't a matter to prophesy. I can
face it, like any other future, but in order to make me keen it must
have a point. I've sometimes doubted whether life itself has any; and if
not, long life must be even more pointless."

"My friend, the traditions of this building, both Buddhist and
Christian, are very reassuring."

"Maybe. But I'm afraid I still hanker after some more definite reason
for envying the centenarian."

"There _is_ a reason, and a very definite one indeed. It is the whole
reason for this colony of chance-sought strangers living beyond their
years. We do not follow an idle experiment, a mere whimsy. We have a
dream and a vision. It is a vision that first appeared to old Perrault
when he lay dying in this room in the year 1789. He looked back then on
his long life, as I have already told you, and it seemed to him that all
the loveliest things were transient and perishable, and that war, lust,
and brutality might some day crush them until there were no more left in
the world. He remembered sights he had seen with his own eyes, and with
his mind he pictured others; he saw the nations strengthening, not in
wisdom, but in vulgar passions and the will to destroy; he saw their
machine power multiplying until a single weaponed man might have matched
a whole army of the Grand Monarque. And he perceived that when they had
filled the land and sea with ruin, they would take to the air.... Can
you say that his vision was untrue?"

"True indeed."

"But that was not all. He foresaw a time when men, exultant in the
technique of homicide, would rage so hotly over the world that every
precious thing would be in danger, every book and picture and harmony,
every treasure garnered through two millenniums, the small, the
delicate, the defenceless--all would be lost like the lost books of
Livy, or wrecked as the English wrecked the Summer Palace in Pekin."

"I share your opinion of that."

"Of course. But what are the opinions of reasonable men against iron and
steel? Believe me, that vision of old Perrault will come true. And that,
my son, is why _I_ am here, and why _you_ are here, and why we may pray
to outlive the doom that gathers around on every side."

"To outlive it?"

"There is a chance. It will all come to pass before you are as old as I
am."

"And you think that Shangri-La will escape?"

"Perhaps. We may expect no mercy, but we may faintly hope for neglect.
Here we shall stay with our books and our music and our meditations,
conserving the frail elegancies of a dying age, and seeking such wisdom
as men will need when their passions are all spent. We have a heritage
to cherish and bequeath. Let us take what pleasure we may until that
time comes."

"And then?"

"Then, my son, when the strong have devoured each other, the Christian
ethic may at last be fulfilled, and the meek shall inherit the earth."

A shadow of emphasis had touched the whisper, and Conway surrendered to
the beauty of it; again he felt the surge of darkness around, but now
symbolically, as if the world outside were already brewing for the
storm. And then he saw that the High Lama of Shangri-La was actually
astir, rising from his chair, standing upright like the half-embodiment
of a ghost. In mere politeness Conway made to assist; but suddenly a
deeper impulse seized him, and he did what he had never done to any man
before; he knelt, and hardly knew why he did.

"I understand you, Father," he said.

He was not perfectly aware of how at last he took his leave; he was in a
dream from which he did not emerge till long afterwards. He remembered
the night air icy after the heat of those upper rooms, and Chang's
presence, a silent serenity, as they crossed the starlit courtyards
together. Never had Shangri-La offered more concentrated loveliness to
his eyes; the valley lay imagined over the edge of the cliff, and the
image was of a deep unrippled pool that matched the peace of his own
thoughts. For Conway had passed beyond astonishments. The long talk,
with its varying phases, had left him empty of all save a satisfaction
that was as much of the mind as of the emotions, and as much of the
spirit as of either; even his doubts were now no longer harassing, but
part of a subtle harmony. Chang did not speak, and neither did he. It
was very late, and he was glad that all the others had gone to bed.




CHAPTER IX


In the morning he wondered if all that he could call to mind were part
of a waking or a sleeping vision.

He was soon reminded. A chorus of questions greeted him when he appeared
at breakfast. "You certainly had a long talk with the boss last night,"
began the American. "We meant to wait up for you, but we got tired. What
sort of guy is he?"

"Did he say anything about the porters?" asked Mallinson eagerly.

"I hope you mentioned to him about having a missionary stationed here,"
said Miss Brinklow.

The bombardment served to raise in Conway his usual defensive armament.
"I'm afraid I'm probably going to disappoint you all," he replied,
slipping easily into the mood. "I didn't discuss with him the question
of missions; he didn't mention the porters to me at all; and as for his
appearance, I can only say that he's a very old man who speaks excellent
English and is quite intelligent."

Mallinson cut in with irritation: "The main thing to us is whether he's
to be trusted or not. Do you think he means to let us down?"

"He didn't strike me as a dishonourable person."

"Why on earth didn't you worry him about the porters?"

"It didn't occur to me."

Mallinson stared at him incredulously. "I can't understand you, Conway.
You were so damned good in that Baskul affair that I can hardly believe
you're the same man. You seem to have gone all to pieces."

"I'm sorry."

"No good being sorry. You ought to buck up and look as if you cared what
happens."

"You misunderstand me. I meant that I was sorry to have disappointed
you."

Conway's voice was curt, an intended mask to his feelings, which were,
indeed, so mixed that they could hardly have been guessed by others. He
had slightly surprised himself by the ease with which he had
prevaricated; it was clear that he intended to observe the High Lama's
suggestion and keep the secret. He was also puzzled by the naturalness
with which he was accepting a position which his companions would
certainly and with some justification think traitorous; as Mallinson had
said, it was hardly the sort of thing to be expected of a hero. Conway
felt a sudden half-pitying fondness for the youth; then he steeled
himself by reflecting that people who hero-worship must be prepared for
disillusionments. Mallinson at Baskul had been far too much the new boy
adoring the handsome games-captain, and now the games-captain was
tottering if not already fallen from the pedestal. There was always
something a little pathetic in the smashing of an ideal, however false;
and Mallinson's admiration might have been at least a partial solace for
the strain of pretending to be what he was not. But pretence was
impossible anyway. There was a quality in the air of Shangri-La--perhaps
due to its altitude--that forbade one the effort of counterfeit emotion.

He said: "Look here, Mallinson, it's no use harping continually on
Baskul. Of course I was different then--it was a completely different
situation."

"And a much healthier one, in my opinion. At least we knew what we were
up against."

"Murder and rape--to be precise. You can call that healthier if you
like."

The youth's voice rose in pitch as he retorted: "Well, I _do_ call it
healthier--in one sense. It's something I'd rather face than all this
mystery business." Suddenly he added: "That Chinese girl, for
instance--how did _she_ get here? Did the fellow tell you?"

"No. Why should he?"

"Well, why shouldn't he? And why shouldn't you ask, if you had any
interest in the matter at all? Is it usual to find a young girl living
with a lot of monks?"

That way of looking at it was one that had scarcely occurred to Conway
before. "This isn't an ordinary monastery," was the best reply he could
give, after some thought.

"My God, it isn't!"

There was a silence, for the argument had evidently reached a dead-end.
To Conway the history of Lo-Tsen seemed rather far from the point; the
little Manchu lay so quietly in his mind that he hardly knew she was
there. But at the mere mention of her Miss Brinklow had looked up
suddenly from the Tibetan grammar which she was studying even over the
breakfast-table (just as if, thought Conway, with secret meaning, she
hadn't all her life for it). Chatter of girls and monks reminded her of
those stories of Indian temples that men missionaries told their wives,
and that the wives passed on to their unmarried female colleagues. "Of
course," she said between tightened lips, "the morals of this place are
quite hideous--we might have expected that." She turned to Barnard as if
inviting support, but the American only grinned. "I don't reckon you
folks'd value my opinion on a matter of morals," he remarked dryly. "But
I should say myself that quarrels are just as bad. Since we've gotter be
here for some time yet, let's keep our tempers and make ourselves
comfortable."

Conway thought this good advice, but Mallinson was still unplacated. "I
can quite believe you find it more comfortable than Dartmoor," he said
meaningly.

"Dartmoor? Oh, that's your big penitentiary?--I get you. Well, yes, I
certainly never did envy the folks in them places. And there's another
thing, too--it don't hurt when you chip me about it. Thick-skinned and
tender-hearted, that's my mixture."

Conway glanced at him in appreciation, and at Mallinson with some hint
of reproof; but then abruptly he had the feeling that they were all
acting on a vast stage, of whose background only he himself was
conscious; and such knowledge, so incommunicable, made him suddenly want
to be alone. He nodded to them and went out into the courtyard. In sight
of Karakal misgivings faded, and qualms about his three companions were
lost in an uncanny acceptance of the new world that lay so far beyond
their guesses. There came a time, he realised, when the strangeness of
everything made it increasingly difficult to realise the strangeness of
anything; when one took things for granted merely because astonishment
would have been as tedious for oneself as for others. Thus far had he
progressed at Shangri-La, and he remembered that he had attained a
similar though far less pleasant equanimity during his years at the War.

He needed equanimity, if only to accommodate himself to the double life
he was compelled to lead. Thenceforward, with his fellow-exiles, he
lived in a world conditioned by the arrival of porters and a return to
India; at all other times the horizon lifted like a curtain; time
expanded and space contracted, and the name Blue Moon took on a symbolic
meaning, as if the future, so delicately plausible, were of a kind that
might happen once in a blue moon only. Sometimes he wondered which of
his two lives were the more real, but the problem was not pressing; and
again he was reminded of the War, for during heavy bombardments he had
had the same comforting sensation that he had many lives, only one of
which could be claimed by death.

Chang, of course, now talked to him completely without reserve, and they
had many conversations about the rule and routine of the lamasery.
Conway learned that during his first five years he would live a normal
life, without any special regimen; this was always done, as Chang said,
"to enable the body to accustom itself to the altitude, and also to give
time for the dispersal of mental and emotional regrets."

Conway remarked with a smile: "I suppose you're certain, then, that no
human affection can outlast a five-year absence?"

"It can, undoubtedly," replied the Chinese, "but only as a fragrance
whose melancholy we may enjoy."

After the probationary five years, Chang went on to explain, the process
of retarding age would begin, and if successful, might give Conway half
a century or so at the apparent age of forty--which was not a bad time
of life at which to remain stationary.

"What about yourself?" Conway asked. "How did it work out in your case?"

"Ah, my dear sir, I was lucky enough to arrive when I was quite
young--only twenty-two. I was a soldier, though you might not have
thought it; I had command of troops operating against brigand tribes in
the year 1855. I was making what I should have called a reconnaissance
if I had ever returned to my superior officers to tell the tale, but in
plain truth I had lost my way in the mountains, and of my men only seven
out of over a hundred survived the rigours of the climate. When at last
I was rescued and brought to Shangri-La I was so ill that only extreme
youth and virility saved me."

"Twenty-two," echoed Conway, performing the calculation. "So you're now
ninety-seven?"

"Yes. Very soon, if the lamas give their consent, I shall receive full
initiation."

"I see. You have to wait for the round figure?"

"No, we are not restricted by any definite age limit, but a century is
generally considered to be an age beyond which the passions and moods of
ordinary life are likely to have disappeared."

"I should certainly think so. And what happens afterwards? How long do
you expect to carry on?"

"There is reason to hope that I shall enter lamahood with such prospects
as Shangri-La has made possible. In years, perhaps another century or
more."

Conway nodded. "I don't know whether I ought to congratulate you--you
seem to have been granted the best of both worlds, a long and pleasant
youth behind you, and an equally long and pleasant old age ahead. When
did you begin to grow old in appearance?"

"When I was over seventy. That is often the case, though I think I may
still claim to look younger than my years."

"Decidedly. And suppose you were to leave the valley now, what would
happen?"

"Death, if I remained away for more than a very few days."

"The atmosphere, then, is essential?"

"There is only one valley of Blue Moon, and those who expect to find
another are asking too much of Nature."

"Well, what would have happened if you had left the valley, say, thirty
years ago, during your prolonged youth?"

Chang answered: "Probably I should have died even then. In any case, I
should have acquired very quickly the full appearance of my actual age.
We had a curious example of that some years ago, though there had been
several others before. One of our number had left the valley to look out
for a party of travellers who we had heard might be approaching. This
man, a Russian, had arrived here originally in the prime of life, and
had taken to our ways so well that at nearly eighty he did not look more
than half as old. He should have been absent no longer than a week
(which would not have mattered), but unfortunately he was taken prisoner
by nomad tribes and carried away some distance. We suspected an accident
and gave him up for lost. Three months later, however, he returned to
us, having made his escape. But he was a very different man. Every year
of his age was in his face and behaviour, and he died shortly
afterwards, as an old man dies."

Conway made no remark for some time. They were talking in the library,
and during most of the narrative he had been gazing through a window
towards the pass that led to the outer world; a little wisp of cloud had
drifted across the ridge. "A rather grim story, Chang," he commented at
length. "It gives one the feeling that Time is like some baulked
monster, waiting outside the valley to pounce on the slackers who have
managed to evade him longer than they should."

"_Slackers?_" queried Chang. His knowledge of English was extremely
good, but sometimes a colloquialism proved unfamiliar.

"'Slacker,'" explained Conway, "is a slang word meaning a lazy fellow, a
good-for-nothing. I wasn't, of course, using it seriously."

Chang bowed his thanks for the information. He took a keen interest in
languages, and liked to weigh a new word philosophically. "It is
significant," he said after a pause, "that the English regard slackness
as a vice. We, on the other hand, should vastly prefer it to tension. Is
there not too much tension in the world at present, and might it not be
better if more people were slackers?"

"I'm inclined to agree with you," Conway answered with solemn amusement.

****

During the course of a week or so after the interview with the High
Lama, Conway met several others of his future colleagues. Chang was
neither eager nor reluctant to make the introductions, and Conway sensed
a new and to him rather attractive atmosphere in which urgency did not
clamour nor postponement disappoint. "Indeed," as Chang explained, "some
of the lamas may not meet you for a considerable time--perhaps
years--but you must not be surprised at that. They are prepared to make
your acquaintance when it may so happen, and their avoidance of hurry
does not imply any degree of unwillingness." Conway, who had often had
similar feelings when calling on new arrivals at foreign consulates,
thought it a very intelligible attitude.

The meetings he did have, however, were quite successful, and
conversation with men thrice his age held none of the social
embarrassments that might have obtruded in London or Delhi. His first
encounter was with a genial German named Meister, who had entered the
lamasery during the 'eighties, as the survivor of an exploring party. He
spoke English well, though with an accent. A day or two later a second
introduction took place, and Conway enjoyed his first talk with the man
whom the High Lama had particularly mentioned--Alphonse Briac, a wiry,
small-statured Frenchman who did not look especially old, though he
announced himself as a pupil of Chopin. Conway thought that both he and
the German would prove agreeable company. Already he was subconsciously
analysing, and after a few further meetings he reached one or two
general conclusions; he perceived that though the lamas he met had
individual differences, they all possessed that quality for which
agelessness was not an outstandingly good name, but the only one he
could think of. Moreover, they were all endowed with a calm intelligence
which pleasantly overflowed into measured and well-balanced opinions.
Conway could give an exact response to that kind of approach, and he was
aware that they realised it, and were gratified. He found them quite as
easy to get on with as any other group of cultured people he might have
met, though there was often a sense of oddity in hearing reminiscences
so distant and apparently so casual. One white-haired and
benevolent-looking person, for instance, asked Conway, after a little
conversation, if he were interested in the Bronts. Conway said he was,
to some extent, and the other replied: "You see, when I was a curate in
the West Riding during the 'forties, I once visited Haworth and stayed
at the Parsonage. Since coming here I've made a study of the whole
Bront problem--indeed, I'm writing a book on the subject. Perhaps you
might care to go over it with me some time?"

Conway responded cordially, and afterwards, when he and Chang were left
together, commented on the vividness with which the lamas appeared to
recollect their pre-Tibetan lives. Chang answered that it was all part
of the training. "You see, my dear sir, one of the first steps towards
the clarifying of the mind is to obtain a panorama of one's own past,
and that, like any other view, is more accurate in perspective. When you
have been among us long enough you will find your old life slipping
gradually into focus as through a telescope when the lens is adjusted.
Everything will stand out still and clear, duly proportioned and with
its correct significance. Your new acquaintance, for instance, discerns
that the really big moment of his entire life occurred when he was a
young man visiting a house in which there lived an old parson and his
three daughters."

"So I suppose I shall have to set to work to remember my own big
moments?"

"It will not be an effort. They will come to you."

"I don't know that I shall give them much of a welcome," answered Conway
moodily.

****

But whatever the past might yield, he was discovering happiness in the
present. When he sat reading in the library, or playing Mozart in the
music-room, he often felt the invasion of a deep spiritual emotion, as
if Shangri-La were indeed a living essence, distilled from the magic of
the ages and miraculously preserved against time and death. His talk
with the High Lama recurred memorably at such moments; he sensed a calm
intelligence brooding gently over every diversion, giving a thousand
whispered reassurances to ear and eye. Thus he would listen while
Lo-Tsen marshalled some intricate fugue rhythm, and wonder what lay
behind the faint impersonal smile that stirred her lips into the
likeness of an opening flower. She talked very little, even though she
now knew that Conway could speak her language; to Mallinson, who liked
to visit the music-room sometimes, she was almost dumb. But Conway
discerned a charm that was perfectly expressed by her silences.

Once he asked Chang her history, and learned that she came of royal
Manchu stock. "She was betrothed to a prince of Turkestan, and was
travelling to Kashgar to meet him when her carriers lost their way in
the mountains. The whole party would doubtless have perished but for the
customary meeting with our emissaries."

"When did this happen?"

"In 1884. She was eighteen."

"Eighteen _then_?"

Chang bowed. "Yes, we are succeeding very well with her, as you may
judge for yourself. Her progress has been consistently excellent."

"How did she take things when she first came?"

"She was, perhaps, a little more than averagely reluctant to accept the
situation--she made no protest, but we were aware that she was troubled
for a time. It was, of course, an unusual occurrence--to intercept a
young girl on the way to her wedding.... We were all particularly
anxious that she should be happy here." Chang smiled blandly. "I am
afraid the excitement of love does not make for an easy surrender,
though the first five years proved ample for their purpose."

"She was deeply attached, I suppose, to the man she was to have
married?"

"Hardly that, my dear sir, since she had never seen him. It was the old
custom, you know. The excitement of her affections was entirely
impersonal."

Conway nodded, and thought a little tenderly of Lo-Tsen. He pictured her
as she might have been half a century before, statuesque in her
decorated chair as the carriers toiled over the plateau, her eyes
searching the wind-swept horizons that must have seemed so harsh after
the gardens and lotus-pools of the east. "Poor child!" he said, thinking
of such elegance held captive over the years. Knowledge of her past
increased rather than lessened his content with her stillness and
silence; she was like a lovely cold vase, unadorned save by an escaping
ray.

He was also content, though less ecstatically, when Briac talked to him
of Chopin, and played the familiar melodies with much brilliance. It
appeared that the Frenchman knew several Chopin compositions that had
never been published, and as he had written them down, Conway devoted
pleasant hours to memorising them himself. He found a certain piquancy
in the reflection that neither Cortot nor Pachmann had been so
fortunate. Nor were Briac's recollections at an end; his memory
continually refreshed him with some little scrap of tune that the
composer had thrown off or improvised on some occasion; he took them all
down on paper as they came into his head, and some were very delightful
fragments. "Briac," Chang explained, "has not long been initiated, so
you must make allowances if he talks a great deal about Chopin. The
younger lamas are naturally preoccupied with the past; it is a necessary
step to envisaging the future."

"Which is, I take it, the job of the older ones?"

"Yes. The High Lama, for instance, spends almost his entire life in
clairvoyant meditation."

Conway pondered a moment and then said: "By the way, when do you suppose
I shall see him again?"

"Doubtless at the end of the first five years, my dear sir."

But in that confident prophecy Chang was wrong, for less than a month
after his arrival at Shangri-La Conway received a second summons to that
torrid upper room. Chang had told him that the High Lama never left his
apartments, and that their heated atmosphere was necessary for his
bodily existence; and Conway, being thus prepared, found the change less
disconcerting than before. Indeed, he breathed easily as soon as he had
made his bow and been granted the faintest answering liveliness of the
sunken eyes. He felt kinship with the mind beyond them, and though he
knew that this second interview following so soon upon the first was an
unprecedented honour, he was not in the least nervous or weighed down
with solemnity. Age was to him no more an obsessing factor than rank or
colour; he had never felt debarred from liking people because they were
too young or too old. He held the High Lama in most cordial respect, but
he did not see why their social relations should be anything less than
urbane.

They exchanged the usual courtesies, and Conway answered many polite
questions. He said he was finding the life very agreeable and had
already made friendships.

"And you have kept our secrets from your three companions?"

"Yes, up to now. It has proved awkward for me at times, but probably
less so than if I had told them."

"Just as I surmised; you have acted as you thought best. And the
awkwardness, after all, is only temporary. Chang tells me he thinks that
two of them will give little trouble."

"I dare say that is so."

"And the third?"

Conway replied: "Mallinson is an excitable youth--he's pretty keen to
get back."

"You like him?"

"Yes, I like him very much."

At this point the tea-bowls were brought in, and talk became less
serious between sips of the scented liquid. It was an apt convention,
enabling the verbal flow to acquire a touch of that almost frivolous
fragrance, and Conway was responsive. When the High Lama asked him
whether Shangri-La was not unique in his experience, and if the Western
world could offer anything in the least like it, he answered with a
smile: "Well, yes. To be quite frank, it reminds me very slightly of
Oxford, where I used to lecture. The scenery there is not so good, but
the subjects of study are often just as impractical, and though even the
oldest of the dons is not quite so old, they appear to age in a somewhat
similar way."

"You have a sense of humour, my dear Conway," replied the High Lama,
"for which we shall all be grateful during the years to come."




CHAPTER X


"Extraordinary," Chang said, when he heard that Conway had seen the High
Lama again. And from one so reluctant to employ superlatives the word
was significant. It had never happened before, he emphasised, since the
routine of the lamasery became established; never had the High Lama
desired a second meeting until the five years' probation had effected a
purge of all the exile's likely emotions. "Because, you see, it is a
great strain on him to talk to the average new-comer. The mere presence
of human passions is an unwelcome and, at his age, an almost unendurable
unpleasantness. Not that I doubt his entire wisdom in the matter. It
teaches us, I believe, a lesson of great value--that even the fixed
rules of our community are only moderately fixed. But it is
extraordinary, all the same."

To Conway, of course, it was no more extraordinary than anything else,
and after he had visited the High Lama on a third and fourth occasion,
he began to feel that it was not very extraordinary at all. There
seemed, indeed, something almost preordained in the ease with which
their two minds approached each other; it was as if in Conway all secret
tensions were relaxed, giving him, when he came away, a sumptuous
tranquillity. At times he had the sensation of being completely
bewitched by the mastery of that central intelligence, and then, over
the little pale-blue tea-bowls, the cerebration would contract into a
liveliness so gentle and miniature that he had an impression of a
theorem dissolving limpidly into a sonnet.

Their talks ranged far and fearlessly; entire philosophies were
unfolded; the long avenues of history surrendered themselves for
inspection and were given new plausibility. To Conway it was an
entrancing experience, but he did not suspend the critical attitude, and
once, when he had argued a point, the High Lama replied: "My son, you
are young in years, but I perceive that your wisdom has the ripeness of
age. Surely some unusual thing has happened to you?"

Conway smiled. "No more unusual than has happened to many others of my
generation."

"I have never met your like before."

Conway answered after an interval: "There's not a great deal of mystery
about it. That part of me which seems old to you was worn out by intense
and premature experience. My years from nineteen to twenty-two were a
supreme education, no doubt, but rather exhausting."

"You were very unhappy at the War?"

"Not particularly so. I was excited and suicidal and scared and reckless
and sometimes in a tearing rage. Like a few million others, in fact. I
got mad-drunk and killed and lechered in great style. It was the
self-abuse of all one's emotions, and one came through it, if one did at
all, with a sense of almighty boredom and fretfulness. That's what made
the years afterwards so difficult. Don't think I'm posing myself too
tragically--I've had pretty fair luck since, on the whole. But it's been
rather like being in a school where there's a bad headmaster--plenty of
fun to be got if you feel like it, but nerve-racking off and on, and not
really very satisfactory. I think I found that out rather more than most
people."

"And your education thus continued?"

Conway gave a shrug. "Perhaps the exhaustion of the passions is the
beginning of wisdom, if you care to alter the proverb."

"That also, my son, is the doctrine of Shangri-La."

"I know. It makes me feel quite at home."

****

He had spoken no less than the truth. As the days and weeks passed he
began to feel an ache of contentment uniting mind and body; like
Perrault and Henschell and the others, he was falling under the spell.
Blue Moon had taken him, and there was no escape. The mountains gleamed
around in a hedge of inaccessible purity, from which his eyes fell
dazzled to the green depths of the valley; the whole picture was
incomparable, and when he heard the harpsichord's silver monotony across
the lotus-pool, he felt that it threaded the perfect pattern of sight
and sound.

He was, and he knew it, very quietly in love with the little Manchu. His
love demanded nothing, not even reply; it was a tribute of the mind, to
which his senses added only a flavour. She stood for him as a symbol of
all that was delicate and fragile; her stylised courtesies and the touch
of her fingers on the keyboard yielded a completely satisfying intimacy.
Sometimes he would address her in a way that might, if she had cared,
have led to less formal conversation; but her replies never broke
through the exquisite privacy of her thoughts, and in a sense he did not
wish them to. He had suddenly come to realise a single facet of the
promised jewel; he had Time, Time for everything that he wished to
happen, such time that desire itself was quenched in the certainty of
fulfilment. A year, a decade hence, there would still be Time. The
vision grew on him, and he was happy with it.

Then, at intervals, he stepped into the other life to encounter
Mallinson's impatience, Barnard's heartiness, and Miss Brinklow's robust
intention. He felt he would be glad when they all knew as much as he;
and, like Chang, he could imagine that neither the American nor the
missionary would prove difficult cases. He was even amused when Barnard
once said: "You know, Conway, I'm not sure that this wouldn't be a nice
little place to settle down in. I thought at first I'd miss the
newspapers and the movies, but I guess one can get used to anything."

"I guess one can," agreed Conway.

He learned afterwards that Chang had taken Barnard down to the valley,
at his own request, to enjoy everything in the way of a 'night out' that
the resources of the locality could provide. Mallinson, when he heard of
this, was rather scornful. "Getting tight, I suppose," he remarked to
Conway, and to Barnard himself he commented: "Of course it's none of my
business, but you'll want to keep yourself pretty fit for the journey,
you know. The porters are due in a fortnight's time, and from what I
gather, the return trip won't be exactly a joy ride."

Barnard nodded equably. "I never figgered it would," he answered. "And
as for keeping fit, I reckon I'm fitter than I've been for years. I get
my daily exercise, I don't have any worries, and the speakeasies down in
the valley don't let a feller go too far. Moderation, y'know--the motto
of the firm."

"Yes, I've no doubt you've been managing to have a moderately good
time," said Mallinson acidly.

"Certainly I have. This establishment caters for all tastes--some people
like little Chink gels who play the pi-anno, isn't that so? You can't
blame anybody for what they fancy."

Conway was not at all put out, but Mallinson flushed like a schoolboy.
"You can send them to jail, though, when they fancy other people's
property," he snapped, stung to fury that set a raw edge to his wits.

"Sure, if you can catch 'em." The American grinned affably. "And that
leads me to something I may as well tell you folks right away, now we're
on the subject. I've decided to give those porters a miss. I guess they
come here pretty regular, and I'll wait for the next trip, or maybe the
next but one. That is, if the monks'll take my word that I'm still good
for my hotel expenses."

"You mean you're not coming with us?"

"That's it. I've decided to stop over for a while. It's all very fine
for you--you'll have the band playing when _you_ get home, but all the
welcome I'll get is from a row of cops. And the more I think about it,
the more it don't seem good enough."

"In other words, you're just afraid to face the music?"

"Well, I never did like music, anyhow."

Mallinson said with cold scorn: "I suppose it's your own affair. Nobody
can prevent you from stopping here all your life if you feel inclined."
Nevertheless he looked round with a flash of appeal. "It's not what
everybody would choose to do, but ideas differ. What do you say,
Conway?"

"I agree. Ideas _do_ differ."

Mallinson turned to Miss Brinklow, who suddenly put down her book and
remarked: "As a matter of fact, I think I shall stay too."

"_What?_" they all cried together.

She continued, with a bright smile that seemed more an attachment to her
face than an illumination of it: "You see, I've been thinking over the
way things happened to bring us all here, and there's only one
conclusion I can come to. There's a mysterious power working behind the
scenes. Don't you think so, Mr. Conway?"

Conway might have found it hard to reply, but Miss Brinklow went on in a
gathering hurry: "Who am I to question the dictates of Providence? I was
sent here for a purpose, and I shall stay."

"Do you mean you're hoping to start a mission here?" Mallinson asked.

"Not only hoping, but fully intending. I know just how to deal with
these people--I shall get my own way, never fear. There's no real grit
in any of them."

"And you intend to introduce some?"

"Yes, I do, Mr. Mallinson. I'm strongly opposed to that idea of
moderation that we hear so much about. You can call it broadmindedness
if you like, but in my opinion it leads to the worst kinds of laxity.
The whole trouble with the people here is their so-called
broadmindedness, and I intend to fight it with all my powers."

"And they're so broadminded that they're going to let you?" said Conway,
smiling.

"Or else she's so strong-minded that they can't stop her," put in
Barnard. He added with a chuckle: "It's just what I said--this
establishment caters for all tastes."

"Possibly, if you happen to _like_ prison," Mallinson snapped.

"Well, there's two ways of looking even at that. My goodness, if you
think of all the folks in the world who'd give all they've got to be out
of the racket and in a place like this, only they can't _get_ out! Are
_we_ in the prison or are _they_?"

"A comforting speculation for a monkey in a cage," retorted Mallinson;
he was still furious.

****

Afterwards he spoke to Conway alone. "That man still gets on my nerves,"
he said, pacing the courtyard. "I'm not sorry we shan't have him with us
when we go back. You may think me touchy, but being chipped about that
Chinese girl didn't appeal to my sense of humour."

Conway took Mallinson's arm. It was becoming increasingly clear to him
that he was very fond of the youth, and that their recent weeks in
company had deepened the feeling, despite jarring moods. He answered: "I
rather took it that _I_ was being ragged about her, not you."

"No, I think he intended it for me. He knows I'm interested in her. I
am, Conway. I can't make out why she's here, and whether she really
likes being here. My God, if I spoke her language as you do, I'd soon
have it out with her."

"I wonder if you would. She doesn't say a great deal to anyone, you
know."

"It puzzles me that you don't badger her with all sorts of questions."

"I don't know that I care for badgering people."

He wished he could have said more, and then suddenly the sense of pity
and irony floated over him in a filmy haze; this youth, so eager and
ardent, would take things very hardly. "I shouldn't worry about Lo-Tsen
if I were you," he added. "She's happy enough."

****

The decision of Barnard and Miss Brinklow to remain behind seemed to
Conway all to the good, though it threw Mallinson and himself into an
apparently opposite camp for the time being. It was an extraordinary
situation, and he had no definite plans for tackling it.

Fortunately there was no apparent need to tackle it at all. Until the
two months were past, nothing much could happen; and afterwards there
would be a crisis no less acute for his having tried to prepare himself
for it. For this and other reasons he was disinclined to worry over the
inevitable, though he did once say: "You know, Chang, I'm bothered about
young Mallinson. I'm afraid he'll take things very badly when he finds
out."

Chang nodded with some sympathy. "Yes, it will not be easy to persuade
him of his good fortune. But the difficulty is, after all, only a
temporary one. In twenty years from now our friend will be quite
reconciled."

Conway felt that this was looking at the matter almost too
philosophically. "I'm wondering," he said, "just how the truth's going
to be broached to him. He's counting the days to the arrival of the
porters, and if they don't come----"

"But they _will_ come."

"Oh? I rather imagined that all your talk about them was just a pleasant
fable to let us down lightly."

"By no means. Although we have no bigotry on the point, it is our custom
at Shangri-La to be moderately truthful, and I can assure you that my
statements about the porters were almost correct. At any rate, we are
expecting the men at or about the time I said."

"Then you'll find it hard to stop Mallinson from joining them."

"But we should never attempt to do so. He will merely discover--no doubt
by personal experiment--that the porters are reluctantly unable to take
anyone back with them."

"I see. So that's the method? And what do you expect to happen
afterwards?"

"Then, my dear sir, after a period of disappointment, he will--since he
is young and optimistic--begin to hope that the next convoy of porters,
due in nine or ten months' time, will prove more amenable to his
suggestions. And this is a hope which, if we are wise, we shall not at
first discourage."

Conway said sharply: "I'm not so sure that he'll do that at all. I
should think he's far more likely to try an escape on his own."

"_Escape?_ Is that _really_ the word that should be used? After all, the
pass is open to anyone at any time. We have no jailers, save those that
Nature herself has provided."

Conway smiled. "Well, you must admit that she's done her job pretty
well. But I don't suppose you rely on her in every case, all the same.
What about the various exploring parties that have arrived here? Was the
pass always equally open to _them_ when they wanted to get away?"

It was Chang's turn now to smile. "Special circumstances, my dear sir,
have sometimes required special consideration."

"Excellent. So you only allow people the chance of escape when you know
they'd be fools to take it? Even so, I expect some of them do."

"Well, it has happened very occasionally, but as a rule the absentees
are glad to return after the experience of a single night on the
plateau."

"Without shelter and proper clothing? If so, I can quite understand that
your mild methods are as effective as are stern ones. But what about the
less usual cases that don't return?"

"You have yourself answered the question," replied Chang. "They do _not_
return." But he made haste to add: "I can assure you, however, that
there are few indeed who have been so unfortunate, and I trust your
friend will not be rash enough to increase the number."

Conway did not find these responses entirely reassuring, and Mallinson's
future remained a preoccupation. He wished it were possible for the
youth to return by consent, and this would not be unprecedented, for
there was the recent case of Talu, the airman. Chang admitted that the
authorities were fully empowered to do anything that they considered
wise. "But _should_ we be wise, my dear sir, in trusting ourselves and
our future entirely to your friend's feelings of gratitude?"

Conway felt that the question was pertinent, for Mallinson's attitude
left little doubt as to what he would do as soon as he reached India. It
was his favourite theme, and he had often enlarged upon it.

But all that, of course, was in the mundane world that was gradually
being pushed out of his mind by the rich, pervasive world of Shangri-La.
Except when he thought about Mallinson he was extraordinarily content;
the slowly revealed fabric of this new environment continued to astonish
him by its intricate suitability to his own needs and tastes.

Once he said to Chang: "By the way, how do you people here fit love into
your scheme of things? I suppose it does sometimes happen that those who
come here develop attachments?"

"Quite often," replied Chang with a broad smile. "The lamas, of course,
are immune, and so are most of us when we reach the riper years, but
until then we are as other men, except that I think we can claim to
behave more reasonably. And this gives me the opportunity, Mr. Conway,
of assuring you that the hospitality of Shangri-La is of a comprehensive
kind. Your friend Mr. Barnard has already availed himself of it."

Conway returned the smile. "Thanks," he answered dryly. "I've no doubt
he has, but my own inclinations are not--at the moment--so assertive. It
was the emotional more than the physical aspect that I was curious
about."

"You find it easy to separate the two? Is it possible that you are
falling in love with Lo-Tsen?"

Conway was somewhat taken aback, though he hoped he did not show it.
"What makes you ask that?"

"Because, my dear sir, it would be quite suitable if you were to do
so--always, of course, in moderation. Lo-Tsen would not respond with any
degree of passion--that is more than you could expect--but the
experience would be very delightful, I assure you. And I speak with some
authority, for I was in love with her myself when I was much younger."

"Were you indeed? And did she respond then?"

"Only by the most charming appreciation of the compliment I paid her,
and by a friendship which has grown more precious with the years."

"In other words, she didn't respond?"

"If you prefer it so." Chang added, a little sententiously: "It has
always been her way to spare her lovers the moment of satiety that goes
with all absolute attainment."

Conway laughed. "That's all very well in your case, and perhaps in mine
too, but what about the attitude of a hot-blooded young fellow like
Mallinson?"

"My dear sir, it would be the best possible thing that could happen! Not
for the first time, I assure you, would Lo-Tsen comfort the sorrowful
exile when he learns that there is to be no return."

"_Comfort?_"

"Yes, though you must not misunderstand my use of the term. Lo-Tsen
gives no caresses, except such as touch the stricken heart from her very
presence. What does your Shakespeare say of Cleopatra?--'She makes
hungry where she most satisfies.' A popular type, doubtless, among the
passion-driven races, but such a woman, I assure you, would be
altogether out of place at Shangri-La. Lo-Tsen, if I might emend the
quotation, _removes_ hunger where she _least_ satisfies. It is a more
delicate and lasting accomplishment."

"And one, I assume, which she has much skill in performing?"

"Oh, decidedly--we have had many examples of it. It is her way to calm
the throb of desire to a murmur that is no less pleasant when left
unanswered."

"In that sense, then, you could regard her as a part of the training
equipment of the establishment?"

"_You_ could regard her as that, if you wished," replied Chang with
deprecating blandness. "But it would be more graceful, and just as true,
to liken her to the rainbow reflected in a glass bowl, or to the
dewdrops on the blossom of the fruit tree."

"I entirely agree with you, Chang. That would be _much_ more graceful."
Conway enjoyed the measured yet agile repartees which his good-humoured
ragging of the Chinese very often elicited.

But the next time he was alone with the little Manchu he felt that
Chang's remarks had had a great deal of shrewdness in them. There was a
fragrance about her that communicated itself to his own emotions,
kindling the embers to a glow that did not burn, but merely warmed. And
suddenly then he realised that Shangri-La and Lo-Tsen were quite
perfect, and that he did not wish for more than to stir a faint and
eventual response in all that stillness. For years his passions had been
like a nerve that the world jarred on; now at last the aching was
soothed, and he could yield himself to love that was neither a torment
nor a bore. As he passed by the lotus-pool at night he sometimes
pictured her in his arms, but the sense of time washed over the vision,
calming him to an infinite and tender reluctance.

He did not think he had ever been so happy, even in the years of his
life before the great barrier of the War. He liked the serene world that
Shangri-La offered him, pacified rather than dominated by its single
tremendous idea. He liked the prevalent mood in which feelings were
sheathed in thoughts, and thoughts softened into felicity by their
transference into language. Conway, whom experience had taught that
rudeness is by no means a guarantee of good faith, was even less
inclined to regard a well-turned phrase as a proof of insincerity. He
liked the mannered, leisurely atmosphere in which talk was an
accomplishment, not a mere habit. And he liked to realise that the
idlest things could now be freed from the curse of time-wasting, and the
frailest dreams receive the welcome of the mind. Shangri-La was always
tranquil, yet always a hive of unpursuing occupations; the lamas lived
as if indeed they had time on their hands, but time that was scarcely a
feather-weight. Conway met no more of them, but he came gradually to
realise the extent and variety of their employments; besides their
knowledge of languages, some, it appeared, took to the full seas of
learning in a manner that would have yielded big surprises to the
Western world. Many were engaged in writing manuscript books of various
kinds; one (Chang said) had made valuable researches into pure
mathematics; another was co-ordinating Gibbon and Spengler into a vast
thesis on the history of European civilisation. But this kind of thing
was not for them all, nor for any of them always; there were many
tideless channels in which they dived in mere waywardness, retrieving,
like Briac, fragments of old tunes, or like the English ex-curate, a new
theory about _Wuthering Heights_. And there were even fainter
impracticalities than these. Once, when Conway made some remark in this
connection, the High Lama replied with a story of a Chinese artist in
the third century B.C. who, having spent many years in carving dragons,
birds, and horses upon a cherry-stone, offered his finished work to a
royal prince. The prince could see nothing in it at first except a mere
stone, but the artist bade him 'have a wall built, and make a window in
it, and observe the stone through the window in the glory of the dawn.'
The prince did so, and then perceived that the stone was indeed very
beautiful. "Is not that a charming story, my dear Conway, and do you not
think it teaches a very valuable lesson?"

Conway agreed; he found it pleasant to realise that the serene purpose
of Shangri-La could embrace an infinitude of odd and apparently trivial
employments, for he had always had a taste for such things himself. In
fact, when he regarded his past, he saw it strewn with images of tasks
too vagrant or too taxing ever to have been accomplished; but now they
were all possible, even in a mood of idleness. It was delightful to
contemplate, and he was not disposed to sneer when Barnard confided in
him that he, too, envisaged an interesting future at Shangri-La.

It seemed that Barnard's excursions to the valley, which had been
growing more frequent of late, were not entirely devoted to drink and
women. "You see, Conway, I'm telling you this because you're different
from Mallinson--he's got his knife into me, as probably you've gathered.
But I feel you'll be better at understanding the position. It's a funny
thing--you British officials are darned stiff and starchy at first, but
you're the sort a fellow can put his trust in, when all's said and
done."

"I wouldn't be too sure," replied Conway, smiling. "And anyhow,
Mallinson's just as much a British official as I am."

"Yes, but he's a mere boy. He don't look at things reasonably. You and
me are men of the world--we take things as we find them. This joint
here, for instance--we still can't understand all the ins and outs of
it, and why we've been landed here, but then, isn't that the usual way
of things? Do we know why we're in the world at all, for that matter?"

"Perhaps some of us don't, but what's all this leading up to?"

Barnard dropped his voice to a rather husky whisper. "Gold, my lad," he
answered with a certain ecstasy. "Just that, and nothing less. There's
tons of it--literally--in the valley. I was a mining engineer in my
young days and I haven't forgotten what a reef looks like. Believe me,
it's as rich as the Rand, and ten times easier to dig up. I guess you
thought I was on the loose whenever I went down there in my little
armchair. Not a bit of it. I knew what I was doing. I'd figgered it out
all along, you know, that these guys here couldn't get all their stuff
sent in from outside without paying mighty high for it, and what else
could they pay with except gold or silver or diamonds or something? Only
logic, after all. And when I began to scout round, it didn't take me
long to discover the whole bag of tricks."

"You found it out on your own?" asked Conway.

"Well, I won't say that, but I made my guess, and then I put the matter
to Chang--straight, mind you, as man to man. And believe me, Conway,
that Chink's not as bad a fellow as we might have thought."

"Personally, I never thought him a bad fellow at all."

"Of course, I know you always took to him, so you won't be surprised at
the way we got on together. We certainly did hit it off famously. He
showed me all over the workings, and it may interest you to know that
I've got the full permission of the authorities to prospect in the
valley as much as I like and make a comprehensive report. What d'you
think of that, my lad? They seemed quite glad to have the services of an
expert, especially when I said I could probably give 'em tips how to
increase output."

"I can see you're going to be altogether at home here," said Conway.

"Well, I must say I've found a job, and that's something. And you never
know how a thing'll turn out in the end. Maybe the folks at home won't
be so keen to jail me when they know I can show 'em the way to a new
goldfield. The only difficulty is--would they take my word about it?"

"They might. It's extraordinary what people _will_ believe."

Barnard nodded with enthusiasm. "Glad you get the point, Conway. And
that's where you and I can make a deal. We'll go fifty-fifty in
everything, of course. All you've gotter do is to put your name to my
report--British Consul, you know, and all that. It'll carry weight."

Conway laughed. "We'll have to see about it. Make your report first."

It amused him to contemplate a possibility so unlikely to happen, and at
the same time he was glad that Barnard had found something that yielded
such immediate comfort.

****

So also was the High Lama, whom Conway began to see more and more
frequently. He often visited him in the late evening and stayed for many
hours, long after the servants had taken away the last bowls of tea and
had been dismissed for the night. The High Lama never failed to ask him
about the progress and welfare of his three companions, and once he
enquired particularly as to the kind of careers that their arrival at
Shangri-La had so inevitably interrupted.

Conway answered reflectively: "Mallinson might have done quite well in
his own line--he's energetic and has ambitions. The two others--" He
shrugged his shoulders. "As a matter of fact, it happens to suit them
both to stay here--for a while, at any rate."

He noticed a flicker of light at the curtained window; there had been
mutterings of thunder as he crossed the courtyards on his way to the now
familiar room. No sound could be heard, and the heavy tapestries subdued
the lightning into mere sparks of pallor.

"Yes," came the reply, "we have done our best to make both of them feel
at home. Miss Brinklow wishes to convert us, and Mr. Barnard would also
like to convert us--into a limited liability company. Harmless
projects--they will pass the time quite pleasantly for them. But your
young friend, to whom neither gold nor religion can offer solace, how
about _him_!"

"Yes, he's going to be the problem."

"I am afraid he is going to be _your_ problem."

"Why mine?"

There was no immediate answer, for the tea-bowls were introduced at that
moment, and with their appearance the High Lama rallied a faint and
desiccated hospitality. "Karakal sends us storms at this time of the
year," he remarked, feathering the conversation according to ritual.
"The people of Blue Moon believe they are caused by demons raging in the
great space beyond the pass. The 'outside,' they call it--perhaps you
are aware that in their patois the word is used for the entire rest of
the world. Of course they know nothing of such countries as France or
England or even India--they imagine the dread altiplano stretching, as
it almost does, illimitably. To them, so snug at their warm and windless
levels, it appears unthinkable that anyone inside the valley should ever
wish to leave it; indeed, they picture all unfortunate 'outsiders' as
passionately desiring to enter. It is just a question of view-point, is
it not?"

Conway was reminded of Barnard's somewhat similar remarks, and quoted
them. "How very sensible!" was the High Lama's comment. "And he is our
first American, too--we are truly fortunate."

Conway found it piquant to reflect that the lamasery's fortune was to
have acquired a man for whom the police of a dozen countries were
actively searching; and he would have liked to share the piquancy but
for feeling that Barnard had better be left to tell his own story in due
course. He said: "Doubtless he's quite right, and there are many people
in the world nowadays who would be glad enough to be here."

"_Too_ many, my dear Conway. We are a single lifeboat riding the seas in
a gale; we can take a few chance survivors, but if all the shipwrecked
were to reach us and clamber aboard we should go down ourselves....
But let us not think of it just now. I hear that you have been
associating with our excellent Briac. A delightful fellow-countryman of
mine, though I do not share his opinion that Chopin is the greatest of
all composers. For myself, as you know, I prefer Mozart...."

Not till the tea-bowls were removed and the servant had been finally
dismissed, did Conway venture to recall the unanswered question. "We
were discussing Mallinson, and you said he was going to be _my_ problem.
Why mine, particularly?"

Then the High Lama replied very simply: "Because, my son, I am going to
die."

It seemed an extraordinary statement, and for a time Conway was
speechless after it. Eventually the High Lama continued: "You are
surprised? But surely, my friend, we are all mortal--even at Shangri-La.
And it is possible that I may still have a few moments left to me--or
even, for that matter, a few years. All I announce is the simple truth
that already I see the end. It is charming of you to appear so
concerned, and I will not pretend that there is not a touch of
wistfulness, even at my age, in contemplating death. Fortunately little
is left of me that can die physically, and as for the rest, all our
religions display a pleasant unanimity of optimism. I am quite content,
but I must accustom myself to a strange sensation during the hours that
remain--I must realise that I have time for only one thing more. Can you
imagine what that is?"

Conway was silent.

"It concerns you, my son."

"You do me a great honour."

"I have in mind to do much more than that."

Conway bowed slightly, but did not speak, and the High Lama, after
waiting awhile, resumed: "You know, perhaps, that the frequency of these
talks has been unusual here. But it is our tradition, if I may permit
myself the paradox, that we are never slaves to tradition. We have no
rigidities, no inexorable rules. We do as we think fit, guided a little
by the example of the past, but still more by our present wisdom, and by
our clairvoyance of the future. And thus it is that I am encouraged to
do this final thing."

Conway was still silent.

"I place in your hands, my son, the heritage and destiny of Shangri-La."

At last the tension broke, and Conway felt beyond it the power of a
bland and benign persuasion; the echoes swam into silence, till all that
was left was his own heartbeat, pounding like a gong. And then,
intercepting the rhythm, came the words:

"I have waited for you, my son, for quite a long time. I have sat in
this room and seen the faces of new-comers, I have looked into their
eyes and heard their voices, and always in hope that some day I might
find you. My colleagues have grown old and wise, but you who are still
young in years are as wise already. My friend, it is not an arduous task
that I bequeath, for our order knows only silken bonds. To be gentle and
patient, to care for the riches of the mind, to preside in wisdom and
secrecy while the storm rages without--it will all be very pleasantly
simple for you, and you will doubtless find great happiness."

Again Conway sought to reply, but could not, till at length a vivid
lightning-flash paled the shadows and stirred him to exclaim: "The
storm... this storm you talk of...."

"It will be such a one, my son, as the world has not seen before. There
will be no safety by arms, no help from authority, no answer in science.
It will rage till every flower of culture is trampled, and all human
things are levelled in a vast chaos. Such was my vision when Napoleon
was still a name unknown; and I see it now, more clearly with each hour.
Do you say I am mistaken?"

Conway answered: "No, I think you may be right. A similar crash came
once before, and then there were the Dark Ages lasting five hundred
years."

"The parallel is not quite exact. For those Dark Ages were not really so
very dark--they were full of flickering lanterns, and even if the light
had gone out of Europe altogether, there were other rays, literally from
China to Peru, at which it could have been rekindled. But the Dark Ages
that are to come will cover the whole world in a single pall; there will
be neither escape nor sanctuary, save such as are too secret to be found
or too humble to be noticed. And Shangri-La may hope to be both of
these. The airman bearing loads of death to the great cities will not
pass our way, and if by chance he should, he may not consider us worth a
bomb."

"And you think all this will come in my time?"

"I believe that you will live through the storm. And after, through the
long age of desolation, you may still live, growing older and wiser and
more patient. You will conserve the fragrance of our history and add to
it the touch of your own mind. You will welcome the stranger, and teach
him the rule of age and wisdom; and one of these strangers, it may be,
will succeed you when you are yourself very old. Beyond that, my vision
weakens, but I see, at a great distance, a new world stirring in the
ruins, stirring clumsily but in hopefulness, seeking its lost and
legendary treasures. And they will all be here, my son, hidden behind
the mountains in the valley of Blue Moon, preserved as by miracle for a
new Renaissance...."

The speaking finished, and Conway saw the face before him full of a
remote and drenching beauty; then the glow faded and there was nothing
left but a mask, dark-shadowed, and crumbling like old wood. It was
quite motionless, and the eyes were closed. He watched for a while, and
presently, as part of a dream, it came to him that the High Lama was
dead.

****

It seemed necessary to rivet the situation to some kind of actuality,
lest it become too strange to be believed in; and with instinctive
mechanism of hand and eye Conway glanced at his wristwatch. It was a
quarter past midnight. Suddenly, when he crossed the room to the door,
it occurred to him that he did not in the least know how or whence to
summon help. The Tibetans, he knew, had all been sent away for the
night, and he had no idea where to find Chang or anyone else. He stood
uncertainly on the threshold of the dark corridor; through a window he
could see that the sky was clear, though the mountains still blazed in
lightning like a silver fresco. And then, in the midst of the still
encompassing dream, he felt himself master of Shangri-La. These were his
beloved things, all around him, the things of that inner mind in which
he lived increasingly, away from the fret of the world. His eyes strayed
into the shadows and were caught by golden pinpoints sparkling in rich,
undulating lacquers; and the scent of tuberose, so faint that it expired
on the very brink of sensation, lured him from room to room. At last he
stumbled into the courtyards and by the fringe of the pool; a full moon
sailed behind Karakal. It was twenty minutes to two.

Later, he was aware that Mallinson was near him, holding his arm and
leading him away in a great hurry. He did not gather what it was all
about, but he could hear that the boy was chattering excitedly.




CHAPTER XI


They reached the balconied room where they had meals, Mallinson still
clutching his arm and half-dragging him along. "Come on, Conway, we've
till dawn to pack what we can and get away. Great news, man--I wonder
what old Barnard and Miss Brinklow will think in the morning when they
find us gone... still, it's their own choice to stay, and we'll
probably get on far better without them.... The porters are about
five miles beyond the pass--they came yesterday with loads of books and
things... to-morrow they begin the journey back.... It just shows
how these fellows here intended to let us down--they never told us--we
should have been stranded here for God knows how much longer.... I
say, what's the matter? Are you ill?"

Conway had sunk into a chair, and was leaning forward with elbows on the
table. He passed his hand across his eyes. "Ill? No, I don't think so.
Just--rather--tired."

"Probably the storm. Where were you all the while? I'd been waiting for
you for hours."

"I--I was visiting the High Lama."

"Oh, _him_! Well, _that's_ for the last time, anyhow, thank God."

"Yes, Mallinson, for the last time."

Something in Conway's voice, and still more in his succeeding silence,
roused the youth to irascibility. "Well, I wish you wouldn't sound so
deuced leisurely about it--we've got to get a considerable move on, you
know."

Conway stiffened for the effort of emerging into keener consciousness.
"I'm sorry," he said. Partly to test his nerve and the reality of his
sensations he lit a cigarette. He found that both hands and lips were
unsteady. "I'm afraid I don't quite follow... you say the porters..."

"Yes, the porters, man--do pull yourself together."

"You're thinking of going out to them?"

"_Thinking_ of it? I'm damn well certain--they're only just over the
ridge. And we've got to start immediately."

"_Immediately?_"

"Yes, yes--why not?"

Conway made a second attempt to transfer himself from the one world into
the other. He said at length, having partly succeeded: "I suppose you
realise that it mayn't be quite as simple as it sounds?"

Mallinson was lacing a pair of knee-high Tibetan mountain-boots as he
answered jerkily: "I realise everything, but it's something we've got to
do, and we shall do it, with luck, if we don't delay."

"I don't see how----"

"Oh Lord, Conway, must you fight shy of everything? Haven't you any guts
left in you at all?"

The appeal, half passionate and half derisive, helped Conway to collect
himself. "Whether I have or haven't isn't the point, but if you want me
to explain myself, I will. It's a question of a few rather important
details. Suppose you _do_ get beyond the pass and find the porters
there, how do you know they'll take you with them? What inducement can
you offer? Hasn't it struck you that they mayn't be quite so willing as
you'd like them to be? You can't just present yourself and demand to be
escorted. It all needs arrangement, negotiations beforehand----"

"Or anything else to cause a delay," exclaimed Mallinson bitterly. "God,
what a fellow you are! Fortunately I haven't you to rely on for
arranging things. Because they _have_ been arranged--the porters have
been paid in advance, and they've agreed to take us. And here are
clothes and equipment for the journey, all ready. So your last excuse
disappears. Come on, let's _do_ something."

"But--I don't understand..."

"I don't suppose you do, but it doesn't matter."

"Who's been making all these plans?"

Mallinson answered brusquely: "Lo-Tsen, if you're really keen to know.
She's with the porters now. She's waiting."

"_Waiting?_"

"Yes. She's coming with us. I assume you've no objection?"

****

At the mention of Lo-Tsen the two worlds touched and fused suddenly in
Conway's mind. He cried sharply, almost contemptuously: "That's
nonsense. It's impossible."

Mallinson was equally on edge. "Why is it impossible?"

"Because... well, it is. There are all sorts of reasons. Take my word
for it; it won't do. It's incredible enough that she should be out there
now--I'm astonished at what you say has happened--but the idea of her
going any farther is just preposterous."

"I don't see that it's preposterous at all. It's as natural for her to
want to leave here as for me."

"But she doesn't want to leave. That's where you make the mistake."

Mallinson smiled tensely. "You think you know a good deal more about her
than I do, I dare say," he remarked. "But perhaps you don't, for all
that."

"What do you mean?"

"There are other ways of getting to understand people without learning
heaps of languages."

"For Heaven's sake, what _are_ you driving at?" Then Conway added more
quietly: "This is absurd. We mustn't wrangle. Tell me, Mallinson, what's
it all about? I still don't understand."

"Then why are you making such an almighty fuss?"

"Tell me the truth, _please_ tell me the truth."

"Well, it's simple enough. A kid of her age, shut up here with a lot of
queer old men--naturally she'll get away if she's given a chance. She
hasn't had one up to now."

"Don't you think you may be imagining her position in the light of your
own? As I've always told you, she's perfectly happy."

"Then why did she say she'd come?"

"She said that? How could she? She doesn't speak English."

"I asked her--in Tibetan--Miss Brinklow worked out the words. It wasn't
a very fluent conversation, but it was quite enough to--to lead to an
understanding." Mallinson flushed a little. "Damn it, Conway, don't
stare at me like that--anyone would think I'd been poaching on _your_
preserves."

Conway answered: "No one would think so at all, I hope, but the remark
tells me more than you were perhaps intending me to know. I can only say
that I'm very sorry."

"And why the devil should you be?"

Conway let the cigarette fall from his fingers. He felt tired, bothered,
and full of deep conflicting tendernesses that he would rather not have
had aroused. He said gently: "I wish we weren't always at such
cross-purposes. Lo-Tsen is very charming, I know, but why should we
quarrel about it?"

"_Charming?_" Mallinson echoed the word with scorn. "She's a good bit
more than that. You mustn't think everybody's as cold-blooded about
these things as you are yourself. Admiring her as if she were an exhibit
in a museum may be your idea of what she deserves, but mine's more
practical, and when I see someone I like in a rotten position I try and
_do_ something."

"But surely there's such a thing as being too impetuous? Where do you
think she'll go to if she does leave?"

"I suppose she must have friends in China or somewhere. Anyhow, she'll
be better off than here."

"How can you possibly be so sure of that?"

"Well, I'll see that she's looked after myself, if nobody else will.
After all, if you're rescuing people from something quite hellish, you
don't usually stop to enquire if they've anywhere else to go to."

"And you think Shangri-La is hellish?"

"Definitely, I do. There's something dark and evil about it. The whole
business has been like that, from the beginning--the way we were brought
here, without reason at all, by some madman--and the way we've been
detained since, on one excuse or another. But the most frightful thing
of all--to me--is the effect it's had on you."

"On _me_?"

"Yes, on you. You've just mooned about as if nothing mattered and you
were content to stay here for ever. Why, you even admitted you liked the
place.... Conway, what _has_ happened to you? Can't you manage to be
your real self again? We got on so well together at Baskul--you were
absolutely different in those days."

"My _dear_ boy!"

Conway reached his hand towards Mallinson's, and the answering grip was
hot and eagerly affectionate. Mallinson went on: "I don't suppose you
realise it, but I've been terribly alone these last few weeks. Nobody
seemed to be caring a damn about the only thing that was really
important--Barnard and Miss Brinklow had reasons of a kind, but it was
pretty awful when I found _you_ against me."

"I'm sorry."

"You keep on saying that, but it doesn't help."

Conway replied, on sudden impulse: "Then let me help, if I can, by
telling you something. When you've heard it, you'll understand, I hope,
a great deal of what now seems very curious and difficult. At any rate,
you'll realise why Lo-Tsen can't possibly go back with you."

"I don't think anything would make me see that. And do cut it as short
as you can, because we really haven't time to spare."

Conway then gave, as briefly as he could, the whole story of Shangri-La
as told him by the High Lama, and as amplified by conversation both with
the latter and with Chang. It was the last thing he had ever intended to
do, but he felt that in the circumstances it was justified and even
necessary; it was true enough that Mallinson _was_ his problem, to solve
as he thought fit. He narrated rapidly and easily, and in doing so came
again under the spell of that strange, timeless world; its beauty
overwhelmed him as he spoke of it, and more than once he felt himself
reading from a page of memory, so clearly had ideas and phrases
impressed themselves. Only one thing he withheld, and that to spare
himself an emotion he could not yet grapple with--the fact of the High
Lama's death that night, and of his own succession.

When he approached the end he felt comforted; he was glad to have got it
over, and it was the only solution after all. He looked up calmly when
he had finished, confident that he had done well.

But Mallinson merely tapped his fingers on the table-top and said, after
a long wait: "I really don't know what to say, Conway... except that
you must be completely mad...."

There followed a long silence, during which the two men stared at each
other in far differing moods--Conway withdrawn and disappointed,
Mallinson in hot, fidgeting discomfort. "So you think I'm mad?" said
Conway at length.

Mallinson broke into a nervous laugh. "Well, I should damn well say so,
after a tale like that. I mean... well, really... such utter
nonsense... it seems to me rather beyond arguing about."

Conway looked and sounded immensely astonished. "You think it's
nonsense?"

"Well... how else can I look at it? I'm sorry, Conway--it's a pretty
strong statement--but I don't see how any sane person could be in any
doubt about it."

"So you still hold that we were brought here by blind accident--by some
lunatic who made careful plans to run off with an aeroplane and fly it a
thousand miles just for the fun of the thing?"

Conway offered a cigarette, and the other took it. The pause was one for
which they both seemed grateful. Mallinson answered eventually: "Look
here, it's no good arguing the thing point by point. As a matter of
fact, your theory that the people here sent someone vaguely into the
world to decoy strangers, and that this fellow deliberately learned
flying and bided his time until it happened that a suitable machine was
due to leave Baskul with four passengers... well, I won't say that
it's literally impossible, though it does seem to me ridiculously
far-fetched. If it stood by itself, it might just be worth considering,
but when you tack it on to all sorts of other things that are
_absolutely_ impossible--all this about the lamas being hundreds of
years old, and having discovered a sort of elixir of youth, or whatever
you'd call it... well, it just makes me wonder what kind of microbe
has bitten you, that's all."

Conway smiled. "Yes, I dare say you find it hard to believe. Perhaps I
did myself at first--I scarcely remember. Of course it _is_ an
extraordinary story, but I should think your own eyes have had enough
evidence that this is an extraordinary place. Think of all that we've
actually seen, both of us--a lost valley in the midst of unexplored
mountains, a monastery with a library of European books----"

"Oh yes, and a central heating plant, and modern plumbing, and afternoon
tea, and everything else--it's all very marvellous, I know."

"Well, then, what do you make of it?"

"Damn little, I admit. It's a complete mystery. But that's no reason for
accepting tales that are physically impossible. Believing in hot baths
because you've had them is different from believing in people hundreds
of years old just because they've told you they are." He laughed again,
still uneasily. "Look here, Conway, it's got on your nerves, this place,
and I really don't wonder at it. Pack up your things and let's quit.
We'll finish this argument a month or two hence after a jolly little
dinner at Maiden's."

Conway answered quietly: "I've no desire to go back to that life at
all."

"What life?"

"The life you're thinking of... dinners... dances... polo...
all that...."

"But I never said anything about dances and polo! Anyhow, what's wrong
with them? D'you mean that you're not coming with me? You're going to
stay here like the other two? Then at least you shan't stop _me_ from
clearing out of it!" Mallinson threw down his cigarette and sprang
towards the door with eyes blazing. "You're off your head!" he cried
wildly. "You're mad, Conway, that's what's the matter with you! I know
you're always calm, and I'm always excited, but I'm sane, at any rate,
and you're not! They warned me about it before I joined you at Baskul,
and I thought they were wrong, but now I can see they weren't----"

"What did they warn you of?"

"They said you'd been blown up in the War, and you'd been queer at times
ever since. I'm not reproaching you--I know it was nothing you could
help--and Heaven knows I hate talking like this.... Oh, I'll go. It's
all frightful and sickening, but I must go. I gave my word."

"To Lo-Tsen?"

"Yes, if you want to know."

Conway got up and held out his hand. "Good-bye, Mallinson."

"For the last time, you're not coming?"

"I can't."

"Good-bye, then."

They shook hands, and Mallinson left.

****

Conway sat alone in the lantern-light. It seemed to him, in a phrase
engraved on memory, that all the loveliest things were transient and
perishable, that the two worlds were finally beyond reconciliation, and
that one of them hung, as always, by a thread. After he had pondered for
some time he looked at his watch; it was ten minutes to three.

He was still at the table, smoking the last of his cigarettes, when
Mallinson returned. The youth entered with some commotion, and on seeing
him, stood back in the shadows as if to gather his wits. He was silent,
and Conway began, after waiting a moment: "Hullo, what's happened? Why
are you back?"

The complete naturalness of the question fetched Mallinson forward; he
pulled off his heavy sheepskins and sat down. His face was ashen and his
whole body trembled. "I hadn't the nerve," he cried, half sobbing. "That
place where we were all roped--you remember? I got as far as that....
I couldn't manage it. I've no head for heights, and in moonlight it
looked fearful. Silly, isn't it?" He broke down completely and was
hysterical until Conway pacified him. Then he added: "They needn't
worry, these fellows here--nobody will ever threaten them by land. But,
my God, I'd give a good deal to fly over with a load of bombs!"

"Why would you like to do that, Mallinson?"

"Because the place wants smashing up, whatever it is. It's unhealthy and
unclean--and for that matter, if your impossible yarn were true, it
would be more hateful still! A lot of wizened old men crouching here
like spiders for anyone who comes near... it's filthy... who'd
want to live to an age like that, anyhow? And as for your precious High
Lama, if he's half as old as you say he is, it's time someone put him
out of his misery... Oh, why _won't_ you come away with me, Conway? I
hate imploring you for my own sake, but damn it all, I'm young and we've
been pretty good friends together--does my whole life mean nothing to
you compared with the lies of these awful creatures? And Lo-Tsen,
too--_she's_ young--doesn't _she_ count at all?"

"Lo-Tsen is not young," said Conway.

Mallinson looked up and began to titter hysterically. "Oh no, not
young--not young at all, of course. She looks about seventeen, but I
suppose you'll tell me she's really a well-preserved ninety."

"Mallinson, she came here in 1884."

"You're raving, man!"

"Her beauty, Mallinson, like all other beauty in the world, lies at the
mercy of those who do not know how to value it. It is a fragile thing
that can only live where fragile things are loved. Take it away from
this valley and you will see it fade like an echo."

Mallinson laughed harshly, as if his own thoughts gave him confidence.
"I'm not afraid of that. It's here that she's only an echo, if she's one
anywhere at all." He added after a pause: "Not that this sort of talk
gets us anywhere. We'd better cut out all the poetic stuff and come down
to realities. Conway, I want to help you--it's all the sheerest
nonsense, I know, but I'll argue it out if it'll do you any good. I'll
pretend it's something possible that you've told me, and that it really
does need examining. Now tell me, seriously, what evidence have you for
this story of yours?"

Conway was silent.

"Merely that someone spun you a fantastic rigmarole. Even from a
thoroughly reliable person whom you'd known all your life you wouldn't
accept that sort of thing without proof. And what proofs have you in
this case? None at all, so far as I can see. Has Lo-Tsen ever told you
her history?"

"No, but----"

"Then why believe it from someone else? And all this longevity
business--can you point to a single outside fact in support of it?"

Conway thought a moment and then mentioned the unknown Chopin works that
Briac had played.

"Well, that's a matter that means nothing to me--I'm not a musician. But
even if they're genuine, isn't it possible that he could have got hold
of them in some way without his story being true?"

"Quite possible, no doubt."

"And then this method that you say exists--of preserving youth, and so
on. What is it? You say it's a sort of drug--well, I want to know _what_
drug? Have you ever seen it or tried it? Did anyone ever give you any
positive facts about the thing at all?"

"Not in detail, I admit."

"And you never asked for details? It didn't strike you that such a story
needed any confirmation at all? You just swallowed it whole?" Pressing
his advantage, he continued: "How much do you actually know of this
place, apart from what you've been told? You've seen a few old
men--that's all it amounts to. Apart from that, we can only say that the
place is well fitted up, and seems to be run on rather highbrow lines.
How and why it came into existence we've no idea, and why they want to
keep us here, if they do, is equally a mystery, but surely all that's
hardly an excuse for believing any old legend that comes along! After
all, man, you're a critical sort of person--you'd hesitate to believe
all you were told even in an English monastery--I really can't see why
you should jump at everything just because you're in Tibet!"

Conway nodded. Even in the midst of far keener perceptions he could not
restrain approval of a point well made. "That's an acute remark,
Mallinson. I suppose the truth is that when it comes to believing things
without actual evidence, we all incline to what we find most
attractive."

"Well, I'm dashed if I can see anything attractive about living till
you're half dead. Give me a short life and a gay one, for choice. And
this stuff about a future war--it all sounds pretty thin to me. How does
anyone know when the next war's going to be, or what it'll be like?
Weren't all the prophets wrong about the last war?" He added, when
Conway did not reply: "Anyhow I don't believe in saying things are
inevitable. And even if they were, there's no need to get into a funk
about them. Heaven knows I'd most likely be scared stiff if I had to
fight in a war, but I'd rather face up to it than bury myself here."

Conway smiled. "Mallinson, you have a superb knack of misunderstanding
me. When we were at Baskul you thought I was a hero--now you take me for
a coward. In point of fact, I'm neither--though of course it doesn't
matter. When you get back to India you can tell people, if you like,
that I decided to stay in a Tibetan monastery because I was afraid
there'd be another war. It isn't my reason at all, but I've no doubt
it'll be believed by the people who already think me mad."

Mallinson answered rather sadly: "It's silly, you know, to talk like
that. Whatever happens, I'd never say a word against you. You can count
on that. I don't understand you--I admit that--but--but--I wish I did.
Oh, I wish I did. Conway, can't I possibly help you? Isn't there
anything I can say or do?"

There was a long silence after that, which Conway broke at last by
saying: "There's just a question I'd like to ask--if you'll forgive me
for being terribly personal."

"Yes?"

"Are you in love with Lo-Tsen?"

The youth's pallor changed quickly to a flush. "I dare say I am. I know
you'll say it's absurd and unthinkable, and probably it is, but I can't
help my feelings."

"I don't think it's absurd at all."

The argument seemed to have sailed into a harbour after many buffetings,
and Conway added: "I can't help _my_ feelings either. You and that girl
happen to be the two people in the world I care most about... though
you may think it odd of me." Abruptly he got up and paced the room.
"We've said all we _can_ say, haven't we?"

"Yes, I suppose we have." But Mallinson went on, in a sudden rush of
eagerness: "Oh, what stupid nonsense it all is--about her not being
young! And foul and horrible nonsense too. Conway, you _can't_ believe
it! It's just too ridiculous. How can it really mean anything?"

"How can you really know that she's young?"

Mallinson half turned away, his face lit with a grave shyness. "Because
I _do_ know.... Perhaps you'll think less of me for it... but I
_do_ know. I'm afraid you never properly understood her, Conway. She was
cold on the surface, but that was the result of living here--it had
frozen all the warmth. But the warmth was there."

"To be unfrozen?"

"Yes... that would be one way of putting it."

"And she's _young_, Mallinson--you are so _sure_ of that?"

Mallinson answered softly: "God, yes--she's just a girl. I was terribly
sorry for her, and we were both attracted, I suppose. I don't see that
it's anything to be ashamed of. In fact in a place like this I should
think it's about the decentest thing that's ever happened...."

Conway went to the balcony and gazed at the dazzling plume of Karakal;
the moon was riding high in a waveless ocean. It came to him that a
dream had dissolved, like all too lovely things, at the first touch of
reality; that the whole world's future, weighed in the balance against
youth and love, would be light as air. And he knew, too, that his mind
dwelt in a world of its own, Shangri-La in microcosm, and that this
world also was in peril. For even as he nerved himself, he saw the
corridors of his imagination twist and strain under impact; the
pavilions were toppling; all was about to be in ruins. He was only
partly unhappy, but he was infinitely and rather sadly perplexed. He did
not know whether he had been mad and was now sane, or had been sane for
a time and was now mad again.

When he turned, there was a difference in him; his voice was keener,
almost brusque, and his face twitched a little; he looked much more the
Conway who had been a hero at Baskul. Clenched for action, he faced
Mallinson with a suddenly new alertness. "Do you think you could manage
that tricky bit with a rope if I were with you?" he asked.

Mallinson sprang forward. "_Conway!_" he cried chokingly. "You mean
you'll _come_? You've made up your mind at last?"

****

They left as soon as Conway had prepared himself for the journey. It was
surprisingly simple to leave--a departure rather than an escape; there
were no incidents as they crossed the bars of moonlight and shadow in
the courtyards. One might have thought there was no one there at all,
Conway reflected; and immediately the idea of such emptiness became an
emptiness in himself; while all the time, though he hardly heard him,
Mallinson was chattering about the journey. How strange that their long
argument should have ended thus in action, that this secret sanctuary
should be forsaken by one who had found in it such happiness! For
indeed, less than an hour later, they halted breathlessly at a curve of
the track and saw the last of Shangri-La. Deep below them the valley of
Blue Moon was like a cloud, and to Conway the scattered roofs had a look
of floating after him through the haze. Now, at that moment, it was
farewell. Mallinson, whom the steep ascent had kept silent for a time,
gasped out: "Good man, we're doing fine--carry on!"

Conway smiled, but did not reply; he was already preparing the rope for
the knife-edge traverse. It was true, as the youth had said, that he had
made up his mind; but it was only what was left of his mind. That small
and active fragment now dominated; the rest comprised an absence hardly
to be endured. He was a wanderer between two worlds and must ever
wander; but for the present, in a deepening inward void, all he felt was
that he liked Mallinson and must help him; he was doomed, like millions,
to flee from wisdom and be a hero.

Mallinson was nervous at the precipice, but Conway got him over in
traditional mountaineering fashion, and when the trial was past, they
leaned together over Mallinson's cigarettes. "Conway, I must say it's
damned good of you.... Perhaps you guess how I feel.... I can't
tell you how glad I am...."

"I wouldn't try, then, if I were you."

After a long pause, and before they resumed the journey, Mallinson
added: "But I _am_ glad--not only for my own sake, but for yours as
well.... It's fine that you can realise now that all that stuff was
sheer nonsense... it's just wonderful to see you your real self
again...."

"Not at all," responded Conway with a wryness that was for his own
private comforting.

Towards dawn they crossed the divide, unchallenged by sentinels, even if
there were any; though it occurred to Conway that the route, in the true
spirit, might only be moderately well watched. Presently they reached
the plateau, picked clean as a bone by roaring winds, and after a
gradual descent the encampment of porters came in sight. Then all was as
Mallinson had foretold; they found the men ready for them, sturdy
fellows in furs and sheepskins, crouching under the gale and eager to
begin the journey to Tatsien-Fu--eleven hundred miles eastward, on the
China border.

"He's coming with us!" Mallinson cried excitedly when they met Lo-Tsen.
He forgot that she knew no English; but Conway translated.

It seemed to him that the little Manchu had never looked so radiant. She
gave him a most charming smile, but her eyes were all for the boy.




EPILOGUE


It was in Delhi that I met Rutherford again. We had been guests at a
Viceregal dinner-party, but distance and ceremonial kept us apart until
the turbaned flunkeys handed us our hats afterwards. "Come back to my
hotel and have a drink," he invited.

We shared a cab along the arid miles between the Lutyens still-life and
the warm, palpitating cinematograph of Old Delhi. I knew from the
newspapers that he had just returned from Kashgar. His was one of those
well-groomed reputations that get the most out of everything; any
unusual holiday acquires the character of an exploration, and though the
explorer takes care to do nothing really original, the public does not
know this, and he capitalises the full value of a hasty impression. It
had not seemed to me, for instance, that Rutherford's journey, as
reported in the Press, had been particularly epoch-making; the buried
cities of Khotan were old stuff, if anyone remembered Stein and Sven
Hedin. I knew Rutherford well enough to chaff him about this, and he
laughed. "Yes, the truth would have made a better story," he admitted
cryptically.

We went to his hotel room and drank whisky. "So you _did_ search for
Conway?" I suggested when the moment seemed propitious.

"Search is much too strong a word," he answered. "You can't search a
country half as big as Europe for one man. All I can say is that I
visited places where I was prepared to come across him, or to get news
of him. His last message, you remember, was that he had left Bangkok for
the north-west. There were traces of him up-country for a little way,
and my own opinion is that he probably made for the tribal districts on
the Chinese border. I don't think he'd have cared to enter Burma, where
he might have run up against British officials. Anyhow, the definite
trail, you may say, peters out somewhere in Upper Siam, but of course I
never expected to follow it far that end."

"You thought it might be easier to look for the valley of Blue Moon?"

"Well, it did seem as if it might be a more fixed proposition. I suppose
you glanced at that manuscript of mine?"

"Much more than glanced at it. I should have returned it, by the way,
but you left no address."

Rutherford nodded. "I wonder what you made of it?"

"I thought it very remarkable--assuming, of course, that it's all quite
genuinely based on what Conway told you."

"I give you my solemn word for that. I invented nothing at all--indeed,
there's even less of my own language in it than you might think. I've a
good memory, and Conway always had a way of describing things. Don't
forget that we had about twenty-four hours of practically continuous
talk."

"Well, as I said, it's all very remarkable."

He leaned back and smiled. "If that's all you're going to say, I can see
I shall have to speak for myself. I suppose you consider me a rather
credulous person. I don't really think I am. People make mistakes in
life through believing too much, but they have a damned dull time if
they believe too little. I was certainly taken with Conway's story--in
more ways than one--and that was why I felt interested enough to put as
many tabs on it as I could--apart from the chance of running up against
the man himself."

He went on, after lighting a cigar: "It meant a good deal of odd
journeying, but I like that sort of thing, and my publishers can't
object to a travel-book once in a way. Altogether I must have done some
thousands of miles--Baskul, Bangkok, Chung-Kiang, Kashgar--I visited
them all, and somewhere inside the area between them the mystery lies.
But it's a pretty big area, you know, and all my investigations didn't
touch more than the fringe of it--or of the mystery either, for that
matter. Indeed, if you want the actual downright facts about Conway's
adventures, so far as I've been able to verify them, all I can tell you
is that he left Baskul on the 20th of May and arrived in Chung-Kiang on
the 5th of October. And the last we know of him is that he left Bangkok
again on the 3rd of February. All the rest is probability, possibility,
guesswork, myth, legend, whatever you like to call it."

"So you didn't find anything in Tibet?"

"My dear fellow, I never got into Tibet at all. The people up at
Government House wouldn't hear of it; it's as much as they'll do to
sanction an Everest expedition, and when I said I thought of wandering
about the Kuen-Luns on my own, they looked at me rather as if I'd
suggested writing a life of Gandhi. As a matter of fact, they knew more
than I did. Strolling about Tibet isn't a one-man job; it needs an
expedition properly fitted out, and run by someone who knows at least a
word or two of the language. I remember when Conway was telling me his
story I kept wondering why there was all that fuss about waiting for
porters--why didn't they all simply walk off? I wasn't very long in
discovering. The Government people were quite right--all the passports
in the world couldn't have got me over the Kuen-Luns. I actually went as
far as seeing them in the distance, on a very clear day--perhaps fifty
miles off. Not many Europeans can claim even that."

"Are they so very forbidding?"

"They looked just like a white frieze on the horizon, that was all. At
Yarkand and Kashgar I questioned everyone I met about them, but it was
extraordinary how little I could discover. I should think they must be
the least explored range in the world. I had the luck to meet an
American traveller who had once tried to cross them, but he'd been
unable to find a pass. There _are_ passes, he said, but they're
terrifically high and unmapped. I asked him if he thought it possible
for a valley to exist of the kind Conway described, and he said he
wouldn't call it impossible, but he thought it not very likely--on
geological grounds, at any rate. Then I asked if he had ever heard of a
cone-shaped mountain almost as high as the highest of the Himalaya, and
his answer to that was rather intriguing. There was a legend, he said,
about such a mountain, but he thought himself there could be no
foundation for it. There were even rumours, he added, about mountains
actually higher than Everest, but he didn't himself give credit to them.
'I doubt if any peak in the Kuen-Luns is more than twenty-five thousand
feet, if that,' he said. But he admitted that they had never been
properly surveyed.

"Then I asked him what he knew about Tibetan lamaseries--he'd been in
the country several times--and he gave me just the usual accounts that
one can read in all the books. They weren't beautiful places, he assured
me, and the monks in them were generally corrupt and dirty. 'Do they
live long?' I asked, and he said, yes, they often did, if they didn't
die of some filthy disease. Then I went boldly to the point and asked if
he'd ever heard legends of extreme longevity among the lamas. 'Heaps of
them,' he answered; 'it's one of the stock yarns you hear everywhere,
but you can't verify them. You're told that some foul-looking creature
has been walled up in a cell for a hundred years, and he certainly looks
as if he might have been, but of course you can't demand his birth
certificate.' I asked him if he thought they had any occult or medicinal
way of prolonging life or preserving youth, and he said they were
supposed to have a great deal of very curious knowledge about such
things, but he suspected that if you came to look into it, it was rather
like the Indian rope trick--always something that somebody else had
seen. He did say, however, that the lamas appeared to have odd powers of
bodily control. 'I've watched them,' he said, 'sitting by the edge of a
frozen lake, stark naked, with a temperature below zero and in a tearing
wind, while their servants break the ice and wrap sheets round them that
have been dipped in the water. They do this a dozen times or more, and
the lamas dry the sheets on their own bodies. Keeping warm by
will-power, so one imagines, though that's a poor sort of explanation.'"

Rutherford helped himself to more drink. "But of course, as my American
friend admitted, all that had nothing much to do with longevity. It
merely showed that the lamas had sombre tastes in self-discipline....
So there we were, and probably you'll agree with me that all the
evidence, so far, was less than you'd hang a dog on."

I said it was certainly inconclusive, and asked if the names 'Karakal'
and 'Shangri-La' had meant anything to the American.

"Not a thing--I tried him with them. After I'd gone on questioning him
for a time, he said: 'Frankly, I'm not keen on monasteries--indeed, I
once told a fellow I met in Tibet that if I went out of my way at all,
it would be to avoid them, not pay them a visit.' That chance remark of
his gave me a curious idea, and I asked him when this meeting in Tibet
had taken place. 'Oh, a long time ago,' he answered, 'before the War--in
nineteen-eleven, I think it was.' I badgered him for further details,
and he gave them, as well as he could remember. It seemed that he'd been
travelling then for some American geographical society, with several
colleagues, porters, and so on--in fact, a pukka expedition. Somewhere
near the Kuen-Luns he met this other man, a Chinese who was being
carried in a chair by native bearers. The fellow turned out to speak
English quite well, and strongly recommended them to visit a certain
lamasery in the neighbourhood--he even offered to be the guide there.
The American said they hadn't time and weren't interested, and that was
that." Rutherford went on, after an interval: "I don't suggest that it
means a great deal. When a man tries to remember a casual incident that
happened twenty years ago, you can't build _too_ much on it. But it
offers an attractive speculation."

"Yes, though if a well-equipped expedition had accepted the invitation,
I don't see how they could have been detained at the lamasery against
their will."

"Oh, quite. And perhaps it wasn't Shangri-La at all."

We thought it over, but it seemed too hazy for argument, and I went on
to ask if there had been any discoveries at Baskul.

"Baskul was hopeless, and Peshawur was worse. Nobody could tell me
anything, except that the kidnapping of the aeroplane did undoubtedly
take place. They weren't keen even to admit that--it's an episode
they're not proud of."

"And nothing was heard of the plane afterwards?"

"Not a word or a rumour, or of its four passengers either. I verified,
however, that it was capable of climbing high enough to cross the
ranges. I also tried to trace that fellow Barnard, but I found his past
history so mysterious that I wouldn't be at all surprised if he really
were Chalmers Bryant, as Conway said. After all, Bryant's complete
disappearance in the midst of the big hue and cry was rather amazing."

"Did you try to find anything about the actual kidnapper?"

"I did, but again it was hopeless. The Air Force man whom the fellow had
knocked out and impersonated had since been killed, so one promising
line of enquiry was closed. I even wrote to a friend of mine in America
who runs an aviation school, asking if he had had any Tibetan pupils
lately, but his reply was prompt and disappointing. He said he couldn't
differentiate Tibetans from Chinese, and he had had about fifty of the
latter--all training to fight the Japs. Not much chance there, you see.
But I did make one rather quaint discovery--and one which I could have
made just as easily without leaving London. There was a German professor
at Jena about the middle of the last century who took to globe-trotting
and visited Tibet in 1887. He never came back, and there was some story
about him having been drowned in fording a river. His name was Friedrich
Meister."

"Good heavens--one of the names Conway mentioned!"

"Yes--though it may only have been coincidence. It doesn't prove the
whole story, by any means, because the Jena fellow was born in 1845.
Nothing very exciting about that."

"But it's odd," I said.

"Oh yes, it's odd enough."

"Did you succeed in tracing any of the others?"

"No. It's a pity I hadn't a longer list to work on. I couldn't find any
record of a pupil of Chopin's called Briac, though of course that
doesn't prove that there wasn't one. Conway was pretty sparing with his
names, when you come to think about it--out of fifty odd lamas supposed
to be on the premises he only gave us one or two. Perrault and
Henschell, by the way, proved equally impossible to trace."

"How about Mallinson?" I asked. "Did you try to find out what had
happened to him? And that girl--the Chinese girl?"

"My dear fellow, of course I did. The awkward part was, as you perhaps
gathered from the manuscript, that Conway's story ended at the moment of
leaving the valley with the porters. After that he either couldn't or
wouldn't tell me what happened--perhaps he might have done, mind you, if
there'd been more time. I feel that we can guess at some sort of
tragedy. The hardships of the journey would be perfectly appalling,
apart from the risk of brigandage or even treachery among their own
escorting party. Probably we shall never know exactly what did occur,
but it seems tolerably certain that Mallinson never reached China. I
made all sorts of enquiries, you know. First of all I tried to trace
details of books, et cetera, sent in large consignments across the
Tibetan frontier, but at all the likely places, such as Shanghai and
Pekin, I drew complete blanks. That, of course, doesn't count for much,
since the lamas would doubtless see that their methods of importation
were kept secret. Then I tried at Tatsien-Fu. It's a weird place, a sort
of world's-end market town, deuced difficult to get at, where the
Chinese coolies from Yunnan transfer their loads of tea to the Tibetans.
You can read about it in my new book when it comes out. Europeans don't
often get as far. I found the people quite civil and courteous, but
there was absolutely no record of Conway's party arriving at all."

"So how Conway himself reached Chung-Kiang is still unexplained?"

"The only conclusion is that he wandered there, just as he might have
wandered anywhere else. Anyhow, we're back in the realm of hard facts
when we get to Chung-Kiang, that's something. The nuns at the mission
hospital were genuine enough, and so, for that matter, was Sieveking's
excitement on the ship when Conway played that pseudo-Chopin."
Rutherford paused and then added reflectively: "It's really an exercise
in the balancing of probabilities, and I must say the scales don't bump
very emphatically either way. Of course, if you don't accept Conway's
story, it means that you doubt either his veracity or his sanity--one
may as well be frank."

He paused again, as if inviting a comment, and I said: "As you know, I
never saw him after the War, but I understand he was a good deal changed
by it."

Rutherford answered: "Yes, he certainly was, there's no denying the
fact. You can't subject a mere boy to three years of intense physical
and emotional stress without tearing something to tatters. People would
say, I suppose, that he came through without a scratch. But the
scratches were there--on the inside."

We talked for a little time about the War and its effects on various
people, and at length he went on: "But there's just one more point that
I must mention--and perhaps in some ways the oddest of all. It came out
during my enquiries at the mission. They all did their best for me
there, as you can guess, but they couldn't recollect much, especially as
they'd been so busy with a fever epidemic at the time. One of the
questions I put was about the manner Conway had reached the hospital
first of all--whether he had presented himself alone, or had been found
ill and been taken there by someone else. They couldn't exactly
remember--after all, it was a long while back--but suddenly, when I was
on the point of giving up the cross-examination, one of the nuns
remarked quite casually--'I think the doctor said he was brought here by
a woman.' That was all she could tell me, and as the doctor himself had
left the mission, there was no confirmation to be had on the spot.

"But having got so far, I wasn't in any mood to give up. It appeared
that the doctor had gone to a bigger hospital in Shanghai, so I took the
trouble to get his address and call on him there. It was just after the
Jap air-raiding, and things were pretty grim. I'd met the man before
during my first visit to Chung-Kiang, and he was very polite, though
terribly overworked--yes, _terribly_'s the word, for, believe me, the
air-raids on London by the Germans were just nothing to what the Japs
did to the native parts of Shanghai. Oh yes, he said instantly, he
remembered the case of the Englishman who had lost his memory. Was it
true he had been brought to the mission hospital by a woman? I asked. Oh
yes, certainly, by a woman, a Chinese woman. Did he remember anything
about her? Nothing, he answered, except that she had been ill of the
fever herself, and had died almost immediately.... Just then there
was an interruption--a batch of wounded were carried in and packed on
stretchers in the corridors--the wards were all full--and I didn't care
to go on taking up the man's time, especially as the thudding of the
guns at Woosung was a reminder that he would still have plenty to do.
When he came back to me, looking quite cheerful even amidst such
ghastliness, I just asked him one final question, and I dare say you can
guess what it was. 'About that Chinese woman,' I said. 'Was she young?'"

Rutherford flicked his cigar as if the narration had excited him quite
as much as he hoped it had me. Continuing, he said: "The little fellow
looked at me solemnly for a moment, and then answered in that funny
clipped English that the educated Chinese have--'Oh no, she was most
old--most old of anyone I have ever seen.'"

****

We sat for a long time in silence, and then talked again of Conway as I
remembered him, boyish and gifted and full of charm, and of the War that
had altered him, and of so many mysteries of time and age and of the
mind, and of the little Manchu who had been 'most old,' and of the
strange ultimate dream of Blue Moon. "Do you think he will ever find
it?" I asked.



Woodford Green
_April 1933_




THE END






[End of Lost Horizon, by James Hilton]
